Adrianna

My Weekend!

2004-09-27T00:15:23Z

On Friday Kristin came over and we chillaxed and listened to music, then we watched "Sleepers" because part of it was filmed in Fairfield Hills which was where we went for one of our "adventures" lol. Miss KrisS being the genius she is decided to start the DVD on side B because it was the second letter in the alphabet and first is the worst second is the best, lmao. Well anyways, I thought the movie was a little different then how I remembered.. maybe because she started it in the middle,lol. Then we fell asleep and Jay came over early in the morning and woke us up lol. He is soo sweet he brought us dunkin donuts in bed, lol. Then we went tubing, it was fun, but I'm kinda sore. We never ended up going to chicken rock because Jay had to be @ Roger's park by 3 for a baseball game. After we dropped him off there me and Kristin went shopping with my mom. We went in these stores and we would go "UGGGHHH I HAVE TERRETS!!" lmao.. it was soo funny. When we came home I took a shower and then Tina came over and we ate dinner and got ready to go to Jay's house. We were gonna get dressed all crazy but after we spray painted Tina's hair with black stripes and she freaked out we decided not to. Then it took us forever to get to Jay's because she had to wash her hair and then dry it and everything, lol. But when we finally did get to Jay's we had fun. He rented us "The Exorcist" and got us candy, how sweet. It was like his dream to have these 3 girls laying all over eachother on his bed, lol. I started to fall asleep, but then... yea I was sleeping and Jay was concentrating, lmao. Right T and KrisS? Then we went to Kristin's and watched "Road Trip" and fell asleep. Tina left pretty early in the morning to go to church with her grandma. When I finally woke up it was like 1 lol. Me and Kristin ate cereal and watched "Goodfellas" it didn't really have a point, but it wasn't that bad. Then we downloaded all of this music to put on our "Sexy Little Mafia Mix" lol. We painted our nails all cool with polka dots too, lol. OMG.. we put on the coolest coconut face masks, and we took it pictures lol. Then when Kristin went to field hockey I went to Jay's house for a little while and then my dad came and picked me up, and that was my weekend lol. <3...Luhh,Agge...<3

Super CooL!*

2004-09-22T01:08:57Z

Today was picture day.. ugghh I can't fake a smile for my life, I looked soo retarded or at least I felt that way. I looked like shit too, my face was all puffy from crying the night before. Jayson and I had an issue last nigh but it's in the past now. I love him a lot. He's a cutiepatootie. He makes me mad sometimes.. he won't sing me "Row Your Boat" :( that makes me sad. He won't let me pick his nose either, lol. But I guess that's okay.. I still love him. He's nice to cuddle with, and he makes me feel special. *giggles* I have a crush on him. OMG.. Ms. K is still out cuz she got hit in the head with the door on Friday, lol. Me and Kristin always make sure to put Mary Hobbs, Billy and Simon on the attendance sheet, lmao. The sub was like "why do Simon and Billy feel the need to not put their last names on the sheet?" lol I started to laugh soo hard. *So if you have a minute why don't we go talk about it somewhere only we know? This could be the end of everything, so why don't we go, so why don't we go?* Yeah.. I <3 that song. <3...Luhh,Agge...<3

Sexy Little Mafia... adventures!!

2004-09-20T02:22:42Z

Last night Kristin and Jay came over. We watched Apt Pupil and then we decided that it would be fun to go for a walk through my neighborhood because everyone thinks its soo freaky and especially since it was at night. I could only find a really shitty flashlight it was soo funny how bad this flashlight was lol, there was no point in even carrying it. Me Jay and Kristin walked down to the beach and me and Kristin went in the shed and brought our shitty flashlight and put on our bathing suits, it was freezing outside but the water felt soOo nice. Jay was gay and didnt come in. It was so nice swimming late at night. The stars were so pretty and it was just really relaxing. We swam to the float and then we were really freezing so we decided to swim back in. It was unbarebly cold. Uggh.. I felt like I couldnt even move my body. On the way back home from the beach we saw this shadowy figure up the road, it was sooo scary, lol. Then we got in the house and me and Kristin got changed and the parentals never found out about our little adventure. After Jay left me and Kristin got ready for bed and we watched Session 9. The lady at the movie store told me it was filmed in Fairfield Hills but I think she got it confused with Sleepers (which me and Kristin are renting on Friday) We got like obsessed with the movie. I had seen it before with Alyssa a couple of years ago, it's a really good movie. The kind of movie thats soo good that it cant scare you without all of the special effects, it's more physcological. In the morning me and Kristin had a "pancake party" lol with my mom. We made really good pancakes. We convinced my mom to take us to Fairfield Hills (it's an abandoned insane asylum that's known to be haunted) It was sooo hott. We got out of the car and me and Kristin were looking in the old windows and we tried to open this one door but it wouldnt open. Kristin tried opening the window next to it and the screen fell off and cut my hand, lol. Kristin goes "I feel like such a retard looking in all of these windows and everything." I was like "You feel like a retard... to pun intended." haha. My mom kept saying that she could feel like somebody watching us or something from out of a window. Through one of the broken windows we could just smell the oldness lol. Then the freakiest part of our trip happened. We went and walked in this old house that was on the property. It was all falling apart and everything .We walked up the stairs and the only thing hanging on the wall was this cross and there was a dead bird underneath it, it looked soo freaky. We found a calender too, it was from 1998 (3 years after the asylum closed) Kristin saved a penny that we found in the house. It was house #50.. we are going to go back in a couple of months and see if anything changes in it. Then I got to drive the car around the campus and everything. Me and Kristin got out of the car at this one gated-off place and all of a sudden there was this lady walking towards us (and she was weaing sunglasses like they talked about in our movie.. FREAKY!) After we left my mom brought us over to Garner (the maximum security prison) She brought Paige there before and she tried to bring me there once too but it was blocked off because some guy had killed himself. Today we got in though. It was pretty cool. Uggh.. we had soOo much fun. This Friday me and Kristin are going to go out on the boat to chicken rock and then we are going to rent Sleepers. Soo excited lol. <3...Luhh,Agge...<3

fuckin ignore this!

2004-09-13T20:25:16Z

its her best friend but she's the only one i want to cry to. fuckin kill me, do u do it on purpose? its my own fuckin fault i showed my weakness.. u. fuckin i take it back, ill move on and ull never know how strong i am. what the fuck did she say to him?? stab me in the back one more time bitch ill slit ur throat, i thought i had love for u or at least respect u cuz ur my girls best friend.. fuck it ill kill u both. taste my tears in all ur dreams and feel all my pain. i cant let anyone know, im not supposed to feel this way. I trust no1! i thought u understood me, fuck u! i cringe when i hear ur name.

OysteR FestivaL.. hell yea! lol

2004-09-13T19:07:00Z

Yesturday me and Jay went to the Oyster Festival in Norwalk. We walked around a lot and it was sooo hot! Uggh.. I was gonna die. We walked through all of the tents and everything and looked at what they were selling. I saw the greatest thing ever.. I got tears in my eyes it was that great.. It was a window that had a picture of the ocean on a painting behind it so it looked like you were looking out on to the ocean. It would be so perfect for my room! Too bad I didn't get it. I wanted to do arts & crafts with Jay but he was being too gay, so instead we found this really fucked up art thing laying on the ground and I picked all of the grass off of it and me and Jay gave it to his mom. LMAO.. it looked soo bad it was missing an ear and stuff haha.. but she was all like "aww I love it." We felt kinda bad that she kept this ugly thing. She was gonna hang it on the fridge. Then me and Jay sat on this rock by the ocean for like an hour and then we watched this band. There was this lady sitting in front of us and she was dancing crazy in her chair, lol. We finally told Jay's mom that the art thing wasn't made by us and that we just found it on the ground, lol. So that was my day yesturday. Today me and Luke had some more funny moments lol. Ever since last year he's been telling me that he always calls my mom and stuff, so today he told met that he couldn't sleep last night so he called my mom and they were talking about Russian rockets and he told me that she bought me the Wasabi peas that I wanted and they were in the cabinet above the fridge. I was like "there is no cabinet about the fridge" and he goes "SUPRISE!! now there is she hired people to come in the middle of the night and install one." LMAO.. you had to be there. <3...Luhh,Agge...<3

Fun day @ the food pantry!!

2004-09-12T02:56:46Z

Today I went with Jay and his mom to Monroe to volunteer at the food pantry for a food drive. We had to unlooad soOo many trucks but there was a lot of us so we always unloaded the pretty fast or we would start an assembly line type of thing lol. When all of the trucks were done coming we were left with these huge rooms FILLED with food.. IT WAS CRAZY!! so me, jay, and these really cool kids that we met there (Jacob, Waine, and Jen) went through soo many bags of stuff and we were organizing them by so many different categories. We had this whole box of stuff just for the old people and then a "Mexican" box, lmao. Then when were eating dinner outside we were talking about why each of us were volunteering, Jen and Jacob said that they were volunteering because they had been doing it for a long time and it looks good on your college application and all that, and then Waine was like... "Well I'm doing this for probation, cuz I got arrested at the end of the summer" and I asked him why he got arrested and he goes "I got kidnapped" LMAO... I guess his friends came to his house in the middle of the night and went into his house and kidnapped him lmao, and his neighbors thought it was for real so they called the cops and everything. I asked him what happend after he was "kidnapped" and he said "oo nothing much, they just brought me to their house and we watched a movie and stuff." LMFAO!!! He was soo funny, I was gonna piss my pants. So then after we left the food pantry me and Jay decided that we would go to the movies... my movie pick.. GARDEN STATE!! Hell yeah.. plus it's independent which makes it a million times better, lol. It was rated R so we almost didnt get in, I was all flirty with the ticket guy and he was just like fine, haha. It was such a good movie, it had an awsome soundtrack too. I think I'm gonna go download some of the songs now. <3...Luhh,Agge...<3

Depressed

2004-09-10T21:20:57Z

I'm so depressed, I just want to curl up in bed and cry. I feel rejected... I guess you have to feel it one time or another. Fucking kill me. <3...Luhh, Agge...<3

back from babysitting

2004-09-04T02:27:49Z

Tonight I babysat Kenny's son Christopher. He is soo cute. He was really good for me too, but their dog was awful. I have scratched and bite marks all up and down my arms. I was about to kill the fuckin dog. Tina called me while I was there, she was like crying. She's under so much stress and I feel poweless. I try to help her with whatever I can, but today she broke another finger in field hockey and tomorrow she has a game. I know how much field hockey means to her so I am supporting her to do the best that she can, but I also just want her to be safe. Last night I tried to help her my helping her write an essay so she could get into her honors english class and get away from her other english teacher, who just happens to be my study hall teacher every monday 8th period. lol. I'm incredibly tired... who knew that just 3 days of school could be so exhausting, lol. Today I found out that this kid Dan (Orlando) who was in my BCT class last year likes me, lol.<3...Luhh,Agge...<3

Gettin CrazZy in... walmart?? lol

2004-09-03T00:48:34Z

OMG... yesturday was sooo funny. Well it was the first day of school which kinda sucked. It was soo funny, we missed so much class because somebody REAL smart decided to set a smoke bomb off, lol. It was nice to be outside and just walk around and see my friends though. Me, Alyssa, Paige, and Amanda were in the parking lot waiting for the fire department to leave and Paige is all jumping on the backs of the cars, lol. omg.. some girl called us the plastics, lol (like from Mean Girls) It was kinda funny. After school me liss and Paige needed to get some stuff for school, so my dad decided to go to Walmart because we needed snacks and stuff anyways. We kinda lost my dad in the store lol so we went into this isle and we just started to hoola hoop LMAO.. it was sooo funny. People were all laughing at us. Alyssa was really good at it but me and Paige sucked. Everytime Paige's hoola hoop would drop she would go "I HATE MYSELF" in the funniest voice LMAO. Then all of a sudden we hear us being called over the loudspeaker, lol. My dad was so upset, he said that that was the third time he had us paged, I guess we just didnt hear him, lol. We couldn't find the notebooks that we needed at Walmart so we walked to Staples and my dad said that he would come pick us up there. When we got our stuff there Alyssa decided that we should race to see whose line got to the cash register first, lol. The girl who was standing in front of me kept giving us dirty looks and Paige is telling me to punch her in the head, lol. Then Alyssa told us that she won because she was goin to be next in line so we all moved over there and Alyssa was pretending to whisper shit to us because that girl just wouldn't stop lol. It was soo funny, and Alyssa had the biggest pit stains, lol. Uhh... who knew you could have so much fun school shopping lol.

The lines between "truth" and "lies" is blurred!!

2004-08-31T04:27:48Z

I'm talking to Jay online. I told him this whole story a long time ago about me trippin on acid, but it wasn't true, and he doesn't believe me that it wasn't ture. It's kinda like how him and Tina didn't believe me that I didn't smoke pot. I tell them this elaborate story hoping they will believe it and then I tell them that I'm just kidding but obviously they won't believe me. It's kind of like getting them to believe something that I want them to believe even though it's a lie but then me telling them that I'm kidding because I feel bad lieing to them. All of a sudden my lines of truth and lies are blurred. It's so weird. It's like I believe only what I want to believe. Somehow my lies become true in my mind. Wow.. I sound high, no wonder they didn't believe me. lol. <3...Luhh,Agge...<3

3 more days til school! :(

2004-08-30T03:07:36Z

Today I helped my dad weed the terrace, he has this whole list of things that we have to do before we put our house on the market, it's sad talking about it. Mike came back from Rhode Island today. We went to Kohl's, I got this really cute purple shirt with a pink beater under it and a pair of paris blue jeans. I just got off the phone with Jayson, I made him watch the trailer for the movie "Ken Park" that I really want to see, he said that it looked good too, so I think I'll rent it tomorrow since Ultimate Video is right by where I get my hair done and maybe I can go to his house and we can watch the movie, I'll have to fit that in somewhere since I also have to go to the mall again. <3...Luhh,Agge...<3

Cousin Davy is hurr in da hizzous

2004-08-29T04:17:56Z

Today I had breakfast down at the beach with Alyssa and Matthew, lol. Then I sat in this chair that was half way in the water and I got a tan... it was really relaxing lol. Since I'm going to be moving (so the parentals say) I decided to make something that would always remind me of the lake since I was born and raised on it. I went swimming and got clay from the bottom of the lake then I got out all of the rocks and I used this cup from one of our beach picnics and I used it as a mold for the cup that I was going to make out of clay. Right now it's outside drying. I'm planning on painting it and then filling it with rocks and sand from my beach. What a great idea! lol. So then later David came over and me, him. my mom, and Matthew went to the mall. I got a cute outfit for the first day but I have to return one of the shirts and this other skirt that I got. I also got this really cute bellybutton ring... the dangly part is soOo long, lol. I love it. Then I got this other necklace from hot topic that has 2 cherries on it, how adorable! Tomorrow I think I'm going back to the mall. <3...Luhh,Agge...<3

wOah!

2004-08-28T02:32:12Z

Wow.. I went with Timmy and Alyssa to drop off Paige, Carissa, and Amanda off at the Tunnel and it was so wacK! lol. I thought we were just gonna drop them off and leave but Alyssa had to get her money back so while she went in me and Timmy walked around outside. Timmy was wearing boxers and a t-shirt.. NO SHOES! lol and I was wearing freakin pajamas! ahh it was soOo embarrasing! Then Timmy finally went over to see what was taking Lissa so long cuz she was over there for a half hour and he started calling her name and she was sooo embarrased! I felt so bad for her. It was kinda funny tho. There was this concert goin on on the green and these two ladies were dancin all crazY! lol it was funny. Well that was my adventure for the night lol. <3...Luhh,Agge...<3

back from Tina's

2004-08-27T18:55:54Z

Last night I slept over Tina's. We watched "Something's Gotta Give" it was pretty good. This morning we had to wake-up at 7 so that we could go babysit her cousins. As soon as we got there I fell asleep on the couch, lol. Then we took David and Waylon to Great Plain so that they could ride their bikes around the parking lot. I talked to Tina about what I'm gonna say to Eric, lol. We always have to do this role playing thing to make sure we don't sound too gay, haha. Then when we got back to the house I started singing (really bad I might add) lol. Anyways, then my parents came and picked me up (an hour and a half late) lol and they told me that we finally have a closing date on the condo in New Milford which means that we will be able to move sooner. Me and Tina just like to pretend that I'm not moving at all. <3... Luhh,Agge...<3

wut an amazing day!*

2004-08-23T00:36:17Z

Well today was Alyssa's sweet 16 party down at the beach. It was supposed to be yesturday but it rained. Joe brought me, Lindsay, and Amanda out on the boat and we had so much fun. It was crazy choppy out, lol, plus Joe is a crazy driver (who goes full throttle over huge ass waves?!?) apparently Joe does, haha. Me and Joe brought them to the New Milford rope swing so that they could see the scary face on the rocks behind it, lol. Then me and Amanda wanted to show Joe and Lindsay the house that my aunt took us to. She knew the people who lived in the huge house and she let us just get out and start swimming in their pool, lol. Then she wrote a not saying hi and left it on their porch, lol. It was funny. Then we flashed these two boats, lol. Then when we went past them again they were all like "do it again!" LMAO it was funny. This huge wave freakin flooded the front of the boat where we were sitting so then we were freezing and yelling at Joe, lol. So we went back to the beach and Joe drove me up to the house to go change and to get Amanda clothes to change into. We had a lot of fun. The best part of the day was when my mom and Denise hugged and told eachother that they loved eachother, I started crying. Then they kept on talking and everything. I thank God that he answered my prayer, I have been praying for them to make up and I'm so glad that they did. Yeah so.. a lot of people came. It was mostly just family and neighbors except for Amanda, Lindsay, Carissa, Jessica, Aubrey, Jeff, and Paul. I hope that my mom and Denise get to be as close as they were before the whole fight. <3...Luhh, Agge...<3

On the Phone w/ Tina

2004-08-19T19:29:37Z

I think everyone knows that I'm def. not a phone person, but with Tina it's sooo different, lol. She is the only person that I can spend HOURS upon HOURS on the phone with lol. We always have something to talk about. Right now we are talking about our boy troubles, lol. My time is now limited (since I'm moving.. and my dad says he wants to leave right after Christmas) and I don't know how I want to spend my time... or who I want to spend it with. I am soOo confused you don't understand. Ugghh... I don't want to jurt Jay because I honestly care about him but I also want to make sure that I am happy too. I used to just think that I could wait things out but it's not like that anymore since the whole moving thing came into focus. Anyways... on Saturday it's Lissa's sweet 16. It feels so strange, I haven't brought it up with my mom yet, she has to let me go, she's my sister, I can't miss this. I need to think of something special to get her. I wanna be creative lol. I love her soOo much, her real birthday is tomorrow... I just wanna give her a huge hug *giggles*!! Anyways.. I need to find something to do. It feels good to write in here again. I came to the conclusion as to why I stopped writing in here before.. I stopped writing because I wanted to stop remembering. Things just got so confusing and out of focus once I got into high school. I need to get back on track again. <3... Luhh, Agge...<3

Yo Yo Yo!

2004-08-19T03:49:57Z

Okay, so today I woke-up @ 10 so that I could watch Double Agents (ahh.. I <3 that show) Then for some reason I couldn't keep my eyes open any longer when Designer Guys came on.. too bad cus I wanted to see what the finished room looked like. Then my dad got me a bagel from Bagle Man and I ate half of it and then fell asleep again until 1, lol. Then I got my lazy ass up and got in the shower and made myself look decent and then I made plans with Jay. I didn't go to his house (he was @ his dad's in New Fairfield) until 6 so in between whenever this is taking place and 6 I printed out a picture of the Screen Gem Studios symbol and I turned it into a stencil, lol. It actually took a lot of time to do. I had to cut it out of the paper first with an exacto knife, then I put scotch tape over it so that there wouldn't be any frayed edges from the paper and then I had to cut the tape out with an exacto knife, it was a lot of work. Then I atempted to use the stencil on my wrist and paint it on, but it didnt' work too well. I wound up doing a free-hand design around my belly button. It actually looks really cute. Then I went to Jay's. I was sitting in his room and the house phone started ringing but nobody picked it up and then Jay's cell phone started ringing and he picked it up and it was... TINA!! MY BABY! She hunted me down lol. She just got back from Switzerland! She siad that she brought me back chocolate.. yay! I was soOo happy.. I missed her like crazy! She needs to get used to the time difference and get some sleep.. so maybe tomorrow she can come here and we can sleep all day and watch movies. LoL... she went through with our plan.. she sent my mom a postcard from Switzerland and in it she wrote about them having a sleepover and all this stuff it was so funny, I didn't ask my mom about it yet, lol. She's so special. Anyways, I'm gonna go see what my mommy thought. Night!! <3.. Luhh, Agge...<3

It's been soOo long!

2004-08-18T03:15:49Z

Wow.. it's been such a long time since I've taken the time to write in this. Jay was over tonight and I was showing him some of my past entries, and it brought back so many memories. I want to start writing in this more often. It kind of made me a little sad while I was reading all of those entries. I feel like I have changed so much. I don't even know how to explain everything. It's kind of like this one scene from the movie "Thirteen." Tracy has basically transformed herself into what she thought that she wanted to be with the help of the people that she thought that she wanted to be associated with and she walks into the bathroom and she sees one of the girls that she used to want to be like and Tracy asks her if she wants to cut school and go sell shit, and the girl says no because she has a school project due. It just kind of showed that Tracy took that whole image and lifestyle too far, and now she's too far gone. In my case I feel like I've lost touch with God. Everything that I use to do revolved around God, I would always think twice about what I was about to do, and I would always wish that I could just do shit without feeling guilty and worry about God hating me and I feel like since I got into the high school that's happened. I do shit and it doesn't even faze me. I don't realize what I'm doing, it's like I'm completely numb to common sense. When I talk to people they are like shocked by the way that I react to certain things and I feel like how Tracy felt. I feel so far gone. Now I'm just wishing that I could have things back to how they used to be. I pray that I get closer to God, like how I use to be. I think that I was a better and happier person then. <3...Luhh, Agge...<3

Fuck this.. I'm done!

2004-05-18T22:52:53Z

OMG.. everything is soOo fucked up! I haven't written in this in the longest time. Anyways... I didn't go to school today, I was crying all last night and my eyes were all puffy this morning and I didn't feel like seeing anyone. So... I guess I'm selfish... it kind of makes me laugh, but I know it shouldn't. The people who call me selfish are the ones who make me this way. They are proof that nobody is on my side.. I only have myself. Jayson really pissed me off last night... he told me that he didn't care anymore, and that's his choice, but I just felt like screaming "CAN'T YOU SEE THAT I NEED IS TO BE CARED ABOUT?!" It was pretty frustrating. Then him and Tina don't believe anything that I'm telling them, which I totally understand, but they can't say that I didn't tell them the truth, the truth is out there and I can't control if they believe it or not. Now Benny is fuckin saying that Jayson said that weed was more important then me n everything, and that's not what happened. He doesn't know what the fuck he is talkin about. I want to go to il Bacio's with Luke like we used to, lol. We would have so much fun together. I miss him! <3... Luhh, Agge... <3

...Been a while!

2004-02-08T19:56:16Z

Wow... I haven't written in here forever! Lately I feel like the people who I am closest to are mad at me. Luke, you're my best friend and I love you with all of my heart. Thank you for being there for me to make me laugh. Please don't think that I have changed, I am still the same me. I have just grown up a little. I can't wait until we go to the city together. We are going to have so much fun! <3...Luhh, Agge...<3

...been a while!

2004-02-08T19:53:20Z

Wow.. I haven't written in this thing in a long time! I feel like the people who I am closest with are mad at me. Luke, you're my best friend and I love you with all of my heart. I will always be here for you. Please don't look down on me, and don't think that I have changed, I still the same. I've just grown up a little. Thank you for always being there for me, and for making me laugh. I can't wait untill we go to the city, we are going to have a good time. <3...Luhh, Agge...<3

It's Been A While....

2003-12-27T21:31:26Z

Wow, I haven't written in here for a while. It was Christmas... I got my cell phone!! I was sooo happy. Yesturday I went over to Luke's. I hadn't been over there in such a long time. He was looking at my cell phone and we signed me on-line. Then we were on the phone with the stupid Sprint people forever because we didn't know how to sign me off, lol. We went to the mall too. I returned my shirt and I got a new one. When I got home my mom acted mad because I didn't get to get this thing taken off of my brother's shirt. She has been acted like a real bitch towards me lately. I don't really feel like she loves me sometimes. She takes care of me and verything bu sometimes she just acts like I am always annoying her. <3... Luhh, Agge...<3

Back From NH

2003-12-01T01:13:15Z

I had a lot of fun in NH. That's where I go every thanksgiving with my girl Carrie, lol. Kristy and Greg came up too, they are really nice. We rented "Antwone Fisher" and "The Good Girl" they were both good movies. Their neighbors came over too, they are so funny. Me and Carrie make the best boxed corn u cud ever make lol. Grandpoppy is sooo funny... "I think they widened the roads" haha. I got sick b4 we were leavin to go back home... that was bad. I am soo tired right now. Brandon's cousin IMed asking if I thought of him as more than a friend or if I ever would. I told her that we were like that last year but not that much this year because I don't see him that much ne more. My parents are going to Andre's for his name day thing (it's sum bulgarian thing) I hope that they don't drink and drive... that scares me a lot. I want to go to school tomorrow to see sum1. Everybody has been tellin me that we should go out... but we are just good friends. OMG... when we were coming home from NH we went through Waterbury and all I kept thinkin about was how Mr.Fay lived there, LoL. <3... Luhh, Agge...<3

We're gonna PARTY and BULLSHIT!!! haha

2003-11-20T20:42:06Z

I had so much fun in solo's class yesturday, lmao!!! I have been feeling really weird, I thought I had a crush on... my teacher LMAO. I think I'm over that, lol. I am so tired, I haven't been getting that much sleep between school and dance. It's getting close to thanksgiving, thank god! That means I'm going up to NH!! yay! Me and Carrie have sooo much fun there. I have been dying for a Wildberry bagle too, lol. OMG.. I felt really bad, I told Tina that I liked her bf, I think she was a little mad. I hope she still loves me! : ) <3...Luhh, Agge...<3

Talking shit is fun...

2003-11-11T04:24:10Z

Tonight me, Lissa, and Paige went down to Joe's house. JT and Jon came over. The whole time all we did was talk shit about people, LMAO it was sooo funny. Before we left, we went up into the office and changed Pat's away message to "talking to my boyfriend" haha it was soo gay. <3...Luhh, Agge...<3