im lost and confused... twisted and used

my sister'sz boyfriend is in my damn house. he is alrite buh if i was her mother i wouldnt let her date him becuz he is 21. and she is only turning 18. damn i sound lyk a fuking parent!!! grr. well last nite i was hanginng out with my firend andrew and josh and sumotha friend! it'sz kinda weird! buh yeh... ppl kept telling me andrew lyk'sz me and i was lyk..."NO!!! i am sorry i only c him as a friend... nothng more" buh dey jus wouldnt listen toO me! and evrythng! and den wenmy mom picked me up she tell'sz me how she thnk'sz steven lyk'sz me... buh da way he smiled, lOoked, and talked toO me! she say'sz u kan relle tell buh i am nOt sure. and evrythng... and i gOt lyk 4 fOne kall'sz from my friend Amber... from california! which made me smile. it'sz all good though... im feeling lonely though.... my friend keri lyk'sz a guy i used tOo lyk.. ALFERDO ((-alfi-)). and i wish dem da best of luck!! and i am sick of my sister'sz boyfriend being around my house... i jus wanna kall steven and be lyk... COME GET ME!!!! buh he kant i thnk he is at work!! or he is visiting MeLliSsA!! and i hope he isnt with her... tOo her he is nothng buh a booty kall on speed dial!! it'sz messed up! buh hey im gOnna gO!! and evryone tell'sz me dat i am "IN LOVE" with steven. buh i dont believe dat i am! it'sz weird! well im gOne!! der voice'sz are driving me insane!!!
love alway'sz
-the-broken-mind-