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Wed, Apr 26, 2006
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Stop.
Fast-forward.
Play.
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Tue, Apr 25, 2006
@ 19:43p
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We won our game. :)
6-2(3?)
Ahh, wonderful. :3
And singing on the bus = awesome.
And I have homework to do. Liiiike. My English term paper. :O
D: House tonight, though!!!! Very excited.
If you IM me and I don't answer, then I'm doing homework. D:
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Mon, Apr 24, 2006
@ 23:58p
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Okay so I'm just posting to use this icon. :D
I should sleep. D:
I have a lab report due tomorrow that I didn't do. D:
I slept for three hours after my last post. And I'my dying for sleep now. D:
Game against Norwich Tech tomorrow! :D
I really hope I don't play. D:
Having space for 15 icons is really rad. :D
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Fri, Apr 21, 2006
@ 21:34p
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*sits down*
I am very confused right now. I don't know what I believe in.
It's like. I'll experience one thing and I'll be like "Yes, this is what I believe."
And then I'll experience it a different way and I'll be like "No, this is so not for me."
I'm lost.
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Thu, Apr 20, 2006
@ 16:01p
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Best company name ever: A. Deui Pyle. I am not kidding.
I WILL take a picture of the Sodom Rd. sign in Norwich before I leave for college. (I also really want to steal it....)
We almost got into a BIG accident on the way home from the orthodontists. D: This mack truck came turning around the corner, didn't even stop, and we almost hit it straight on. Thankfully daddy swerved. The guy didn't even look surprised! What a fucking jerk, I wish we had gotten his lisence plate number. >(
I was laying on the orthodontists chair for like 15 minutes waiting for someone. I was seriously wondering if they had forgotten me. XP
Chinese food will kill me one day. Period.
PS: Getting my braces tightened didn't hurt at all. You all lie. XD
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Thu, Apr 20, 2006
@ 11:45a
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I realized last night just how MUCH I miss listening to Ayumi Hamasaki. D; I'm going to download her again today. :3
And today I also have to finish some things and then I'm renaming all of my music things so I know what bands they are (I have a LOT of songs that are like 01 Titleofsong and I have no idea who they are by) and then I'm redoing my iTunes because I know I have to have about 25 songs downloaded that aren't on there but I have no idea what they are. And I have to put albums on all of my songs because they've stopped showing up under the artist. Like, I have a few Cov songs and only one shows up under Coventry. XD
Also, for you kids who love Panic: http://youtube.com/watch?v=QN6yT5WQqIY&search=Panic%20At%20The%20Disco%20Studio
Sometimes I just want to go *headdesk* with half of what people tell me. :[
And. Stuff. Heh.
I'm listening to DigitallyImported's Eurodance station right now. But I'm also looking for AyumiHamasaki, Dir En Grey, and X Japan downloads. Anyone got any?
PS: This song has the best lyrics ever:
http://lyrics.rare-lyrics.com/D/Daze/Together-Forever.html
Maybe I can go find a Toys R Us and get a Tomagatchi. >D
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Sun, Apr 16, 2006
@ 17:01p
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Today is not a good day.
Tomorrow doesn't look so good either.
I will not be here for the next two days. I'll be in Fredonia, New York checking out the college I've already been accepted to.
Okay, I was going to leave this post as it is, but I'll now tell why today isn't a good day:
-Mom fight, -12 points.
-Stomach ache starting from last night, -30 points.
-Being forced to write cousin's Shakespeare report because no one in my family can type, -10 points.
-Getting out of it with a big mom fight, -10 points.
-Having to spend my next two days alone with mom, -100 points.
-It being about 80 in my room, -25 points.
-My cat being weird, -8 points.
-Internet dramaz, EVERYWHERE, -100 points.
-HAVE I MENTIONED THAT I HAVE A STOMACHE ACHE?! -1000000 points.
I think I'm making a t-shirt. :o It's going to say dramaxcore with the little dramatic masks. :D
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Fri, Apr 14, 2006
@ 22:01p
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Things I hate at the moment:
-My mother for being so fucking stupid.
-My computer for losing my webhistory.
-People who disrespect others religions.
-Me for never saying how I really feel to anyone other than my journal.
-The fact that I have to miss the fucking SSA game and that's one of the best games and it's going to be our first win.
-The fact that I'm wasting 2 days to go to a college that I'm already accepted into.
-The fact that I STILL HAVE NO SEEN THE REST OF PRIDE AND PREDUJICE DAMMIT!
-I can't get land on Gaia to make a house. T-T
Things I love at the moment:
+Sarah
+Niki
+Your Gold: 10741
+NO SCHOOL
+Sleep
+Sonny Moore and the new CD, Heroine. Which has basically been on repeat since I downloaded it from Nik. On March 22.
I might be calling a Hiatus. Because I really have nothing to talk about lately and I'm always too lazy.
NOTE: WHOEVER I DO NOT HAVE FRIENDED, PLEASE UNFRIEND ME.
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Wed, Apr 12, 2006
@ 21:12p
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Argh, I am so mad at myself. :( I somehow didn't save my writing sample I had been writing. And it had been beautiful, too! On a rooftop and it was all grey and smoking and a hipster kid and a postitute and they watched the sunrise. I'm going to have to rewrite it. :(
Today was stupid. I come closer and closer to smacking Shayna. Stupid bitch.
Seniors ate outside at the picnic table today. I don't know who the hell told Shayna we were going outside, but I'd love to fucking thank them with a nice kick to the ass.
We also started to disect brains. It's really gross. Yes, I have pictures.
Um. I think I'm gonna go to bed. Last day of school tomorrow! Very very excited, I definately need a vacation.
And I miss Sarah like madcrazy. :( Stupid Passover.
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Tue, Apr 11, 2006
@ 22:11p
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Ah, there's nothing to talk about!
Seniors went to the Chrism mass today. 2 hours of BORING. It was really creepy though. During Communion, like, fucking 50+ priests turned toward the altar and stretched their hands out to say a blessing over it. Seriously, it was weird.
And IloveJessicaRoberts. Duh. We're going through Norwich and she's like "Look! Natives! Hey! HOMIE'S A NATIVE! SHOW US AROUND NATIVE!"
And we had Chinese. Which was good when I had it; which was not so good afterward. Note to self: no matter how tasty it is, never eat lo mein AGAIN. Greasy foods, yuck. Made me sick for practice today. :(
Um. I'm sure there's more I could be talking about, but eh. I don't want to.
In my last post, I asked for questions. I'm asking for more. I only got questions from Nik last time. And I'll put it up here cus I though my answers were cute:
Nik: Why do you love Koala? Why do you love Bob? Why do you love Andy? GO!
Me: I love Sonny because I don't know why. He's cute and I love his voice. And he seems like a really interesting and fun person. :) Plus he's close in age and that makes me more comfortable.
I love Bob because he seems like the kind of guy I can be shy with, I can just sit around and not have to explain myself to. Someone who will just give me a smile and I'll feel so much better about myself.
I love Andy because he's brash and silly and he's like me on my good days. Someone to scream old pop songs out your window when you're stuck in traffic and someone who will bet that they can jump farther off of a swing than you can. Someone who will push me past my fears and insecurities.
Nik: Awz! Who would you date if you had the chance?
Me: Sonny. The other two would be better off as friends for me. Sonny's like that happy medium, just what I need.
But yeah. Anyway. Uh. Nothing to say. I have a game tomorrow and then on Thursday. Then no school! And then I think Monday and Tuesday I'll be away in FREDONIA! :O!!!! Yes, I'll be visiting my college. Not too exciting. Then Wednesday I'll have a game and then I'm free for the rest of break.
Man, the internet's boring when no one is taking nude pics of themselves or proclaiming their gayness. Sheesh!
I haven't read fanfic in almost a week? And. I can't believe that I wasted all that time on it.... And now I'm just wasting it on Gaia. XD
It's really hard to explain stuff to my therapist. Like Niki and Sarah? I know she isn't supposed to tell anyone, but they're my first means of support right now. Jayne always changes the subject and I'm not ready to spill my heart out to Steph. As much as I love her, we're not exactly the kind of close friends where we tell each other every problem we have at home. And then, there are things I think about that just.... Ugh. I don't know, it makes me feel like I am asking for attention. So I don't say them. It's really heard to tell, but I really suck at expressing my feelings. Like, talking to people face-to-face. A journal is easy, a journal doesn't have a face. A journal doesn't have a brain to think "Psh, yeah, I really BET she has that bad of a life. Why, my life is so bad blahdiblahdiblah." It's human nature to be selfish and greedy, to think of how bad you have it rather than other people. Hey, I'm not saying that I don't do it. Of course I do. I like attention, I just don't like to be stared at.
Uh, where was I? Oh yeah. Therapist. Expressing self. Gotcha. I think I'm going to just type up everything I have problems with. My whole fear of talking on phones is a pretty good start.
Pamela: Are you crying?
Me: No, my eyes get red and watery when I wear make-up. I'm kind of allergic to it.
Coach Fugi: Yeah, I have that problem, too.
I almost had a fit of depression yesterday. Niki and Sarah distracted me from it, though. Hopefully if it does come, it won't be too bad.
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Sun, Apr 09, 2006
@ 22:01p
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I have new icons and nothing to say.
Umm.... ASK ME QUESTIONS!
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Sun, Apr 09, 2006
@ 13:37p
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So I'm WASTING my Sunday on Gaia. I should be doing my Gov. report or writing up all of my shit for PFUS. Or cleaning my room/putting more stuff up that I haven't put up yet. Instead I'm trolling around Gaiaonline.com and reading the literate threads. Or at least trying to find them. XP
I think I'm going to turn on TAI and clean my room. YES I AM ALWAYS CLEANING MY ROOM. Sorta. I get bored and it'll only be half clean. XD
I need to find Bobdoll. ;_; I know he's in his case. Maybe he's around my computer somewhere.... He has to be. Later I'm going to do a short explanation thing as to wtf Gaia is. Because I KNOW Kim wants to know what it is - (sorry I haven't gotten back to your comment) - and I know my other friends want to join. ;) (Shauna, Frank (Franziskah/Frankih, I am going to call you that because it is seriously easier to remember, if you're okay with that. XD), Fween, Ionne, whoever I'm missing because I suck... this means you guyssss~!)
Just know that it's an anime/manga/roleplay-based forum where you can dress up your avatar (avatar meaning character representing you, not an icon).
Here's my dream avatar right now that will take forever (or not really since I've made over 1000 in less than 24 hours by voting in the Av Arena and looking around.)
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Fri, Apr 07, 2006
@ 23:45p
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Dude. So Brokeback Mountain. Tammy let me borrow it, right? I started watching like 2 hours ago. I AM STILL NOT FUCKING FINISHED! Oh well, this end bit here is boring. Ugh. I'll just read it.
Today kinda sucked. I don't have time to explain now, though. But trust me. :|
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Wed, Apr 05, 2006
@ 20:37p
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Things I still need to write about:
Introduction
Conclusion
In Beautiful Youth: the enveloping relationship between Southampton and Shakespeare, Earl of Penbroke as an idea. THEN TO Sexuality: Finish Spenser's explanation of gayness, Shakespeare's acknowledgement and denial of his sexual desire in the sonnets, Southampton's homosexuality?
In Dark Lady: Shakespeare's thoughts toward her, how she looked, who she could be.
Rival Poet:
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Tue, Apr 04, 2006
@ 09:32a
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Why is it when I'm home writing my fucking report that I look around and find that on one of the pictures on my wall, Gerard and Mikey are wearing the same belt? Ugh, I need help sometimes.
Pages finished: 2 1/2 out of 12-15. Time started: Appx. 7:30. Current time: 9:30.
Intro
Sonnets 2 1/2 hours (with more research), 2 1/2 pages
The Beautiful Youth <At least 1/3 finished at 2 pages.
The Dark Lady
The Rival Poet
Conclusion
(Will be edited as I go.)
EDIT, 10:30: Two pages into The Beautiful Youth. Cannot go on further. Inspiration is dwindling. Moving onto The Rival Poet.
EDIT, 10:50: I am completely drained. I need a big break. So I'm going to go to school. After I do my English Homework. Ugh.
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Tue, Apr 04, 2006
@ 09:31a
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Why is it when I'm home writing my fucking report that I look around and find that on one of the pictures on my wall, Gerard and Mikey are wearing the same belt? Ugh, I need help sometimes.
Pages finished: 2 1/2 out of 12-15. Time started: Appx. 7:30. Current time: 9:30.
Intro
Sonnets 2 1/2 hours (with more research), 2 1/2 pages
The Beautiful Youth <At least 1/3 finished at 2 pages.
The Dark Lady
The Rival Poet
Conclusion
(Will be edited as I go.)
EDIT, 10:30: Two pages into The Beautiful Youth. Cannot go on further. Inspiration is dwindling. Moving onto The Rival Poet.
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Mon, Apr 03, 2006
@ 23:11p
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I thought this meme was pretty cool.
( A Guide To Shauna )
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