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You

Mon, 02 Apr 2007 22:23:47 GMT

I love you. Just thought you should know.

Fri, 23 Mar 2007 05:52:41 GMT

life is so rad

Tue, 06 Mar 2007 05:29:26 GMT

sweet

Sun, 04 Mar 2007 03:19:42 GMT

gotta save the princess

Fri, 02 Mar 2007 14:30:44 GMT

I really fucking hate myself

Mon, 12 Feb 2007 19:50:28 GMT

found old journal.
One part from the peak of my insanity.
9/23/06

Written from the point of my brother using his voice:

They will only hurt us again just like all of the other times.We dont need them anymore. Weve been on our own all along. Why do we need others now? Were alone in this jack just you and me. Us against them.Theres no other choice left. We arent going to let them beat us this time. We need to be strong, hard, tougher than before.

Response:

Im sick of this. Its your fault Evan. Youre inside me and i cant get you out.I want to be free from this I dont want it inside me like festering black ooze. I can feel the darkness creeping up on me like a shroud. I welcome it this time. Ill force you out Evan. You cant find me in my worst nightmares. And they are real now.

Mon, 12 Feb 2007 19:07:42 GMT

My god just get over it. Youre letting the past consume your life. You arent even living anymore.

Sun, 11 Feb 2007 19:21:12 GMT

what a fucking bad weekend

Wed, 07 Feb 2007 18:50:01 GMT

I really want to just quote homegrown lyrics right now but i will resist. Im so tired. Tired of everything. Nothing ever working out. Always being the friend. Hating myself more and more for thinking that if i was a better person everything would have worked out.

Fri, 02 Feb 2007 18:36:58 GMT

hahaha im such an idiot. I cant believe i thought you could be trusted.

Wed, 31 Jan 2007 02:29:21 GMT

today was good

Mon, 29 Jan 2007 05:33:17 GMT

I like to write notes and leave them under tree roots.
It makes me feel like I can talk to fairies.

Sun, 28 Jan 2007 07:55:14 GMT

being in love is totally punk rock

Fri, 26 Jan 2007 07:25:59 GMT

I'm the best thing that never happened to you.

Thu, 25 Jan 2007 17:04:20 GMT

Im so fed up with all of this. I just want to leave. I dont have friends anymore I only have friends of friends that I hardly know. Every day that goes by just gets worse and worse. Nothing is familiar anymore. I wish someone would just hug me and make it better. Oh and it doesnt help that I always fall hopelessly in love with girls who never feel the same way. Solitude sucks.

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 20:50:37 GMT

i have such a weird feeling in the pit of my stomache right now. I really think its time for me to leave for awhile. so as of 3 AM thursday morning i will no longer be here. goodbye for now. I will return eventually.

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 18:31:32 GMT

a man walked up to me today. He had long hair. He shook my hand and gave me a peice of paper with the information of a peace protest. I looked into his eyes and said im the leader of the young republicans.

Mon, 16 May 2005 21:12:19 GMT

http://www.myspace.com/sock

check it out i have a myspace
yeah thats right i sold out to man
fuck off

Thu, 12 May 2005 22:45:35 GMT

tonights going to be a long night

Sat, 09 Apr 2005 13:12:49 GMT

my new userinfo is pretty cool

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 22:53:38 GMT

im leaving now
you wont be seeing me much anymore

ill be back later
but for now i cant be around
im sorry

Sat, 26 Mar 2005 04:10:16 GMT

hello friends!

i just want you to know that i've been lying to you all these years. i am a fierce secret asian ninja, see?

mmm yes.

i love emotion-eric!

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 00:25:02 GMT

its weird cause everywhere i look right now
i see the sunburst of Tibet
but that sun went out a long time ago
and it will never rise again

we are the comunist revolutionarys

Mon, 21 Feb 2005 20:42:29 GMT

ahhh i am so mad at everything right now

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 00:03:40 GMT

hey look
i lied

fuck im in a bad mood