shut the fuck up your life is going no where

purchased:
2- NIKON SB-900's
2-Pocket Wizard Remote Transceivers
1- photoflex Mercury series 1000 strobe kit.


thank you..
and goodnight.

HOLY SHIT.

jax just told me this

"I hope you realize that you are way more accomplished than the average person your age"

dear god i needed to hear that.

thank you so much jax.

but how can anyone hate rubber ducks?

I dont know why, but seeing me in these is kinda funny to me? and plus because everyone will let you know, i never am ever in the photos.

its photos like this that make me realize how truly red my hair really is. haha.
look! im workin!

but you have to remember this is the first time they have held hands as a married couple.
holds a whole new meaning.

Dude, so fucking excited.

good times.
good people.
good camera gear.
good parents.
good life.

but is it enough?


i dont think so.


time to level up.

time to stop holding it back.

Cause im tired of thinking it.

and oh PS

im tired of hearing it from you.

i dont think it will ever be the same.

goodbye.

who ever just wrote

"when can we shoot? pencil me in loserrrr, kthanks. "


you are anonymous, how am i supposed to do that?!

revel yourself pllllease

meh.

Oh happiness!
Tonight should be.. an adventure.

Unfortunately by contract i cannot show more than this of the wedding because of anonymity.(meaning i cant just go "willy nilly" and post peoples weddings all over the internet)
I just think these photos are my favorite because they convey so much emotion, just threw the act and motion of hands.
I hope you enjoy.

with every wedding I shoot. I fall more an more into that sappy Idea one day Ill meet a woman to marry.
As if im someone anyone could spend a lifetime with.

by my side, you'll never be because i'm fake at the seams, i'm lost in my dreams. i want you to know that i can't let you go, and you're never coming home again.
by my side, you'll never be. i wanted to tell you i've changed. i wanted to tell you that things would be different this time. i see you, you see me, differently.

you tell me that you love me but you never want to see me again.



I'm pretty 'blah' lately. I work all of my days off at other stores for extra money. I'm almost caught up on my cell phone bill, and i'm going to start paying my credit card and the hospital soon. Any extra money, I'm saving. Well, that's my plan, anyway. I'm happy being free, as free as I can be with all things considered. I've been hanging out with Shawn, Lauren, Luther and Andrew a lot. Probably not so much with Andrew anymore since him and Luther broke up. I do like him, though. I've also been enjoying my days more-so than usual with the help of mother nature and her wonderful cannabis that has bestowed it's way upon my life. It'll never be out of hand, though, so don't you worry.

(insert small portion of space for my twilight-related rants) - BREAKING DAWN COMES OUT IN 20 DAYS! THE QUOTES HAVE STARTED. I CAN'T FIND THE ENTERTAINMENT WEEKLY MAGAZINE YET. I HATE THE COVER. I HATE CHEST HAIR. I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE MOVIE. THE EXTRA'S ON THE PENELOPE DVD ARE AWESOME. I'M GOING TO SEE THE DARK KNIGHT, 50% OF MY REASONING IS TO SEE THE NEW TWILIGHT TRAILER IN FRONT OF IT.


...anyway.


I love driving. I want to drive. I think a trip is well in order, soon..

no matter what
coldplay
band of horses
postal service
deathcab for cutie
and iron and wine
can put me in a better mood.

as well.. Peacock. will you model for me?
haha i don't think i can just do all girls?
i think theres a rule about that.
but my best friend is Orlando fucking bloom.
pictures should be sweet.
molly you too.
bring the fuckin cat cause i know you will. haha

one.
tonight was amazing.
two.
your pathetic.
three.
You honestly have no fuckin idea what your doing. dont act like you do. its fake and we all know it.
four.
d3 24-70 2.8
five.
tomorrow is Venice
SIX.
and i cant stress this one enough,
please. for the love of god.
get a grip.
you have no idea.
what.
your.
doing.
please.
realize that.
or you.
will..
will...
fuck yourself.
in the end.

you cant run while you still cant walk.
its a rule of life.
and its not just me.
your closest know it to.

oh PS

SEVEN: Coley and I have come up with new ideas. about to blow some shit up.
and a shoot with kera and keli
and 4 Weddings, one MAJOR one.
2 childrens photos.
and
Select Start Photos possibly.