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I want you, but I'm not giving in this time.
May. 4th, 2006 | 06:45 pm
location: home
mood: 
contemplative
music: Clark Gable--Postal Service
I have been doing Internet interiews for an Americorp position in Syracuse New York. Hamell on Trial's hometown, only 2 hours from Ani's house in Buffalo (I was really bored yesterday), and thjnking about how much I can pack and take on a plane with me, waiting until I get my per diem to book my flight out, and wondering how cold it will really be in New York State.
I was walking back to the library from the gender class and I had my iPod on shuffle when this song came on. I had to stop in the middle of the hallway in the Headly with my back against the lockers and just stare--it froze me:
What is perhaps stranger is that the next song that came up was FLOAT ON by Modest Mouse.
Then Johnny Cash chimed in my ear with "I shot a man in Reno just to watch him die."
Maybe we just need to do things for the sake of doing them, not for anything else. Would that make me happy?
I hope I see Shawn tomorrow, I really want to say goodbye to him before I leave for New York. It's going to be very sad to leave, but I can't think about that too much any more tonight. I'll watch ER instead.
I was walking back to the library from the gender class and I had my iPod on shuffle when this song came on. I had to stop in the middle of the hallway in the Headly with my back against the lockers and just stare--it froze me:
What is perhaps stranger is that the next song that came up was FLOAT ON by Modest Mouse.
Then Johnny Cash chimed in my ear with "I shot a man in Reno just to watch him die."
Maybe we just need to do things for the sake of doing them, not for anything else. Would that make me happy?
I hope I see Shawn tomorrow, I really want to say goodbye to him before I leave for New York. It's going to be very sad to leave, but I can't think about that too much any more tonight. I'll watch ER instead.