we could be heroes

_oh_crap @ 2008-07-02T12:26:00

2008-07-02T16:27:10Z

i dont update this ever
but i got a new username and will update that one.
i promise

i needed a new start.
winecoloredair

add me.

_oh_crap @ 2008-05-06T23:55:00

2008-05-07T03:56:08Z

guess who is in a relationship?

yeah, that'd be me!

nojinxes.

2008-04-28T04:15:38Z

this is a whooooooole new feeling....

and i'm liking it alot.

stolen from boyzici

2008-01-10T19:33:09Z

1. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random
The first article title on the page is the name of your band.

2. http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3
The last four words of the very last quote is the title of your album.

3. http://www.flickr.com/explore/interesting/7days/
The third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.

Band: Shoddy Millionaires
Album: Business ere it come!
Artwork:

oh boy. ;)

2007-12-18T04:57:25Z

I said I wanna touch the earth
I wanna break it in my hands
I wanna grow something wild and unruly

I wanna sleep on the hard ground
In the comfort of your arms
On a pillow of bluebonnets
In a blanket made of stars

Oh it sounds good to me I said

Cowboy take me away
Fly this girl as high as you can
Into the wild blue
Set me free oh I pray
Closer to heaven above and
Closer to you closer to you

I wanna walk and not run
I wanna skip and not fall
I wanna look at the horizon
And not see a building standing tall

I wanna be the only one
For miles and miles
Except for maybe you
And your simple smile

Oh it sounds good to me
Yes it sounds so good to me

Cowboy take me away
Fly this girl as high as you can
Into the wild blue
Set me free oh I pray
Closer to heaven above and
Closer to you closer to you

I said I wanna touch the earth
I wanna break it in my hands
I wanna grow something wild and unruly
Oh it sounds so good to me

Cowboy take me away
Fly this girl as high as you can
Into the wild blue
Set me free oh I pray
Closer to heaven above and
Closer to you closer to you
Closer to you
Cowboy take me away.
Closer to you

you spin me right round baby right round

2007-12-04T04:38:35Z

so there is this boy that i like.
but im not going to talk about it because i usually get let down.
but i think...this time is different.

have times finally changed?

ps. new england patriots are freakin' beasts! :) ha

only beth will understand.

2007-11-29T03:46:33Z

Teatro. <3

_oh_crap @ 2007-11-19T16:04:00

2007-11-19T21:12:19Z

After checking my email religiously for some sort of Red Sox news, it's finally here.

MIKE LOWELL IS HERE TO STAY!

I LOVE Mike Lowell. He might be an "older" man, but like Rose would say "i'd do him!" :)

I cannot wait til next year. I want to go to more games than just one.

<3

_oh_crap @ 2007-10-01T11:27:00

2007-10-01T15:27:27Z

i'm gonna update this more. i promise.
but this is all for now. ha! :)

_oh_crap @ 2007-08-18T00:31:00

2007-08-18T04:39:06Z

updates

i got a tattoo.

i have the most amazing friends.

i colored my hair.

i told a GOOD LOOKING customer at work that he looked like michael buble.

i finally found a vitamin water that i like.

i want to watch all the disney movies i own

i still work at mb.

i want to go to a school outside of the burg.
but im afraid i'd miss the friends i became close to this summer

i love fenway & diva, the dogs in my house

i want to go to a concert really bad

my parents are angry at me
for dumb reasons

i will sign up for big brother 9.

my 21st birthday is in 209 days.
plenty days to get me a present

i want a new wardrobe
after i lose some poundage

once school starts will go to the gym
repeat WILL GO to the gym

my grades will be better
better than the first 4 semesters

i wish i stayed with education
or something that involves children like child psychology
its never to late to change

this year will be different.
basically.

dont stop believin'

2007-08-02T03:29:22Z

some things never change.
some things change.

don't you wish that life would just stop, you could make something new, and life would start all over? you could throw yourself in a new town, new school, new job, new life. i mean keep the same family & the amazing friends, but all the ones that mean nothing to your life, just throw away and buy new ones.

i want to move away. maybe boston. for a year. not for longer.
i want to someone to take my hand so we can walk along the beach and watch the waves come in. take pictures of the sunset. and laugh at the ugly people in horrible looking bathingsuits.
i want to spend my days on the beach or just chillin in maine, where the people who don't know your name, your story, your life, your problems, and your ups & downs, will wave and say hello.
i want a smaller dress size.
i want to be an amazing photographer. but i wont be.

i want.. i want.. i want..end of story.

sorry, entries to this to me

_oh_crap @ 2007-04-20T14:00:00

2007-04-20T18:01:35Z

Sanjaya is no longer on American Idol.

just a lil update

2007-04-11T04:13:58Z

My computer was broken for basically the month of March. Gateway thought they knew the answer, waited for a CD. Needed a new harddrive. Brought it to BestBuy, got it fixed for FREE cause of the warentee my parents bought!

Joey Fatone is doing amazingly well on Dancing with the Stars. I figured everyone need to know that piece of information.

I am still working at Market Basket in the deli. It's fun. The people like me, I think. I basically laugh and sing the whole time. Doesnt get much better.

I schedule classes tomorrow at 1pm and it will be the most stressful thing in my entire life. I hate scheduling classes. Hopefully I get what I need!

I got my KISS 108 Concert tickets the other day. I'm pretty pumped to see Gym Class Heroes, Daughtry, Fergie, Hilary Duff, Rhionna, etc. Yah, don't laugh.

Brad Pitt & Angelina might be getting a divorce. I read something about a bad sex life, must because she is away in some foreign country all the time. Should have stayed with Jenifer Aniston, but....HELLO Brad! Yeah, it's Ashley. You might be a little older than me (23 years to be exact), but you are still freakkkin gorgeous. I am single, incase the Angelina thing doesnt work.

ANNNND...The Red Sox Are Amazing! :) <3 the end.

all these things.

2007-02-26T03:03:41Z

I havent updated in a week and 1/2. I was going to update at least 5 times but I didnt. I kept wanting to say something but really didnt know how to say it. Which is dumb, cause it's not like this is going to be graded or whatever.

My birthday is in two weeks and a few days. Which means Maria's birthday is in two weeks and a few days (plus a day) and Jess's birthday is in two weeks and a few days (minus two days). If that made any sense, basically my birthday is the 15th, Maria's is the 16th, and Jess's is the 13th. I realized that turning 20 is pointless. It's a parental birthday. You can only do the same stuff you did the day before, but your parents have the excuse of saying "You're not a teenager anymore, you shouldn't be acting like that..etc" Pointless.

I'm not really crushing anyone right now. Which is a HUGE step for me. I usually have a boy thats stuck on my mind all the time. This time, I kinda like a few guys, but I'm just taking each day as it comes.

Work is still good. We make deli songs. Yup, deli songs.

To the tune of "Welcome to the Jungle"
Welcome to the Deli We slice Meat & cheese.
we will slice it how you want, all you say is please.
We will slice it thin and we will slice it thick.
Just be really nice or we'll call you a prick.
the deli, welcome to the deli
where we slice your chchchchchchccheese cheese!

Pretty much amazing. We take any song and turn it into a deli song. You'd be impressed with the wide variety of songs that we sing. While we wait on customers and annoy some coworkers. Or well, they get over it. I bring them cookies. Serious. Every Sunday my memere makes cookies. People aks me every day "Do you have cookies?" "Nope, only on Sunday". They really don't care how I am or whats going on, they just want cookies. Whatever makes them happy.

you know..

2007-02-03T05:12:30Z

there is something about those st.j friends. you cannot see them for days, weeks, months, years...and still get together for a few hours and LAUGH YOUR ASS OFF!

♥

ps. beth i know you're reading this..
"gooogly eye"

MERRY CHRISTMAS

2006-12-24T04:37:35Z

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

<3

rock down to electric avenue...

2006-12-16T06:04:24Z

i must say before i start this pointless entry, electric avenue by eddy grant is an amazing song. that i learned from an st.j. THE circle of life show. everyone and their grandparents were in it. literally. and cause i'm a cool little second grader, i got to be in it when it was only third grade and up. ! let's just say there was some pretty jealous third graders.

ok enough of that.

work is cool. i dont do anything. well i do, but i dont. school is almost almost almost over. just monday with the two worst exams ever...math and world civ. then its overrr! til january 16th. i couldnt be more excited. oh yeah you know what im more excited for CHRISTMAS! hell yea. doesnt get any better. seriously there is something about christmas where you cant get pissed. and if you do, you're a grinch/scrooge. and thats not cool.

its 1am. im tired and listening to movin' out soundtrack. cause billy joel is the shit. i might go and read harry potter and the sorcerers stone. and unlike most people i know who have read the books about three hundred times, this would be the first for me. ha! i've tried to read the whole thing at least nine times if not more or less.

oh yeah, one more thing. i fail at life. for the first time in nineteen almost twenty but not really years, i had a cavity. not one..but two. sooo disappointing. oh yeah so can i skip twenty and go straight to twenty one? is that possible. cause apparently everyone and their mama wants me to be twenty one so they can take me out for drinks and hang out. at least once a week i hear "i wish you were older" yeah no shit. i wish i was too.

uhm, im done for now. goodnight ♥

ps.
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

music=♥!

2006-11-29T04:38:33Z

So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool..
7. Repost the bulletin as 'The soundtrack of my life'

Opening Credits: She Has No Time; Keane

Waking Up: You Don't Know Me; Michael Buble (:'[)

First Day At School: Blowin Me Up (With Her Love); JC Chasez

Making your new best friend: Lips of An Angel; Hinder

Falling In Love: Your Song; Elton John (AWHHHH!)

Breaking Up: Vincent (Starry Starry Night); Josh Groban

Prom: My, My, My; Rob Thomas

Graduation: Magic Carpet Ride; Steve Millar Band

Life's Okay: Everything Will Be Alright; The Killers (yeah it will!)

Death of a close friend: My Humps; Black Eyed Peas

emotional Breakdown: Outside Looking In; Nick Lachey

Driving: I've Loved These Days; Billy Joel

Flashback: Keeping the Faith; Billy Joel

Getting Back Together: Right Now; Fort Minor

Wedding Scene: Mary, Did You Know?; Reba McEntire (christmas song?)

Birth of Child: Control Myself; J.LO ft. LL Cool J

Final Battle: Something to Be; Rob Thomas

Death Scene: Cold Remix; Crossfade

Funeral Song: Bohemian Rhapsody; Queen

End Credits: As Long As You're Mine; Wicked

good game.

2006-10-09T03:58:04Z

Get ready to match the stars!
matchgamelj

oh what a night.

2006-05-12T16:57:17Z

I called Briana and I asked her what we should do, since we both wanted to get out of the house. She sugests "Wanna go to the gym?" I'm like "No thats not what I call going out!" Briana said "How about swimming?!" I replied "YEAHHHHH!" So I got my stuff together, Briana called and said Maria was gonna go too, and I picked up Bri.

We went swimming and the little kids were there. Realizing that they swim about 100 times better than us and their coach must be telling them "See that girl..Thats NOT what you're supposed to do!" We then got out and took showers.

Decided that's when we'd go to Friendly's for some food. HERES WHERE IT GETS INTERESTING!

We get seated and after a long wait (there was about 3 other tables there at the time), the waitress comes over. We order drinks (2 coffees and a water), munchie mania platter (with no onion rings and extra mozerella sticks), and a two burgers and salad (for the meal).

The waitress didn't write anything down.

She comes over with the drinks, a Coke, a coffee, and water. Uh we wanted two coffees. So goes and gets another coffee, while we wait for the coffee to be made. (she also brought over waters for me and briana) STRIKE ONE

She then brings over the Munchie Mania, with onion rings and no extra mozerella sticks. STRIKE TWO!

So I'm saying alright one more screw up, strike 3 she's out. If I get mayo on my burger (which I asked for without) I'll get pissed.

Waitress comes over with food. Goes to place my burger on the table...SPILLS MY WATER ON MY LAP! SRTIKE FRIKKEN THREE! Her response "Oh...uh sorry."

Thats when I got PIISSEEEDD and kept saying quietly but loud enough for someone to hear. "She's not getting a tip. We should get SOMETHING Free. You got to be kidding me"

Waitress walks over and apologizes, she's a little scared now, but GEEEZ man, I would be too. BAD Customer Service.

We ended the meal, and there was no tip involved. I felt bad at first for not leaving one, but now I definatly don't give two shits.

Now don't think I was being rowdy because of it. I was NOT like the bitchy chick in Waiting, I was calm..but pissed. You'd be tooooo!

We then ended the night (after I changed my wet pants) at Maria's house playing with her mom's adoreable dog and laughing at the dancers on her computer.

Overall good night..minus Friendly's

wicked=amazing<3

2006-04-27T20:46:37Z

Last night I went to go see Wicked in Boston. It was good. I liked it, granted I did like it in New York better, but this was rather good. Glinda reminded us of Fenway (our dog) because she keep shimmy-ing and hopping around. Yah, our dog shimmy's and hops. :)

I want to go see Movin' Out, & Damn Yankees. They are both playing in May. Actually Damn Yankees is playing right now, and Movin' Out comes in the middle of may. They put a twist on Damn Yankees though, and it's all about the Red Sox. Pretty damn awesome.

OOOH and I want to see Kevin James at the Lowell Memorial Auditorium, Rob Thomas at Mohegan Sun, and Colin Morcheri and Brad Sherwood in Hampton.

I'm going broke, fast & soon. ♥

in the end...

2006-02-09T04:48:18Z

I guess in the end when I'll have money to spend and an education, this will all be worth it. But as of right now, it's a little crazy.

Balancing school, work, and procrastination. Mix in a little laziness and free time. Add some good times with friends. Minus some extra hours of sleep. My life is a f*ing ride. Crazy, I tell ya.

Everything is good though. Could be better and could be much much much worse.
I'll survive, I hope.

♥

ps. why does my life fall apart when myspace isn't working?

oh shit

2005-10-19T05:50:26Z

It's 2am.
Well, it's almost 2am.

This is shit is going to be friends only from now on.
I don't want everyone and their momma reading my shit!
:)

Hot Apple Cider = ♥

The End. Update lattter.

_oh_crap @ 2005-10-17T00:50:00

2005-10-17T04:55:20Z

I'm not really that boring
I'm headstrong
And annoying
So I don't see me fitting in your world
I'm noisy and I'm messy
Plus you would never get me
hey I think you're really hot
But I'm not your girl

Ha. I just thought those lyrics were funny, true yet funny. :)
Oh yeah, and today at work sucked. I hated it. Oh well.
I only have Writing for likw 15- 20 mins tomorrow so she can hand us back our papers. How sweet!?! Then I'm going to Michaels to get my hours, probably the Tuesday 5-9 ones and thats all. Eh, you never know. Then going to DICKS Sporting Goods to get an application, since Jess must have forgotten. Lol Jk. It's alll good. Then I got Psychology at 2pm, which I have to do the homework for. Whoooops. Then I might be going to play Raquetball. Random, yet might be fun.

Oh yeah, this week my brother is gone to Natures Classroom. Which means I shall be home with my parentals. Anyone wanna chill, just call! I will definatly be willing and able. I seriously don't wanna be home this week. Uck. Eh, it may not be too bad. *pray*

ask me any five questions.
i promise to answer them truthfully.
you can be anonymous about it.
or not. ♥

today was a day..

2005-10-16T04:26:39Z

So today I slept til like 11ish. I kept waking up then falling back asleep. Come On I didnt have to work til 2, so ya know. Then my mom was mad at me.. so when I went to work I just walked outta the house and she was like "BYE!" So I said bye. But she was mad, so why say bye? This week is gonna be interesting. My brother is going to Natures Classroom, so just me mom & dad. HA! What a load of fun this will be? Make sure I'm not home at all. Hang outs are welcomed. :)

I worked today. Josh was like I got good news and bad news. Bad news- Caitlyn called out. Good news- Muffins, bagels, and bread were done! HELL YAH! I was happy. Even though I was working from 2-9 and definatly would have had time to do it, since I did it on Thursday. But ya know.

Then I called Briana and met with her and some kiddos at Dennys. That was cool. I had three bucks, so I got a coffee. :) Mucho sugar for moi! lol Then we went to Burger King, and I saw Sasha! I miss that girl. Then I left cause they were gonna go out, and I didn't feel in with it. I was kinda like the hang around girl. So I left.

Tomorrow I gotta work from 2-8. Yuck. I have to go get my hours at Michaels. Probably the regular 5-9 Tuesday. Maybe another day if I'm lucky! Ohh maybe. Ya never know!

ps. I changed my lj colors. Orange & Black colors for the Halloween. Nice huh? Ohhh Jess, There is a Underground Pub Monster Mash thing or something, costume required. Wanna go, if we aren't working? Eh..

have you..

[] smoked a cigar
[] smoked a cigarette
[] smoked weed
[] crashed a friend's car
[] stolen a car
[] been dumped
[] been the dumper
[] shoplifted
[] been fired
[] been in a fist fight
[] snuck out of your parent's house
[x] had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
[] been arrested
[] made out with a stranger
[] gone on a blind date
[x] had a crush on a teacher
[] been to Europe
[x] skipped school
[] slept with a co-worker
[] seen someone die
[] been to Canada
[] been to Mexico
[x] been on a plane
[x] seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[] thrown up in a bar
[] purposely set a part of myself on fire
[x] eaten Sushi
[] been snowboarding
[x] met someone in person from the internet
[] been moshing at a concert
[] been in an abusive relationship
[] taken painkillers
[x] love someone or miss someone right now.
[x] laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
[x] made a snow angel
[x] had a tea party
[x] flown a kite
[x] built a sand castle
[x] gone puddle jumping
[x] played dress up
[x] jumped into a pile of leaves
[x] gone sledding
[x] cheated while playing a game
[x] been lonely
[] used a fake id
[x] watched the sun set
[x] felt an earthquake
[] touched a snake
[x] slept beneath the stars
[x] been tickled
[] been robbed
[x] been misunderstood
[x] petted a reindeer/goat
[x] won a contest
[] ran a red light
[] been suspended from school
[] been in a car accident
[x] had braces
[x] felt like an outcast
[x] eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
[x] had deja vu
[x] danced in the moonlight
[x] hated the way you look
[] witnessed a crime
[] pole danced
[x] questioned your heart
[x]been obsessed with post-it notes
[x] squished barefoot through the mud
[x] been lost
[] been to the opposite side of the country
[x] swam in the ocean
[x] felt like dying
[x] cried yourself to sleep
[] played cops and robbers
[x] recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
[x] sung karaoke
[x] paid for a meal with only coins
[x] done something you told yourself you wouldn't
[x] made prank phone calls
[x] laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
[x] caught a snowflake on your tongue
[x] danced in the rain
[x] written a letter to Santa Claus
[] been kissed under mistletoe
[] watched the sun rise with someone you care about
[x] blown bubbles
[x] made a bonfire
[x] gone rollerskating
[x] had a wish come true
[x] worn pearls
[] jumped off a bridge
[] screamed penis in class
[] ate dog/cat food
[] told a complete stranger you loved them
[x] kissed a mirror
[x] sang in the shower
[] have a little black dress
[x] had a dream that you married someone
[] accidently glued your hand to something
[] got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
[] kissed a fish
[x] worn the opposite sexes clothes
[x]been a cheerleader
[]sat on a roof top
[x] screamed at the top of your lungs
[] done a one-handed cartwheel
[x] talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
[x] stayed up all night
[] didnt take a shower for a week
[x] picked and ate an apple right off the tree
[x] climbed a tree
[] had a tree house
[] are scared to watch scary movies
[] believe in ghosts
[x] have had more then 30 pairs of shoes
[] worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
[] gone streaking
[] gone skinny dipping
[] played ding-dong-ditch
[x] had someone moon/flash you
[] mooned/flashed someone
[x] cheated on a test
[x] had a Britney Spears cd
[x] forgotten someones name
[] slept naked
[] French braided someones hair
[] grown a beard
[] been drunk
[] kissed a member of the opposite sex
[x] rode in a taxi
[] had a threesome (kissing or otherwise)
[] stole something from your job
[] celebrated new years in times square
[x] lied to a friend
[] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
[] thrown up from drinking
[x] lost your sibling
[x] played 'clue'
[x] had a sleepover party.
[x] went ice skating.
[] cheated on a bf/gf.
[] been cheated on.
[] had a sweet sixteen.
[] had a quinceanera.
[x] had a car.
[x] drove.

Do you...
[x] feel loved.
[x] feel lonely.
[x] feel happy.
[] hate yourself.
[] think youre attractive.
[x] have a dog.
[x] have your own room.
[x] listen to rap.
[x] listen to rock.
[] listen to techno.
[] listen to reggae.
[x]listen to country
[x] paint your nails.
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[x] get good grades.
[] play an instrument.
[x]have slippers.
[] wear boxers
[] wear black eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue.
[]cybered.
[] like to read.
[] like to write.
[] have long hair
[x] have short hair
[x] have a cell phone
[x] have a laptop.
[] have a pager.

Are you...
[]ugly.
[] pretty.
[x] ok.
[x]bored.
[x] happy.
[ bilingual.
[x] white.
[] black.
[] mexican.
[ asian.
[] short.
[x] tall.
[] grounded.
[]sick.
[x] lazy.
[x] looking.
[] talking to someone.
[x]IMing someone
[x] talk to yourslef
[x] scared to die.
[x] tired.
[x] sleepy.
[x] annoyed.
[x] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[] on the phone.
[x] in your room.
[]drinking something.
[] eating something.
[]in your pjs.
[x] ticklish.
[] listening to music.
[] homophobic.

As I was going through the survery, Ms. Couture. You forgot to x off Been to Canada. Lol :) Silly Silly girl.