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User:_mykindofrain_ (1617445)
[S]He's my kind of rain..
Like love in a drunken sky...
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QUOD ME NUTRUIT
ME DESTRUIT


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"I'm not going to say I'm one thing when I'm not just so I can fit into people's notions of how things are. I think people deny themselves by putting themselves into categories." ~ Alan Cumming


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"Without pain, there would be no suffering, without suffering we would never learn from our mistakes. To make it right, pain and suffering is the key to all windows, without it, there is no way of life." ~ Angelina Jolie


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"I fear being like everybody I hate, I fear failure, I fear losing control. I love balancing chaos and control with everything I do. I always have a fear of going one way or the other, getting lost in something, or losing everything and not having something to get lost in. And I fear being a completely acceptable sheep in society." ~ Marilyn Manson


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"I've got my rape hat on, honey, but I can always accessorize...

...from in the shadow she calls
and in the shadow she
finds a way finds a way
and in the shadow she CRAWLS...

she's been everybody else's girl
maybe one day she'll be her own
everybody else's girl
maybe one day she'll be her own..." ~ Tori Amos


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Stop stepping on my feet
Stop holding my wrist
Stop pushing me down.

You're keeping me grounded when all I want is to fly.

I can feel your breath on my neck
I can feel your nails in my skin
I can feel your heat blend into mine.

You're keeping me grounded when all I want is to fly.

A hand pressed against my mouth
A hand squeezing my waist
A hand lingering on my thigh.

You're keeping me grounded when all I want is to fly.

I am pinned
I am strained
I am forced.

You're keeping me grounded when all I want is to fly.

You tell me I'm pretty
You tell me I'm perfect
You tell me I'm your pet.

You're keeping me grounded when all I want is to fly.

It's getting harder to please you
It's getting harder to know what you want
It's getting harder to not cry.

You're keeping me grounded when all I want is to fly.

My dream was to be someone great
My dream lingered within reach
My dream was smothered by you.

You're keeping me grounded when all I want is to fly.

You say I'm frustrating you
You say I'm not as good as I used to be
You say I'm not worth it anymore.

You're keeping me grounded when all I want is to fly.

I try to leave
I try to runaway
I try to fly.

You're keeping me grounded when all I want is to fly!

You hold me back
You will not tolerate that
You force me down again.

You're keeping me grounded when all I want is to fly.

This time it's different
This time I have to struggle
This time you end it.

You kept me grounded and now I can finally fly.


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