_ohhgoddamnit

ahem

2006-07-02T05:21:48Z

dear kristina,

please quit your current job and find something part time
so that we can hang out more, like two or three times a week
i think that would be fun

sincerely,
your Awkward Game '06 opponent
Chris Babbino.

_ohhgoddamnit @ 2005-12-22T18:42:00

2005-12-02T23:42:22Z

I would like to watch you sleeping,
which may not happen.

I would like to watch you,
sleeping. I would like to sleep
with you, to enter
your sleep as its smooth dark wave
slides over my head

and walk with you through that lucent
wavering forest of bluegreen leaves
with its watery sun & three moons
towards the cave where you must descend,
towards your worst fear

I would like to give you the silver
branch, the small white flower, the one
word that will protect you
from the grief at the center
of your dream, from the grief
at the center I would like to follow
you up the long stairway
again & become
the boat that would row you back
carefully, a flame
in two cupped hands
to where your body lies
beside me, and as you enter
it as easily as breathing in

I would like to be the air
that inhabits you for a moment
only. I would like to be that unnoticed
& that necessary.

_ohhgoddamnit @ 2005-12-20T22:12:00

2005-12-02T03:12:22Z

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_ohhgoddamnit @ 2005-12-09T20:02:00

2005-11-10T01:07:08Z

I think my problem sometimes
is that I don't like to talk
about my problems because I
feel like I know that all my
friends will just be like "Oh
Im sorry..." or things like that.
I vent like hell when I'm drunk
but shit I haven't been drunk in
a while. I have a couple friends
who I really trust, but I feel
like I'd annoy them by talking about
my shit instead of theirs. Is this
unhealthy?

ok whine whine whine
I'm done with that

open house thursday
Isabel friday
The academy is on saturday
and sunday who knows
but i'm sure it might be good

ps.
a good feeling
is when you're with someone
and you kinda feel like
you know the futures all
coming fast as hell
and it's not always gonna
be pretty, but you know
everythings gonna be okay
because you have someone
really great in your life.
really great.

kill me i'm cliche

_ohhgoddamnit @ 2005-12-02T22:33:00

2005-11-03T03:35:47Z

IMPORTANT UPDATE

yeah i still use this thing

i'm doing good in school and life

and I'm still with Isabel (3months saturday) who makes me incredibly happy
seriously.

thing's are going well
and i like that
just thought I should post it..

_ohhgoddamnit @ 2005-09-05T11:50:00

2005-09-05T15:51:12Z

HAPPY ONE MONTH TODAY.

yeah there's someone out there important enough to make me actually post in this thing =]

INVASION OF LIVEJOURNAL BY ISABEL

2005-08-28T19:43:41Z

hi my name is chris and i like giving my girlfriend isabel a hard time. plus i suck at throwing orange star pillows.

isabel <3 chris

_ohhgoddamnit @ 2005-07-16T10:35:00

2005-07-16T14:37:00Z

Thank you Jameela for my pretty LJ.

_ohhgoddamnit @ 2005-05-28T22:13:00

2005-05-29T02:13:28Z

Burn me down if that’s how everything’s gonna start
With a flame from the heat off the look on your face
On a day like today
I could have made out every raindrop falling down
On your head
Now I fear that I may taste
These tears rolling down my face
And realize something is wrong
With the light of the sun
In the color of the sky
With you and everyone

_ohhgoddamnit @ 2005-05-27T06:42:00

2005-05-27T10:43:00Z

its not even 7 in the morning
and i figured out how to put music on here

heck yes.

_ohhgoddamnit @ 2005-05-23T22:18:00

2005-05-24T02:21:54Z

ok Im in a much better mood
even though today was full of people asking me if I saw star wars
no, i didnt, and i probably wont.
also about 3 kids asked me if i went/am going to the bright eyes/faint show this week, or told me they went and that it was really good

damnn kid.

_ohhgoddamnit @ 2005-05-22T21:53:00

2005-05-23T01:59:12Z

i'm in such a shitty mood
does anyone wanna get drunk with chris?
i hate when you do alot of things for a person
and try really hard for them
and its really not even mentioned
and then when something goes wrong, one thing
all of the sudden all the focus goes to that
and its so petty and fucking lame.

i know this is gonna get misinterpretted
goddamnit

_ohhgoddamnit @ 2005-05-13T17:22:00

2005-05-13T21:22:43Z

there's a wocket in my pocket

_ohhgoddamnit @ 2005-05-09T20:42:00

2005-05-10T00:44:03Z

I hate being sick
I've taken so much tylenol today that it feels like half my body is numb
except my head, of course. I'm very dizzy.

I fucking hate when other people try to analyze your relationships. Get a life.

_ohhgoddamnit @ 2005-04-27T23:19:00

2005-04-28T03:23:48Z

I've got a headache, it's been like 3 days now. I've given up hope on pills fixing it, maybe I just need more sleep.

Yacki lent me I ♥ Huckabees the other day, I faked sick to stay home from school cause I didnt wanna take these tests, and I stayed home and watched it. I thought it was pretty interesting, cliche views of existentialism, yes I'll agree with you on that Yacki, but it was still a good movie. Jason Schwartzman's a great actor.

I'm getting drunk and meeting Yacki's grandma this friday. Hopefully not in that order, however who's to say it wont be fun if it is in that order.

I opened my locker today, and there were three juice boxes lined up, like baby juice boxes, with big bird on them and all, thank you so much Rachel.

I NEED A *#$()*ING HAIRCUT AGAIN, KID!

This whole journal entry was totally useless.

_ohhgoddamnit @ 2005-04-24T21:12:00

2005-04-25T01:14:24Z

I think everyone deserves a nice girlfriend, who they can call when they get into a fight with one of their parents, and they dont have to talk about their problems or anything in particular, just music or movies, or how their hair looks 'stupid', and after its all done, they're happy. I think everyone deserves to be happy.

Thank you so much for tonight Yacki♥

Bitches should be jealous.

_ohhgoddamnit @ 2005-04-20T20:59:00

2005-04-21T01:08:13Z

mostly i sleep it off
it's easier in the morning
to shrug off the evening's
drunken pathetic pleas
'cause the night's tragic rambling
is the next day's apologies
so if you can sit tight
'till the sun hits the blinds
we can settle everything.

i am starting to love the good life.

_ohhgoddamnit @ 2005-04-17T08:07:00

2005-04-17T12:23:03Z

Theres definitly a growing sense of optimism running through me recently
I think it has something to do with the amazing weather outside.

or maybe its my growing self control
or maybe my amazing friends
or the girl that keeps me smiling whenever something comes close to making me frown
or maybe its a combination of them all
it sure as hell isnt school though.

The people I've been hanging out recently with are much more mature than those who I've been hanging out with for the past few years. I kind of isolated myself from the people who think the only way to have fun is to get shit-faced or high all the time. I still think drinking is fun, but I just feel like I dont wanna develop habits. I'm afraid of being addicted to something, which is why I never started smoking ciggs I guess.

I saw eternal sunshine of the spotless mind again this morning. Ugh that movie is so well written in my opinion. I want to find someone who'd be interested in hanging out one day and watching that, requiem for a dream, and garden state all back to back. Sound good to anyone?

_ohhgoddamnit @ 2005-04-15T23:17:00

2005-04-16T03:18:01Z

Im officially Mr. Hayashi.
Today was amazing.

First Entry

2005-04-15T04:55:05Z

So I guess I'm finally gonna start writing in this thing.I'm not starting with an autobiography however, or any past information about myself really, because most of the people I've added so far either know me, or at least know my screen name. Thank you so much Yacki for helping me make this thing, I swear you're gonna get the shit kissed out of you tommorow.

I cut my hair today. I think i like it :)