All my friends were vampires

_newday_rising @ 2008-05-04T22:27:00

2008-05-05T02:28:07Z

Breaking News:

My birthday is going to suck. Knew it was coming but oh well.

My choices are as follows now:

suck it up and sulk alone or

suck it up and go take a mid term i missed

_newday_rising @ 2008-05-03T00:12:00

2008-05-03T04:12:35Z

7 Days until my birthday.

_newday_rising @ 2007-11-22T03:11:00

2007-11-22T08:11:25Z

My guitar died :(

_newday_rising @ 2007-10-16T16:07:00

2007-10-16T20:11:53Z

If you’re going to try, go all the way. Otherwise don’t even start.

This could mean losing girlfriends, wives, relatives, jobs, and maybe your own mind.
It could mean not eating for three or four days.
It could mean freezing on a park bench.
It could mean jail.
It could mean derision.
It could mean mockery. Isolation.

Isolation is the gift. All the others are tests of your endurance. Of how much you really want to do it. And you’ll do it, despite rejection in the worst odds. And it’ll be better than anything else you can imagine.

If you’re going to try, go all the way.

There’s no other feeling like that, you will be alone with the gods and the nights will flame with fire. You’ll ride life straight to perfect laughter. It’s the only good fight there is.

_newday_rising @ 2007-10-12T15:35:00

2007-10-12T19:40:37Z

:

Yes, I have no job, I am a bum, and my life is useless. Don't fucking tell me this every day. I already know. Telling me I have no job doesn't help me any. Telling me how useless I am and how I am a bum, lame, or any other concoction you can think of, I don't want to hear/see it. So if you have anything on those lines to say to me, I probably don't care enough about you to listen or rebuttal.

I am done with defending myself about the flaws in my life. You can think of me however you want, I am done changing your mind. Say what you want about me, tell me I don't know any better because I don't have a job. I won't explode and yell anymore.

There is so much I wanted to say to you, but I never said it.

Make fun of my music. Call me a slob. I am through with fighting.

_newday_rising @ 2007-09-16T13:30:00

2007-09-16T17:30:39Z

http://troha.tumblr.com/

Updated

_newday_rising @ 2007-08-17T17:49:00

2007-08-17T21:56:14Z

so fuck it. I need to move badly. I NEED to leave. the sooner the better. The world is dirtied to hell. I don't have a reason to get out of bed besides not becoming what I am destined to be. I need to detoxify myself, and get the fuck out of this town. my neighborhood is evil now. 8 houses are vacant, people just let them go. 2 more are gonna be condemned in a month. Iraqi refugees will take these houses over.

I need to write more. Music and entries. So I guess I've realized who my real friends are. I always knew in the back of my head, but now I can honestly tell myself who they are.

So for now, I am going to stay in my basement, watch more documentaries, and be a depressed mess.

Jesus christ is number 7, satan is number 8, and number 9, number 9, number 9, is the human number.

_newday_rising @ 2007-04-14T23:37:00

2007-04-15T03:38:28Z

So I think my mom is dying. Honestly. Every day shes not feeling good. Her arm is always hurting, her back, and her chest. Shes not fat or anything either. She had an episode in florida and was in the hospital, and since we dont have insurance they just blew us off.

Shes gone to like 3 doctors in the past few months, all of them blew her off. Most likely because we dont have insurance. Fuck this system.

_newday_rising @ 2007-03-25T03:09:00

2007-03-25T07:09:34Z

_newday_rising @ 2007-03-23T18:06:00

2007-03-23T22:06:41Z

changed the layout.

_newday_rising @ 2007-03-20T20:58:00

2007-03-21T00:58:41Z

A new Eric Mongrain video, named "PercusienFa". Watch and be blown away!

_newday_rising @ 2007-03-12T21:55:00

2007-03-13T01:55:58Z

hahahahahha the funniest urinal ever.

_newday_rising @ 2007-03-06T14:42:00

2007-03-06T19:42:30Z

The end is near