The clouds look ridiculously incredible tonight. If it wasn't fucking freezing outside I'd be sitting on my balcony all night listening to Chad Vangaalen attempting to sort out my thoughts. The past month has been so, different.. and kind of empty. Everything has been slowly sinking in. But being alone has been GOOD, because I finally get to concentrate on me. Which I don't think I've ever done before? Or at least haven't in a really, really long time.

Reading week has been GREAT (Minus me not getting any work done). I've seen Erin EVERY DAY since Friday which has made me complete again, and I've gotten to see/spend time with every person that I LOVE SO VERY MUCH. More fun is to come this weekend. I really needed a break like this, but soon I'll have to deal with real life again. At least until mid April. It's really hard to sort out your life and deal with problems when you have so much reading and work to do constantly. I can't wait till it's over!!

Oh... Ryan, I ate your bacon. I'LL BUY YOU MORE <3.