Profile

Add this user to your friends list  To-Do List  Memories:  Tell a Friend!  Search This Journal  Nudge This Friend
User:_octoberskies (5595782)
Somehow I'm neither here nor there
Name:shut the fuck up your life is going no where
LJ Talk:
AOL IM:AIM status ooctober skies (Add Buddy, Send Message)
Bio:


Want to know more about me? Click here here

Somewhere between the procrastination, and the homework, the friendships,and the calls to each other complaining about crushes...

Somewhere between the phone calls to old friendsn, and the "I miss yous" and the "I love yous", and the "what are we doing tonights?", and somewhere between the changing and growing.

Somewhere between the classes, and the skipping classes, and the studying for tests, and the pretending to study for tests,and the down right not studying for tests.

I forgot...I forgot what high school is all about. I forgot what it meant to cry. I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn’t make you happy, and that pretending to be smart doesn’t make you smart.

I forgot that you cant just forget the past in fear of the future. I forgot that you cannot control falling in love, and you cannot make yourself fall in love. I learned that I can love.

I learned that its ok to mess up, and its ok to ask for help, and it's ok to feel like crap.

I learned that its ok to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day. I learned that sometimes the things you want most you just cant have.

I learned that the greatest thing about school isn’t the dances or the drinking or the hook-ups.

Its the friendships, which means taking chances. I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things we need to remember the most, but basically,

I just learned that my friends are the most important people in the world, and without them, I wouldn’t be who I am today.

thanks for always being there for me."

Schools:None listed
Friends:
People24:______closer, ____guts, _bonea_, _brena, alexsaves, artrocksinc, ashlieslikewtf, astro_ofi, disir_siv, dorkycellist071, dougxie, fragile__hope, gennuh, greenelixir, jeffy420, lavvy_wuff, oliviakoepp, penguins88, shotxgunromance, stina_maria, tampon_scalpel, this_is_a_hymn, tsunami_sam, vintagewings
Mutual Friends:23: ______closer, ____guts, _bonea_, _brena, alexsaves, artrocksinc, ashlieslikewtf, astro_ofi, disir_siv, dorkycellist071, dougxie, fragile__hope, gennuh, greenelixir, jeffy420, lavvy_wuff, oliviakoepp, penguins88, stina_maria, tampon_scalpel, this_is_a_hymn, tsunami_sam, vintagewings
Account type:Basic Account

(more details...)


Create an Account
Forgot your login?
Login w/ OpenID
English • Español • Deutsch • Русский…