mood: sad

Wow, I've not updated this for ages! And I've got nothing better to do with my time, so I thought I would write a little update.

I went shopping yesterday, I really shouldnt have because I dont have enough money. But shopping is _my_addiction_ </span>. I have to buy new clothes at least once a week, or else I get quite stressed! Just how sad and pathetic does that sound? But its totally true. I have quite low self esteem at times and buying new clothes seems to prevent me from putting myself down. I'm not really sure why, I guess I'm just a weird girl.

I spoke to my ex yesterday, he's an idiot! He was telling my about his 'lovely' new girlfriend. I mean, do I really want to hear about her? How insenstive can one bloke be? Hes hurt me so many times in the past and he still manages to do it now! I know I shouldnt speak to him anymore, but I dont know...I still like to have some contact with him. He was a major part of my life for over a year....

I'll update again soon.

Rose x

mood: good

Went to the pub quiz in town tonite, we don't normally go but we had nothing better to do with our pathetic lives. I can't really remember our team name but it was poor, it was some wank joke that Moley came up with. It was a good night tho, it was nice just to be out of the flat, I spend way too much time in this place! Anyway, off to the shires tommorow, Claire wanted us to go shopping in birmingham but how fucking pointless would that be? I'm amazingly skint and we'd have to pay for the train but if we go to leicester, we can bloody walk it! So, we are just going in town now (shes knows better than to argue with me :P)

Not really got a lot to update, just saw that it was after 12, so wanted to update again. (I'm sad like that!)

Update on the LJ friendsearch: I've asked to be added to a couple of friends lists, however, I still have zero friends! (They could probably tell I'm a freak, so avoided me...quite a few people do that!)

Right, to bedfordshire I go! Got a busy (window) shop tommorow!

P.S I'm officially addicted to choclate-In the words of Jim Carey (doulbe 'e'..don't know, or infact care!) *Somebody STOP me!*

mood: indifferent

So, I've returned to the world of LJ but I've got a new username and intend on finding new LJ friends. I left LJ a couple of months ago because I was spending more time on here than I did on my studies. But I've really missed writing my feelings down. It helps me when life stresses me out! So I've returned to LJ. However, as previously mentioned I want new LJ friends, people who don't judge my opinions and accept me for who I am! Thats your warning, you better run before I befriend you all....

As this is my first journal entry I really should introduce myself, however I like being mysterious and different, so I'm just not going to! (I'm stubborn like that!)

That will do for now....Comments are welcomed!