| The lying lies and dirty secrets of Miss Meagan Murtagh |
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[05 Nov 2005|10:49pm] |
I saw Saw 2 yesterday. and it was great.
NO SCHOOL FOR A WEEK!!!
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[20 Oct 2005|03:43pm] |
my mouse is slowly floating to the bottom of my screen..all by itself.
I'm so done with carrying this "baby" around everywhere. shit, i don't bring it anywhere.
Momma's house this weekend for Jenna's 7th birthday. I remember when she was born..and it doesn't seem like 7 years ago.
I forgot what I was supposed to write my bio essay on..crap.
Tonight is Thursday, tonight is my nothing to watch night, because the o.c. isn't on. Fuck Baseball.
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[10 Oct 2005|12:32pm] |
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TODAY IS THE WORST DAY.
Days seem to just be getting worse.
I kind of looked forward to going to school today. Seeing some people. NOt necessarily learning, but just going. My grandma is dumb and thought I had off today. Why would I have today, thursday and friday, off. DUH??!?!
Now I can't even go out, because I'm supposed to help her do things or whatever.
Hahaha.
I had a crazy dream about coheed and ellen degeneres about 2 nights ago. When I told David he must of thought I was crazy,
With Love,
Meagan.
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[30 Sep 2005|03:41pm] |
Coheed was really good the other day. The played some new stuff, and they played songs from keeping secrets, but they didn't play anything older, sadly. Dashboard, despite the 13 year old screaming girls was amazing. I've always liked dashboard but the last album was a huge disapointment, but just him himself is amazing. He played such good songs and everything. I have shitty pictures with my shitty camera phone.
Today was picture day in school. Hooray. I had to wait all the way to 10th period. but my hair actually stayed.
Tonight I'm going to Sarah Pepper's with Meggan and Dave because it's her birthday.
ITS FREEZING. I LOVE HOODIE WEATHER<333
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[27 Sep 2005|09:28am] |
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I'm sick so I'm home and I'm bored. I have homework to do but I guess I'll do it in a little bit.
Yesterday sucked. I went to school and felt soo shitty. Cause Sunday morning I just woke up sick. Whatev. But afterschool I went to Dave's for a bit. then I came home and Melissa and I went to Starland to buy tickets for the coheed/dashboard show tomorrow. I'm excited about going i just hope i feel 100% better. I have dance tonight too.
COOOOOLLL
and plus I just found out the honorary title is playing tomorrow as well. <333
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| if you keep asking. |
[25 Sep 2005|01:04am] |
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Today was a pretty awesome day. During the day I just chilled and didn't do anything cause Dave was at work. He's probaly quitting soon, he plans to work with Steve cause he'll be making way better money. And plus he's transferring schools so that he can get into the air conditioning/heating business with steve. Which is good because they make good money and everything.
Then I went to church and then to KFC where I got mean with a hoochie. haha. went home ate. Then Dave picked me up and we waited for meggan to call because we had a plan for Joe's birthday. haha. so we picked her up and made a story about ho dave got kicked out of his house and he was living with me and got kicked out or something hahaha. it was soo good. we set everything up. dave and i left. went back to his house for a while . then Ryan Liohle came over! we watched coheed dvd and listening to coheed and talked and it was a lot of fun. Then Nunez came over. haha he's fun. I like meeting Dave's new friends. and i'm glad that for the most part all of his friends like me because I talk and I'm nice. His friends are all really nice people and i really like them. We went to quik check and ryan loaded up on peanut butter products. then we parked and talked to Kyle cause he was working at the gas pumps haha its fun. Then around one I came home. and now i'm here listening to on of my favorite bands.
my computer is working so much better today. Did i even mention that yesterday it was working like complete utter shit? haha
goodnight.<#3
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[23 Sep 2005|11:18pm] |
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Today was a pretty good day. I for my phone taken away in History thanks to Brian but thankfully I got it back without having to get it sent to the office.
After school I came home and just hung out for a bit. My g-ma is sick so I helped out with some things. Ordered Dominoes, ate, called Dave, he came got me. And we talked about things and just hung out. It was really nice and probaly well needed. I cried because we talked about how lately i've been acting weird and I don't show affection or anything towards him. I got upset because I don't want him to think I don't love him or anything. Because I do. I usually go through this stage with most guys but I never feel like going through it all and I just break up with them. But this time, when I got frustrated with whatever was going on in my life, i kept going and stuck with him. Tonight I actually really realized how much I love and care for this boy. Despite me being overwhelmed with everything and pretty stressed out I think I can make this last a long time. I have a feeling it's probaly all the stress that comes from school and home and friends and time managing that makes me act so distant from him sometimes, because my mind is elsewhere thinking about what i'll be doing next.
I've decided it's time for me to loose the weight i've gained recently. Ew Gross.
Tonight I went into quick chek for an arizona and I saw Joanna and Sarah. IT was cool. i havent seen or talked to them in a while but i occasionally always run into them. Sometimes I miss the days where I was really close with them. But things changes and it's not like we're enemies or anything. just not as close..but what can you do ya know?
my new computer is being weird..it's annoying
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[22 Sep 2005|09:54pm] |
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I FINALLY got my new computer yesteday after waiting for it for the majority of the summer. It's a nice new Dell. With a sick scanner/printer.
Schools been okay. I never want to study. I never have time for anything. It's stressful to try and fit everything you need to do. And then you just don't know what to do. I went back to dance for whatever reason. I was just bored with myself..so I went back to Allegro. It sucks though. I don't know anyone. But whatever.
Ahh..in the weight room at school i "worked out" but now i hurt.
David is at work right now. He says hes going to call me at 10:30 but all i really want to is sleep. I guess I won't stay on the phone long but I still have to study bio which i have on idea what I'm doing.
Vinnie is in jail. Or he was. Not that it really matters. But i've never actually know a "friend" who went to jail. Though he's not really my friend..
David hates him. haha.
I can't wait to see Circa Survive on the 8th<333
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[14 Sep 2005|07:23pm] |
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My grandpa died yesterday, but we only found out today. He's been really sick with emphasema. He was in the hospital and he died. I don't actually know how to feel, since I really don't remember him. He was only around when i was a little baby. But he always sent me things for my birthday, and emails and he always said how he wanted to me come to California so he could see how big i've gotten. It just makes me sad that now I'll never have the chance to see him. I called my mother. She's upset. Tomorrow is her birthday.
We don't know funeral arrangements or anything yet. Although we're hoping from him to be buried in Long Island and not California.
On a lighter note..David started work today and he's doing well so far.
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[13 Sep 2005|06:50pm] |
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I hate when I have to take the bus home from school. It's so hot. I can't wait to drive..which won't be for a while,but at least tomorrow David can pick me up from school.
Today was okay. I feel..moopy or whatever that word is. I
I was in such a rush to get to my bus that i forgot some homework, so now I'll have to do it in homeroom.
I don't think i really liked today..
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[11 Sep 2005|12:51am] |
So school finally started and it's going well. And the weather at night gets cold enough to wear hoodies and track jackets. David and I are going on two months, so that makes me pretty happy. Today he finally got a job and I'm even happier because now he can pay car insurance and gas and we can do things once in a while. Tonight was Cathy's birthday party thing so dave and I went. so much food + videos of Joe mac dancing= a really good time. I like my new friends. Yesterday I went to the football game at school with kayla and nicole. Raritan won. I'm exhausted. I want to go to sleep..but i don't.
Well..goodnight.
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[30 Aug 2005|11:17pm] |
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Yesterday was David's 18th birthday. It was fun. We hung out, and i spilt fruit punch all over my white shirt. So he had to drive me home so I could change. Then we went to Bayshore music, I bought him drumsticks. Then we went to Barnes and Noble, cause I wanted a book but they didn't have it. So we hung out and stuff. Then we picked up Cat, went to his mom's boyfriend's house for dinner and cake. We were there for a while, then we went to back to Dave's so Cat and I could watch Laguna Beach! haha. We had popcorn and it was fun. Zaino came. and then I went home. So that was Dave's birthday. My baby is 18 now..pretty old.
Today i woke up and had the worst headache. so i didnt do anything all day. Yeah Hopefully tomorrow i'll see Dave. SCHOOL IS IN ONE WEEK :(
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[19 Aug 2005|01:28am] |
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The summer is almost over. And I'm really sad. I won't be able to go out all the time like I do, and hang out whenever I feel like it. In a month I'll be in shitty school.
Today was my last day to hang out with Dave for four days. I'm going to New York tomorrow afternoon to spend the weekend with my mom. Dave picked me up around 7, before that i just ran errands with my g-ma. We went to his house, talked outside for a while. Then went over to Joe's to hang out with him and Kat. We played Scattergories for a while until Strbo came and they all started to make a list of 50 crazy fun things they were gonna do tomorrow, somewhat like a scavengar hunt haha. Then me dave and strbo went to buy milk, because strbo and joe were gonna do the gallon challenage. a gallon of milk in an hour. no throwing up. Strbo couldnt do it, But Joe actually did. Of course he puked as soon as the hour was over, but he did it still. haha.
Tonight was nice. I'll miss dave. mm..i love him.
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[17 Aug 2005|12:42am] |
Today was really cool.
My grandma woke me up kinda early today, and told me we were going school shopping. Of course I was half asleep, so I thought I was dreaming or something, so when i officially woke up, I asked her where she was going and she told me that we were going shopping and i wasn't dreaming.
So we went shopping. I got some nice clothes. I just need shoes now. I'm going to my mom's this weekend so hopefully she'll get me some stuff.
After I got home, I called David and he came and picked me up. He brought me to dinner, because we've been together for one month, and the first month is the hardest to get through or something. We went to IHOP.mmmm omlettes. Then we went for a nice drive. It was great. I really love spending time with him, a lot. He got me a rose, and made me a mix cd, which I'm listening to right now. Then we went back to his house and just talked, mostly about us.
He told me he loved me today, which made me very happy. I' m not sure if it's too early, but I love him too. We have a unique relationship, and I can already feel that it will probaly last a while as long as I let it. I am happy, probaly the happiest I've been in a while.
♥
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[11 Aug 2005|12:56am] |
Andy Milonakis haha. THe episode with the ying yang twins is on ahh.
I went to the mall with Meggan and Joe today. Then aferwards Meggan came over my house and we went in my pool, we talked and laughed and it was cool. We ordered dominoes. I spent all my money on food today, and now I have no money to buy my grandma or Dave anything for their birthdays. I hate being broke and not having a job. We hung out did some crazy make up which you can see on my myspace hahah. Then we walked around because wee realized that because both of our boyfriends drive, we no longer walk anywhere like we did last summer, and we're getting fat.
I do think i'm getting fat. haha
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[08 Aug 2005|03:02pm] |
This weekend was cool. Nothing fantastic happened. Friday night I hung out with Meggan Dave and his friends. Saturday, Dave. Sunday, Dave. So..basically Dave.
Anyway. Last night, actually 3oclock this morning my uncle got arrested and put in jail. The person above his apartment is constantly getting drunk and accidently leaving his faucet on. The faucet runs and floods the bathroom, which leaks down into my uncles apartment. Since this has happened twice before my uncle got pissed, and started with him . The guy tried to hit my uncles girlfriend for whatever reason. so my uncle punched him. they got in a fight. the cops came. and my uncle i s in jail till tomorrow. Whatev. It's actually kinda humorous.
I watched the movie Chicago today. Really good.
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[05 Aug 2005|12:23am] |
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So it's already August. The last few weeks have gone by so fast it seems. I'm not really excited to go back to school, which is in like a month, but time will fly by.
Today I hung out by my pool. and then Dave came and picked me up. We just hung out and stuff. It was nice. He's nice. In fact, he's wonderful. I pretty much spend most of my time with him. I don't spend as much time with Meggan as i would like which is actually really upsetting. Her phone and computer are messed up so it's pretty hard to get in touch with her...Whatever.
I want to be more tan. I'm getting there..hopefully by the end of the summer.
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[25 Jul 2005|12:46pm] |
Last night was fun.
David is the best person.
<3
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| aww. boo. |
[24 Jul 2005|12:57am] |
I'm so happy I have my boo<333
DAVID<333
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[14 Jul 2005|11:44pm] |
This summer has finally become what I've been hoping for. the past 2 days have been absolutely amazing.
Yesterday Dave picked me up around 3:30 and we made an hour trip to Randolph. Which is probaly the weirdest area in New Jersey. There's a whole block bombarded with mexicanos. Oh. the reason why we went there was because his friend was having a show. So then we went to Randolph Diner..the weirdest diner ever with weird waitors and people and food. But it was nice. Then, we decided that we really didn't want to go to the show..so we went home haha. So..another hour to get home. Thank goodness Dave is so good with directions. We went to his house because he was supposed to teach me how to play drums. But that didnt happen...Besides making out for 4 hours is a lot cooler. I got home late and got in trouble but it was worth it. i feel asleep early i woke up today hung out a bit, took a shower then i went out with my g-ma. bank.foodtown.kmart.fashion bug. i got new flip flops. cooool. Came home ate dinner.Dave came to get me, Went to his house <333and now i just got home. He's such an amazing person and makes me so happy.
I don't know what to do with michael now..i guess ill wait till he comes back to worry about it.
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