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Adam

2008-07-11T03:37:16Z

The night Max wore his wolf suit says:
You are just filling the void in your heart with tattoos, when you should be filling it with ice cream or babies.

_nansea @ 2008-07-09T14:32:00

2008-07-09T18:34:26Z

I need a brand new start.

This is me starting over again. It feels good.

Dying.

2008-06-28T13:09:11Z

I haven't been this sick in a long time.

_nansea @ 2008-04-21T21:11:00

2008-04-22T01:36:30Z

I love eating apples and listening to Queen Ansleis.
1 more sleep/1 more exam and I am home for good, atleast until September.
I think I'm going to enjoy next year 3283404x more than this year, I'm actually pretty excited to move into my house.

But yeah, I'm stoked on being home. I just need to find a job, which I am dreading.

I'm 89% sure that my computer has viruses. I... don't know what to do. I hope it doesn't explode again.

OH YEAH AND... if you guys don't already know yet:
SOCCER BASEBALL! The first game is on May 4th. Then I'm encouraging people to go to the Dance Electric show afterwards. PARTY.

fuucckgfckfkuyg.

2008-04-18T03:37:14Z

Dear Nancy,

You are not allowed.

Love, Nancy.

_nansea @ 2008-04-17T17:42:00

2008-04-17T22:12:55Z

I've been thinking quite a bit about the past year and the specific events that ruined me/my life. Thinking about how it's shaped me as a person. I'm hoping that they've made me stronger and not weaker but sometimes it's hard to tell.

With all that has happened, I should be incredibly bitter/against relationships and marriage. In one way I am... but I think I still have hope that some people can actually have a healthy and enjoyable relationship. I think.

I like The Raconteurs.

_nansea @ 2008-04-06T04:42:00

2008-04-06T08:42:17Z

I really have a lot of anger for such a little girl.
I need sleep.

peace out res.

2008-04-03T22:00:46Z

As much as I complain about how much I hate St Catharines, I'm actually kind of sad to be moving my stuff home. This dungeon is ME, basically. And it looked pretty rad after I covered up all the dirtyness of it.

Geeze.

Movie SEARCH!

2008-03-24T05:20:13Z

Dear friends, if any of you own the following movies/know where I can get them then please tell me!:

Out For Justice
Krush Groove
Thrashin'
Attack Of The Killer Tomatoes
Airborne (1993)

THANKS.

_nansea @ 2008-03-17T21:10:00

2008-03-18T01:11:20Z

Why are people so loud and obsessive about this holiday?!
It's dumb.

I hope that girl screaming at the top of her lungs right now dies of alcohol poisoning. She really needs to calm the fuck down.

Hah.. I'm a horrible person.

_nansea @ 2008-03-15T16:04:00

2008-03-15T20:06:34Z

You can't be friends with somebody who can't even hold a conversation with you for more than 3 minutes. What a disappointment.

_nansea @ 2008-03-13T00:33:00

2008-03-13T04:32:30Z

I cut my hair short.. and now I look 324x more like Theo. 7 year old Theo.

YUP.

2008-03-06T21:44:18Z

I signed a lease today.

I have really nice roomies. They are officially my home-boys.

RADICAL.

_nansea @ 2008-03-02T23:31:00

2008-03-03T05:17:28Z

This weekend was cute.
I like weekendsssss.

Okay so updates:
- 1 more month of school, then FREEDOM for 4 months! (Minus the 4 days I have exams)

- Friday's release show was superb and adorable. Even though I've seen Andre play 3713801 times, I'm never ever bored watching him.

- Amber's party pictures are finally up and are so incredibly ridiculous. I had a really great time that night, most fun I've had for a while.

Word.

- My mom bought a house in Oakville, and I get to live in it ALONE for a whole all of June. Jackie is going to move in and we're going to be a lesbian couple/give each other dyke haircuts. Ryan is going to be our adopted asian child who will cook tacos, eggs, and hot dogs wrapped in processed cheese for us 24/7. Since the house will be practically empty, I will definitely be having a party. (MONTH LONG PARTY?). And people can crash because there are like 37 rooms/levels in the house apparently.

- I'm in this PLAY. We're performing in a couple of weeks. It actually sucks so much so nobody is invited anymore.

- I've see Angie so much in the past month and it makes me happy.

That's all I can remember for now.
I have 9 hours of class tomorrow.
Kill.
Me.
Now.

_nansea @ 2008-02-26T23:06:00

2008-02-27T04:04:45Z

FOCUS GIRLY.

During reading week...

2008-02-25T02:46:36Z

...I didn't get much 'reading' done. Well no reading that related to my school work at least. But I had a REALLY RAD TIME having cute sleepovers and hanging out with my lovers. I'm very sad to be back and Brock, but I will be home in less than 4 days again.

OH.
DEAR DAVID,
YOU ARE GREAT. I won't listen to anything but Mamas and the Papas for months now and I am very happy. The hotdog carrot is now on display in my room as well.
LOVE NANCY.

Why aren't pictures up on facebook from Ambers last night yet??!! I want to see our angry drunk family portrait.

_nansea @ 2008-02-21T02:00:00

2008-02-21T07:33:51Z

The clouds look ridiculously incredible tonight. If it wasn't fucking freezing outside I'd be sitting on my balcony all night listening to Chad Vangaalen attempting to sort out my thoughts. The past month has been so, different.. and kind of empty. Everything has been slowly sinking in. But being alone has been GOOD, because I finally get to concentrate on me. Which I don't think I've ever done before? Or at least haven't in a really, really long time.

Reading week has been GREAT (Minus me not getting any work done). I've seen Erin EVERY DAY since Friday which has made me complete again, and I've gotten to see/spend time with every person that I LOVE SO VERY MUCH. More fun is to come this weekend. I really needed a break like this, but soon I'll have to deal with real life again. At least until mid April. It's really hard to sort out your life and deal with problems when you have so much reading and work to do constantly. I can't wait till it's over!!

Oh... Ryan, I ate your bacon. I'LL BUY YOU MORE <3.

_nansea @ 2008-02-14T13:15:00

2008-02-14T18:16:56Z

Scratch that previous journal entry.
I'm pretty okay.

I just can't wait to come home tomorrow morning. A whole week of Toronto and lovin'. What more could a girl need?

_nansea @ 2008-02-13T13:28:00

2008-02-13T18:27:05Z

Tomorrow may ruin me.

PEACE OUT SANITY.

_nansea @ 2008-02-05T19:30:00

2008-02-06T00:29:14Z

stef says:
obesity.. nature's gift

nancy -- nothing. says:
Clearly! Those people are living the life. They don't even have to move.

I'm so lazy.

_nansea @ 2008-02-04T03:39:00

2008-02-04T08:43:48Z

I kinda feel like nothing is real anymore.
Everything I do goes by so fast, and then I just forget it. I've just stopped trying to remember things, apparently. This doesn't make sense...

I never thought I'd say this, but I hate sleeping.

_nansea @ 2008-02-03T03:14:00

2008-02-03T08:21:01Z

America (the band), is awesome.
My dad, is nuts.

I was the only person at that concert who was under the age of 24, and there were almost 5000 people there. 4999 old folks listening to the classic rock + 1 hipster rocking out in their chair singing at the top on my lungs = awkward times.

This weekend was depressing.

chad<3

2008-01-31T19:38:02Z

So you're headed down those tracks
And you're never coming back again
You got a lot of stuff to pack
Yeah, that load might break your back someday
Cause you've got a lot of secrets
That's a fact
So come on back
Alright

You better believe what you're seeing now
You better believe what you're seeing
Yeah what you're seeing, babe

You gotta expect me to wonder who
You gotta expect me to wonder who
Is loving you

Now you're headed down those tracks
All I can see is your back again
You left a lot of stuff behind
Most of it is in my mind this time
And I miss you like I miss you
And that's a fact
So come on back

_nansea @ 2008-01-30T19:35:00

2008-01-31T00:53:46Z

So I finally kinda know who I'm going to live with next year. We're going to start looking for a place next week, I'm pretty excited! It's going to be a huge sausage fest, ACTUALLY. It seems like I'm living only with boys, which I suppose doesn't surprise me much because I dislike most of the girls here. BUT we're going to look for a place that allows pets so I can get a kitty and name it CAT or Bajinga. I'll never sleep alone again!

_nansea @ 2008-01-27T23:33:00

2008-01-28T04:34:54Z

I'm in a good mood?

Yeahhahahahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.