let it be...

my FANDOM IS DYING...T_T

2010-06-15T16:07:40Z

Hi LJ....

Haven't posted in FOREVER, because I just don't have the time and Twitter is so much more convenient :P
Follow me @tartsmile if you haven't yet. hehe

Anyway, point of my post is to release one of my frustrations over the past MONTHS concerning my FANDOM (yes.. I know, fandom. Too much probs in my personal life anyway so don't even want to talk about it here.)

My fandom..concerning...DBSK.

Ok so at first I was like Ok nvm, I'm pretty sure even if the lawsuit is in favour of SM Ent and JaeChunSu looses, in some way or other, HoMin will eventually leave SM and join the 3 because they have always ALWAYS said they would love to be together till the end as 5 members, DBSK.

But...few months later, when theres new on about more of their solo activities AND the announcement of JYJ and even A CONCERT, I started to feel very uneasy. I decided to not to think about it and to kust keep my faith...

BUT NOWWWW....

IM GETTING TOO DEPRESSED LOOKING AT JYJ FANCAMS. FUCK IT. And I don't think HoMin actually wants to even reunite anymore. Thats coz till now, only JaeChunSu has somehow viewed their opinion on the fact they still want to continue as DBSK, but HoMin? NONE. And i do not believe SM is telling them to shut up and not say a word. If Suju members liek Heechul can talk about Hangeng on his cyworld and if leeteuk can say Hangeng's name on PUBLIC TELEVISION (on music bank), WHY CAN'T HOMIN? Unless they don't want to say anything which is the thing that is worrying me....I mean, I'm a Yunho fan and I've always believed that no matter what happens, judging from Yunho's personality, he would do anything to keep the group together. I have always though of it that way, but I really don't know now.

I actually have this feeling that HoMin doesn't even want to continue as DBSK anymore. Or to put it in another way, Yunho and Changmin wants to stay with SM to continue DBSK, but JaeChunSu wants to leave, thus disagree in view...and so..THIS HAS HAPPENED?! Ok this is only my presumption. I know that I should really want till the truth comes out., But then again, DOES THE TRUTH EVEN COME OUT IN THE ENT BUSINESS? I presume not.

So arghhhhh I really don't know what to feel anymore. I think I need to accept the fact that DBSK has broken up just that they haven't officially announced it YET. The chances of JaeChunSu reuniting with HoMin is becoming....impossible. The longer it takes for the lawsuit, the harder for them to reunite. And the more plans that JaeChunSu have for themselves, the harder HoMin can join them again....

DBSK has been my BIGGEST FANDOM EVER in my life since I started fangirling (um..back in the w-inds. days was the first era lol) and so I really REALLY hope that they are still together after this. I just hope for it. I've always said I will keep my faith with the boys, but its really hard to do that juding from the current situation. Just..whatever happens, I just hope all 5 members are HAPPY. I think I will be emo for at least a year or so IF DBSK does really broke up, and I'm actually mentally preparing myself for this day, incase I FAINT from the news.

DBSK, Saranghae T_T
p.s. if i see another clip of Jae crying again, I SWEAR I WILL WAKE PPL UP coz I will be sobbing like crazy. DAMN IT, JAE </3

^ I WANT THIS BACK, AS SELFISH AS I AM....

_niji_ayu @ 2010-01-16T17:41:00

2010-01-16T09:41:45Z

Um...hi LJ?
I haven't updated in ages, mostly coz I'm really busy with my job now.
I'm now in auditing so you probably know why. I'm so fucking busy, DOn't get off work till very late and hardly get weekends off. I GET TODAY OFF THOUGH! But working tmr. Yes thats a Sunday... And I don't get extra pay for this. Just that there are so many deadlines.

SO my point is... I don't think I will have time to update my LJ much anymore. I will be going to communities and commenting on ppl's post if I have time though. But I don't think I'm gonna update as much as before. If you haven't added me already on facebook, do so!! I am always on facebook though ( I go on at work occasionally) or you can add me on msn: urpaininthebutt@hotmail.com OR find me on youtube and soompi @ tartsmile :)

I hope everyone is well and BELATED HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! :D

xxxxx

p.s. I LOVE C.N. BLUE !!!! O and Hyunah's Change is so good too. heeh (trying very hard to update myself at the moment).

You're Beautiful

2009-10-10T08:35:29Z

'YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL' ROCKSSSSS

I AM INSANELY IN LOVE WITH "YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL"!!!!!!!
OMG ITS PROBABLY THE BEST KDRAMA I'VE SEEN AFTER "MY GIRL"
IT'S ONLY BEEN 2 EPISODES, BUT OMFG EPICCCC

DIrecly from Soompi thread:
Synopsis:
A story about the behind-the-scenes life of an idol group. Jang Geun Suk and Lee Hong Ki are in search of a new member for their idol group. However at the last minute, the member suffers an injury and his twin sister has to step in disguised as him.

Story/Background: (courtesy of yeohweping)
Park Shin Hye'll play Go Mi Nam (male) & Go Mi Nyu (female), a pair of twins who ends up switching places when Mi Nam gets into an accident after being selected as 1 of the four members of a idol group. Jang Geun Suk plays Hwang Tae Kyung, a village boy turns idol star who is constantly at odds with Mi Nyu. Lee Hong Gi plays Kang On Yu who is the lead singer of the group. Filming'll start after the final member of the group is found. In the SBS drama 'You are beautiful', Uee is playing the role of "Yoo He Yi", the 'national younger sister' who has the nation's love since she was young and worked hard to become a top star

Cr: sayroo @ Soompi

SO MY OPINIONS aka BULLSHIT:
1) JGS has bad hair but dudeeee this guy ACTS SO WELL, SO IT DOESN'T MATTER ~~I'd do him either way XD~~
His expressions throughout the first two episodes were sooooo GOOD. I LOVED IT.
Especially when Shinhye spat in his room to distinguish the candle light. LOL LOL LOL AND MOST EPIC PART WAS WHEN HE THOUGHT PARK SHINHYE WAS DOING SOMETHING NAUGHTY WITH COORDI NOONA AND HE CHOKES LOL :

2) HONGKI IS THE CUTEST THING ALIVE! OMGOSH WATCH IT FOR YOURSELF PLZ
I MEAN LOOKKK:

3) SHIN HYE <3 SHE IS SO PRETTY :D And srsly, from a NUN to a ROCK STAR! LOLZZ EPIC OR WHAT? And she is so cute when she always askes for Sister/Mother's help when shes in deep shit. O and and everything she does pisses off JGS which is so funny.
Blowing out the candle in JGS's room ROFL:

4) YongHwa is the sweet guy in the drama. HE is soooo nice to Shinhye that I feel that I'm falling for him too. OMG. I FAILZ.

^ Sweetheart!! He knows that ShinHye is a girl after the drunk incident and overhearing Shinhye and manager convo so he saves her in the changing/shower room. goshhh <33

I'm really bad at writing reviews so....GO WATCH IT HERE BEFORE YOU REGRETTTTTTTTT :D

I'm hoping the rest of the drama is like the first 2 episodes. If it is, then TADA! DRAMA OF YEAR 2009 IS DEFO THIS!.

all pic credits to viikii and soompi :D
gif pics credits to 13infamyss @ soompi

Kwiz.Biz Kwiz!

2009-01-23T23:01:05Z

Hiatus + DBSK IN HYD XD

2008-11-21T14:41:02Z

HIATUS

coz of uni and other stuff
(and also a note to self everytime i go on lj to get my ass off and do sth productive for once)
i shall return in mid dec, i hope.
like when x'mas hoilday starts.

But I'll leave guys with sth me and my friend though of again when we were very bored on msn. haha

this time.... .

v i v i ♡ m e i m e i ♥ says:

i wanna see a dbsk F4!!

v i v i ♡ m e i m e i ♥ says:

i wonder whos gonna be domoyouji

Viv ♥ says:

WHO WOULD BE MAKINO

v i v i ¢½ m e i m e i ¢¾ says:

jaee

v i v i ♡ m e i m e i ♥ says:

rui is gonna be

v i v i ♡ m e i m e i ♥ says:

someone who is prince like

v i v i ♡ m e i m e i ♥ says:

hahaaha

v i v i ♡ m e i m e i ♥ says:

wearing white

v i v i ♡ m e i m e i ♥ says:

and plays voilin

v i v i ♡ m e i m e i ♥ says:

hahaah

Viv ♥ says:

hm...Changmin can be Rui

v i v i ¢½ m e i m e i ¢¾ says:

then domouyouji

Viv ♥ says:

YUNHO

Viv ¢¾ says:

WAKAKAK

v i v i ¢½ m e i m e i ¢¾ says:

hahahaaa

v i v i ♡ m e i m e i ♥ says:

micky as the guy

v i v i ♡ m e i m e i ♥ says:

who likes older women

Viv ♥ says:

TOTALLY

v i v i ¢½ m e i m e i ¢¾ says:

and junsu as the tea guy

Viv ♥ says:

YESSS

Viv ¢¾ says:

haha you are awesome

v i v i ¢½ m e i m e i ¢¾ says:

its so them ma

v i v i ♡ m e i m e i ♥ says:

hahahaaaaa

v i v i ♡ m e i m e i ♥ says:

but i sorta think

v i v i ♡ m e i m e i ♥ says:

yunho matches rui

v i v i ♡ m e i m e i ♥ says:

more than min wor

v i v i ♡ m e i m e i ♥ says:

hahahaa

v i v i ♡ m e i m e i ♥ says:

hes more prince-ly

Viv ♥ says:

hm....we can argue about that

Viv ¢¾ says:

coz min doesnt really talk much...so he doesnt really match the domoyoji role you know

v i v i ¢½ m e i m e i ¢¾ says:

truee

v i v i ♡ m e i m e i ♥ says:

but i can imagine

v i v i ♡ m e i m e i ♥ says:

him sitting beside the window

v i v i ♡ m e i m e i ♥ says:

playing violin!!!!

Viv ♥ says:

being all "yek wut" XD

v i v i ¢½ m e i m e i ¢¾ says:

hai arr!!!

v i v i ♡ m e i m e i ♥ says:

hahahahaha

idk. lol what do you guys think?

btw, our conversation is really cantonese like/accented. lol so in case you guys don't understand, "yek wut" sorta means 'emo' in cantonese. I can't really think of a good definition. buts its along the lines. lol
and hai ar = yes in cantonese. :)
and the "wor" stuff is kinda like an accent you add in words. same as "ar" and "la". :P

Anyway, that's all guys. Good luck with everything and I shall be back spamming your inbox i.e. commenting on your entries soon.

Much love,
xxx

p.s. It's going to snow on Sunday I heard, which is really weird. Snowing in November in UK? It usually doesn't snow till like Mid december. LOOK WHAT GLOBAL WARMING IS DOING?! =(

p.p.s I LOVE YOU JUNG YUNHO WAKKAKAKAA Ok I'm going now. *goes back into her hole to do reading*

MIROTIC? EROTIC? OH YES

2008-09-16T15:02:31Z

HOLY SHIT, DBSK 4th ALBUM MV IS MAKING ME CRAZY. I'm dying...srsly...

I FEEL TOTALLY GAHHH. NO WORDS. SO FUCKING HOT!!! YUNHO'S ABS!!! GIMME GIMME MORE MORE. :D
MIN'S WET LOOK HOMG SRSLY. JAE'S HAIR IS LOVE, MICKY'S ANGRY EXPRESSION, I LOVE IT. SU'S OMONA IS LIKE OMG.

DBSK IS KILLING MEEEEE. ARE THEY KILLING YOU TOO? I HOPE SO, SO THAT WE CAN DIE TOGETHER PRZ.

Anyway, when I first watched it, I squealed and my sister gave me a look and told me to shut up (my sister is a bitch, so im use to it) and then my face heated up, presumbly turning red and my hands started running icy cold. lol WHAT IS DBSK DOING TO ME. T_T

DBSK'S COMEBACK IS GONNA ROCK!!! YAYYA
EITHER WAY, YAY ANYBODY WANNA FANGIRL WITH ME? :D

In other news, 4 DAYS TILL AYU'S CONCERT IN HK!!! CAN'T WAIT! Eventhough i know i got shit seats. :(

ps. KIM HYUNJOONG, GET WELL SOON. NO MORE SLEEPING PILLS, K? NO MORE HOSPITALISING, k? DONT GET YOUR FANS WORRIED!! T_T ILU <3
I can't believe a young 22 boy needs to rely on sleeping pills on usual bases to get sleep. 6 sleeping pills is normal? Are you kidding me hyunjoongie? :(

Overdose MSG = ALLERGY for me.

2008-08-15T02:40:17Z

I think I had overdose MSG in my lunch yesterday...and then I got allergic to it. Thus now my gums and my lips are swollen. It's better today but it was seriously really shit during lunch. My gums were all numb and cheeks were boiling hot.

I'm so thankful that my face didn;t swollen up. Before going to bed last night, I was praying that I won't get a swollen face or something. And if I do, I'm not going to work. But yea anyway I'm at work now and my allergy still isn't getting much better...

So solution is, I'm going to have to see the docs when I get off work if the allergy doesn't get better / recover by end of today i.e. after work.

I can't believe I'm actually allergic to overdose of MSG. O_O. First thing ever I'm allergic to...

OMG STAND UP

2008-08-08T02:55:27Z

BIG BANG IS FCUKING AWESOME!♥
KAKA

Will edit later with a more coherent comment...like when I get off work XD

edit-
actually, nvm. I'm too ito watching olympics to make a decent comment about the album. It's just soooo bloody good, k?
OLYMPICS YAYYY! :D GO CHINAAAAAAAAAAA

bye bye JE?

2008-08-01T02:50:47Z

I've finally decided to face the fact that I'm really no longer interested in JE anymore, not even with the exception of Arashi. Ok I still love Sho Sakurai alot and a few other JE guys like Jin and Toma....but thats about it. And even if I love/like them, I'm not obsessed with them nor do I stalk fansites or clubbox for their stuff. I think I'm just bored of JE now. lol

Like I heard One Love by Arashi, and I actually didn't squeal like I always did before. I just simply went " Ok nice song." Put it on my i-pod, never listened to it once. Actually I feel like a really crap fan now but I just lost interest. *sigh* ~~Honestly speaking, I mostly listen to Hyori and F.T Island on my ipod these days. hahaha~~ And its like, you can't force yourself to be obsessed when you really aren't anymore, right?

So now that I've decided to face this fact... I want to sell some of my JE stuff. Not all, coz I still love Arashi crack, just not obsessed anymore. DOES ANYONE WANT JE MAGAZINES? I have ALOT. lol. Talking about magazines, I also have alot of JUNON ones from my w-inds. fandom back in the days. Does anyone want them too? I'll probably have to charge a bit though coz when I got those magazines, they were $$$! And also like...in order to fund my KPOP obsession. :P I mean srsly, look:

August 8th - Big Bang 3rd mini album! (ALSO OLYMPICS OPEN DAY! I SWEAR TO GOD THAT HONG KONG SHOULD MAKE THIS DAY A PUBLIC HOLIDAY! It's special enough, no? I mean its in Beijing and Hong Kong is part of China. I don't want to go to work. kaka)
August 23rd - F.T Island 2nd album!
August 27th - DBSK 4th album!

Like..WHY ALL IN AUGUST? T_T And I'm really tempted in getting Hyori's Hyorish album coz its so darn good. Deary old dear.....

Anyway, saw this photo on soompi and it made my day:

I enjoy dorky big bang. :)
and aww TOP so caring for Baby. XD
But srsly check out SeungRi's face when he falls. Its hilarious! God I'm such a bitch. XD

Ok back to work. lol

p.s. I think I might make my journal Friends Only soon. Just a feeling that some people are reading my journal and I don't know them. Don't get me wrong, I still want to make more friends but no one wants to be friends with me. *goes emo*
And a new layout. I want a more summery (is there such word?) one!

'Which Big Bang boyfriend would you want in these situations?'

2008-07-29T03:36:50Z

Saw this on BB's thread at Soompi. I think its so cute...

'Which Big Bang boyfriend would you want in these situations?'

1. When I fall and hurt myself

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who gives me a piggy back ride to the hospital
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who makes fun of me because I fell
c. Dong Young- Bae, who runs to go buys medication
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who helps me get home
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who asks if it hurts a lot and blows on the place where it hurts

2. When I say I want a name brand item

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who buys a fake one and says later on, he'll make it a real one
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who pretends not to listen but buys it for me later
c. Dong Young-Bae, who promises to buy me one once he makes more money
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who keeps saying not to buy expencive things
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who keeps asking if he can buy me something else

3. While watching a horror movie

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who protects me
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who quietly covers my eyes
c. Dong Young-Bae, who comforts me by saying there's nothing to be scared of
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who holds my hand tightly
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who screams even before i scream

4. When my voice crack while singing

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who pinches my cheek and says i'm cute
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who laughs at me
c. Dong Young-Bae, who gets even more embarrassed than me
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who pretends he didn't hear it
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who makes fun of me by imitating me

5. When his friend says he likes me

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who says what are you trying to do and breaks ties with his friend
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who goes up and punches his friend
c. Dong Young-Bae, who talks it out with his friend
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who says he will introduce another girl to his friend
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who stops talking to his friend

6. When I'm mad at my boyfriend

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who starts a serious talk by asking me if I'm mad
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who says I'm sorry and says don't be mad
c. Dong Young-Bae, who sings to me
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who makes me laugh
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who does cute stuff around me

7. When my boyfriend meets my friends

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who compliments me in front of my friends
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who asks my friends to watch over our relationship
c. Dong Young-Bae, who makes me feel good by complimenting my friends
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who makes my friends comfortable as if they were his friends
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who asks my friends to consider him

8. On my birthday

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who takes me some place expencive
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who treats me better than other days
c. Dong Young-Bae, who makes me a special present
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who sings to me on a stage at a restaurant
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who says happy birthday all day long cheerfully

9. When we kiss

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who hugs me tight first
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who just does it
c. Dong Young-Bae, who asks first
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who becomes awkward first
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who asks if I can give him a kiss on the cheek and turns his head when I'm about to kiss his cheeks

10. When it's raining and we only have one umbrella

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who shares the umbrella but he ends up getting wet
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who holds me really tight so both of us don't get wet
c. Dong Young-Bae, who give me the umbrella and he walks under the rain
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who tells me to wait and go gets another umbrella
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who just tosses the umbrella and have both of us to walk in the rain

11. When I say I want to break up

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who lets me go, saying he's sorry he didn't do much for me
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who is dumbfounded and says he never thought I'd break it off
c. Dong Young-Bae, who asks if he can hug me one last time
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who says farewell and lets me go, crying
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who clings and anxiously asks why I'm acting like this suddenly

12. When we go to the amusement park

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who suggests to ride what I want to ride
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who suggests to go to the haunted house first
c. Dong Young-Bae, who takes lots of pictures
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who eats this and that
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who forcefully takes me to scary rides

13. When he is paying at a restaurant but has no money

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who is sorry but asks if I could pay for now
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who grabs my hand and runs
c. Dong Young-Bae, who has them keep his belonging until he can pay
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who calls his friend to bring some money
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who is anxious and doesn't know what to do

14. When I talk to another guy

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who thinks it's no big deal
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who tells me not to talk to other guys
c. Dong Young-Bae, who can't say anything but actually bothers him
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who is curious and sneakingly wedges in the conversation
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who later asks what we talked about

15. When he can't reach me through the phone

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who says he's worried
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who comes to my house right away
c. Dong Young-Bae, who lets it by, thinking something must have happened
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who calls until I pick up
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who gets mad because I didn't pick up

16. When I tell him I love him

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who whispers in my ear that he loves me
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who kisses me
c. Dong Young-Bae, who hugs me without saying a word
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who smiles, embarrassed
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who hugs me tightly, saying he loves me too

17. When we're shopping

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who says it's boring and wants to go home already
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who picks out clothes for me
c. Dong Young-Bae, who does everything I want to do
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who impatiently follows me around
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who enjoys shopping more than I do

18. When I act cutely (like a kid)

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who thinks I'm cute and hugs me
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who says I'm not doing it right and shows an example
c. Dong Young-Bae, who tells me to do that everyday
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who just laughs
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who copies me

19. When we get held up by a gang

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who fights them
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who grabs my hand and runs
c. Dong Young-Bae, who makes an effort to clear things out
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who calls the cops
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who leaves me and runs away

LOL I think I'm TOP bias. That's given. :P

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Don't know why, recently I can't get to sleep at night. So strange. *sigh*
On a happier note, HONGGI FINALLY GOT AN HAIRCUT. I'm SO HAPPY ABOUT IT. XDD

_niji_ayu @ 2008-07-20T14:53:00

2008-07-20T06:55:34Z

I FUCKING HATE HANGOVERS
ARGHHHHHH
hurts huts hurts
and it doesnt help that my sister was playing the piano this morning - which woke me uppp

HYORI COMEBACK IS AWESOMEEEEEEEEE YAYA!

_niji_ayu @ 2008-07-10T10:36:00

2008-07-10T02:45:48Z

work work work

Thats why i've hardly updated.

Besides when i get home, i just watch tv and go on msn...so don't have much time for lj

I'm kinda behind with fandom and i'm not sure if i should try to catch up or just leave it at that.

o and ive started to watch Coffee Prince, like FINALLY. I like it :) But I already know how the ending is going to be like. Thanks to Big Bang's parody on it. LOL

And i finished reading another fanfic on soompi yesterday. It's called Conversations Between Us. I ♥ IT. It's non-gasoo, meaning no celebrites used in it, so I don't really consider it to be a fanfic lol. Coz it wasn't based on celebrities, I chose to ignore when I first saw it like last year. How wrong was I *shakes head*. It's such a good fanfic. I dare say its one of the best fanfics I've ever read on SOOMPI. =) I'm not going to say anything much here about it anymore since I don't want to spoil it for ppl who decides to read. And I already wrote a HUGE ASS comment after reading it on soompi. haha. PPL, JUST READ IT IF YOU HAVE TIME. REGRET IF YOU DON'T. NO JOKE. =D I don't know how many times I've cried while I was reading this. ~~Of coz nothing beats 1 litre of tears in terms of crying. I think I cried every episode of that drama. During every 45mins, I would be crying for at least 30mins. -_-;~~

So I should get back to work before my boss sees me on lj. :P

Tata. I will try to catch up on my f-list asap.

p.s. i feel so sore from yesterday's dance lesson...once again. I need to start exercising again!

p.p.s HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEENIM!♥ YOU ARE SO GORGEOUS AND YOU ROCK MY WORLD! :D

_niji_ayu @ 2008-06-21T18:04:00

2008-06-21T17:05:41Z

GO HOLLAND!!!
YAYA!!!
anticipating holland v russia!!!

and what da croatia v turkey match... i though croatia was going to win...

Back in HK in 2 days!

2008-06-20T16:40:25Z

2 more days until i get my ass back to Hong Kong! YEAAA
Hopefully I would be able to watch eurocup on tv back in hk...coz i have no TV here in UK...T_T

Stupid BT internet cut my internet connection TODAY. I asked them to cut it on Monday when I get back to Hong Kong. Stupid mutherfuckers. Seriously, no one would understand how much I went through just to ask for cancellation of internet and phone services. Stupid gits.

So i'm using uni computers and... i forgot my headphones!! So I can't youtube with sound god damn it.

HAS ANYONE WATCHED WE GOT MARRIED CAST ON COME TO PLAY? FREAKING AWESOME! i love it. I love this whole we got marred programme anyway....and that HyunJoong. WHY IS HE SO GOD DAMN ATTRACTIVE?????NOT JUST THE LOOKS U-KNOW, ITS HIS PERSONALITY MAN! WHAT IS HE DOING TO MEEEE T_T

Apart from that, I'm still insanely obsessed with F.T Island songs.

I need to stalk Ayu forum again, just to make sure that her concert in Hong Kong is on the 20th of September!! I NEED TO GOOOOO! :D

Ok enough rubbish from me.

tata

p.s. 20th September - official date for Ayu's concert @ Hong Kong. I AM SO GOING OMFG!

fucking exam results coming out

2008-06-18T14:19:14Z

omg exam results coming out in 45 mins.

shit shit shit shit shit shit

and does the sudden raining foreshadown sth?

o shit please let me passssss PLEASE

I'LL TRIED MY FUCKING BEST!!!!!!!

-edit
haah omg I PASSED! :D And I was able to get a good mark too. THANK GOD! ILY.

Pimping new layout

2008-06-15T23:36:27Z

I finally decided to make a new layout.

_niji_ayu

Tomorrow have to get to uni for those module talks that start at 9am so I better head to bed now.

Btw Wonder Girl's So Hot song is so frigging addicting despite the ridiculous lyrics... -_-

Should have done some packing today but was watching Bleach all day....now I'm up to the fillers. Damn it. And...Grimmjaw...died? I'm starting to really like Ichigo's hollow form. lol But seriously he is so 'ging'. haha

7 days left till HONG KONG BABY! :D

p.s. I'VE CAUGHT UP ON LAST FRIENDS! YAY GO ME. Sousuke is scary. He needs a psychologist, really. I feel sorry for Eri and Ruka, well more for Ruka. Michiru is starting to irritate me for some reason and uh Takeru is sucha nice guy and poor him....his sister...o_O

Pointless updateeee

2008-06-10T15:53:30Z

Back from Amsterdam.

The culture was sick.

But the country scenery was awesome.

Will make entries on the trip soon...hopefully.

Kyaaa my F.T Island downloads have just finished. Need to go watch them now + still need to catch up on Last Friends. :P

Shall be back to edit, hopefully or I'll just start a new entry...

p.s. i really think honggi should go and get an haircut coz he looks like an ahjumma at the moment and thats not good, really.

Random rambling

2008-06-03T15:48:59Z

New Layout...coming soon. lol
I think it's about time....currently have an idea how it would look like. But no clue on who to use...maybe I'll just use some photos of yummy food. <3

And I'm going to Amsterdam early Friday morning until Monday. YAYAA TRIP TO EUROPE FINALLY, BABY. Well, just Holland, but good enough. We do Spain, Italy, Nice (France) next year, HOPEFULLY! :D

For the past few days, F.T Island has taken over my life. Ok well, not that serious, but I've been watching their stuff non-stop and I LOVE their songs. I even have 너 올 때까지 (Until You Come Back) as my ringtone. Got a fright when someone phoned me though, coz I got used to my Purple Line ringtone. But yea Honggi's voice is sexy and I like it. Not so much into their looks though because um...I'm so a NOONA fan. XD I guess they are too babyface look for me. ahha But I'm pretty sure that all 5 of them would become super good looking men in the near future. ~~Espeically Jaejin, I dont know why but I think thats the way it would be. Anyway check out my honggi icon <3~~

I'm now waiting for my friend to call me back coz we need to go change our currencies into Euro by the lateset tomorrow morning. So I'm a little worried at the moment. Apart from the trip, there are also many other things I have to worry about, like my rent, electricity and internet bills. A WHOLE LOAD OS SHYT to worry about it. *sigh* Living out on your own is not easy and also if you are a student.. Adding onto that, I have another worry about my summer internship. I really need to get a reply from them soon. PREASE. *cross fingers*

I hear some ppl moving in...reminds me that I have to move out real soon and start packing my stuff. ahhhhhhhhh O_O

Ok I'm done rambling.

P.s. LOL i just finished listening to that Bigeast Station of the new corner, drama corner? lol THAT HAS GOTTA BE THE BEST IDEA. Whoever suggested that idea are fracking geunieses. ~~PLEASE GIMME JAEHO ONE DAY OR JAEMIN. :P~~ The JaeSu was so adorkable. haha

meme

2008-05-28T23:38:09Z

Got this from everbliss

Leave a comment and I will:
a) Tell you why I friended you.
b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.
c) Tell you something I like about you.
d) Tell you a memory I have of you.
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
f) Tell you my favorite user pic of yours.
g) In return, you must post this in your LJ.

p.s. seems like I might be going to madrid for the weekend next week. see if that is going to happen. :D

p.p.s i like Last Friends...eventhough Ryo's idol image is like....RUINED. Poor thing. XD

HALLLOOO ELJAY!

2008-05-28T23:03:51Z

I'M FREE NOW!!!
MY EXAMS ARE DONEEEEEEE
(Now the most terrible thing is to wait for the results to come out and have to wait till 19th of June to register. Yes I'm stuck in UK as of now.)

Actually they were done a week ago, but had many problems...social problems and trip problems. *sigh* I don't get to go to Europe trip this year after all. How sad. But definetely happening next year no matter what! I'll go into details about this if I feel like it one day. But for now, I don't really want to talk about it.

Good thing is that my friend from London came up to visit me for 4 days 3 nights and I took her around to places and we had a fab time together and we went clubbing on her last night here which was really fun too. And I officially found out that I don't get tipsy at all even after 4 shots plus some random VK drinks (those with 5% alcohol) haha. Its only when wine or champagne comes into the picture...Uh oh. XD But then I usually don't drink until I get drunk becuase I don't want to be doing stupid things. I'm responsbile. haha =)

I had alot in my head that I wanted to say, but I suddenly forgot after watching SS501's "Thanks for raising me up". I swear to god that SS501 are total nutters and NO ONE (well I''m not sure if SuJu can get nuttier) CAN BE AS CRAZY AS THEM. And I think I'm kinda converting into a Hyun Joong fan instead of Park JungMin, but both are good and cracky. :) I like.

UHHHH... o yea I watched DBSK on Star Show yesterday, eventhough I don't get a thing anyway. Hoping for soft subs to come out soon! :) But from what I can see, it looks fun. And omg I love Yunho <3 I was in denial few days ago whether I am liking TOP more than Yunho, but then I've come to a conclusion that I still like Yunho more. Srsly it doesn't help when my friend from Japan went to Big Bang's concert and said to me that she got me a TOP poster from the concert and I should be expecting to receiving it in my postbox soon. WAKAKA XD

Talking about Big Bang... I really like TaeYang's solo stuff. haah I wasn't expecting myself to like it but its pretty good. O and I really like With U, the new japanese album..? It does remind me of some certain american song, But I'm not sure which one. O well.

I think I'm going to have a think about my dissertation topic now... need to start researching!

_niji_ayu @ 2008-04-30T20:59:00

2008-04-30T20:02:14Z

Exam revision is killing my brain.
Yesterday when I went out of the lecture room, I saw my friend looking pregnant when she really wasn't.
I have taken up a habit of talking to myself

I'M GOING NUTS OMGGGGGG

And it doesn't help that when I was trying to revise last night, this couple from next door were having sex and making moaning sounds and hitting the wall SO FUCKING LOUD when i was studying, and wtf FOR THE WHOLE EFFING NIGHT? Geez tired much?

*goes back into hole to study*

Just 3 more week, just 3 more weeks, I would be able to breathe.

_niji_ayu @ 2008-04-08T16:41:00

2008-04-08T08:41:35Z

2 days left............

_niji_ayu @ 2008-03-27T16:11:00

2008-03-27T08:22:54Z

Still on my somewhat semi-hitatus, but I'll just do a mini update...

- I'm in HK. So frustrating in a way, because I'm tempted to go out with friends and shop and at the same time, I still have assignments and ALOT of revision to do for my exams when I get back. *sigh*
- I've got most of what I lost back on my laptop now. Just wish Clubbox can work a lil faster sometimes. :S
- I got upgraded to business class when I got back to HK this time, coz economy was too full. AWESOME! :D I've never been on business before so it was a new experience and its so good. There was actually Scrubs and Project Runway on those tvs. So cool. And i slept like I was on a bed coz the chair can go so far back!! Food, no doubt GOOD. The food came like in order...first appetizer, then they take your plate and then serve main course, then dessert. :)
- I LOVE MAY DONI! I've watched every single performance for Attraction (that PDIS song she is featured in) on YT and its really addictive. I love her voice!!
- Because of May Doni, I saw SS501 comeback performances too. I like them. :) Consequently I watched their other variety shows too. I also like those. They are such SNSD fans, srsly. XD
- I think i'm going to have my summer internship at KPMG aptitude test in a few days. I'm nervous about it....x_X
- I'm leaving back to UK on 10 April. Time flies by so quick! I need to be more productive damn it.

I don't know when I'll update again. I guess I'll try? I need to revise and work hard now. I've srsly been going out and procastinating too much for the past week. HWAITING! XDDD

I apoligize for not commeting anyone on my f-list. I will do so when I'm not as busy. :S

Tata for now. =)

Update from library...-.-

2008-03-11T14:46:33Z

MY COMPUTER FUCKED UP WITH A COMPUTER VIRUS GOD DAMN IT!
I'VE LOST EVERY SINGLE EFFING DBSK, BIG BANG SHIT ON MY LAPTOP!
(i mean thank god i saved my assignments also on my thumbdrive)
BUT DIUUUU DIUUUU I'VE LOST EVERTHINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

That's why I'm going back home (hk) next Monday. -.- (well its; also Easter holz)

When I get back....would anyone be kind enough to share their dbsk/big bang collection with me? *sob*

On the happier side (not exactly happy), I finished my assignments for the term, BUT BUT another assignment that counts for 100% needs to be done over the easter and most importantly REVISION FOR MY EXAMSSSS.

Let me give you a word of advice... YEAR 2 UNI LIFE IS FUCKING TORTUE. TORTUE I FUCKING TELL YOU. AND ITS EVEN WORST IN THIRD YEAR COZ I WOULD HAVE TO DO MY EFFING DISSERATION (last year. so).

So good luck everyone.

O and REMEMBER TO BACK UP YOUR ~~SHIT~~ STUFF ONCE IN A WHILE, OTHERWISE YOU WOULD SRSLY LOSE EVERYTHING, JUST LIKE WHAT HAPPEN TO MOI. *sigh*

Pointless entry

2008-02-29T16:57:58Z

Felt so sick and sleep deprived this morning that I ACTUALLY MISSED A SEMINAR!

I have never ever missed one this year, because my aim this year was to be a good girl and attend to all classes...BUT THIS TIMEEEE... AHHHH

So I went out last night with my friends as they wanted to make up for my b'day. I think I ate far too much at the chinese buffet so I got really ill and this morning just woke up with a corse voice and terrible tummy ache. And I think I'm catching a cold here or something. Goodness.

But apart from being ill, things are not as bad now since the Law essay is done. JUST ONE MORE ASSIGNMENT TO GO TILL THE EASTER HOLS! YAY *throws confetti*

Btw I don't think I am going to continue to read The Simplicity of Epitome over at Soompi fanfix forums for now. It got me FARRRR too emotional and i couldn't sleep because of it. Ok I sound gay, but then really. That story is like...*sigh* It starts off all fun and then all of a sudden its so fucking emotional and heartbreaking and ahhhhhh I cried so many effing times already and I sitll have 10 more chapters to go. haha BUT either way, I suggest everyone who are not too busy to read it coz its really an amazing story and I think the author did such an amazing job. It features SS501 but then it doesn't matter if you're not interested in them, coz really it doesn't matter. XD ~~And I think I'm falling for KyuJong but I keep on reminding myself thats its a effing fanfic.~~ Incase you want to know why I started reading this, its coz I was slacking from writing essays and got nothing better to do and decided to read the Orginal Soompi fanfic of the year. Yea...IT WON AN AWARD. So go and read it. haha

Another fanfic I really want to recommend is (actually I've recommended to alot of ppl already but just incase. =P) is High School Royalty at Soompi fanfix as well, especially if you love DBSK. JUST ANOTHER AWESOME FANFIC. I believe it won an award at Soompi too. Like Simplicity of Epitome was 1st place and this was 2nd? I can't remember but its an awesome fanfic and everyone I have recommended to says they absolutely love it so go for it if you're not too busy and or want to slack away. GOOD STUFF, srsly.

AND OMG ITS EFFING MARCH ALREADY TOMORROW.

The weather is so shyt that I just want to sleep. DAMN UK WEATHER.

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