i finally feel like i know what i'm doing [16 Jul 2008|11:15am] pink_blaqk and that i'm doing it right ladies and gentlemen, who in the HELL enters college as a music and chemistry double major? JOYA ASHLEY COOLEY BECAUSE SHE GOT A 4 ON THE AP CHEMISTRY EXAM AND A 4 ON THE AP MUSIC THEORY EXAM I WILL BRAG ABOUT IT UNTIL THE END OF TIME BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE THE SMARTEST WOMAN ALIVE RIGHT NOW AND IT IS WONDERFUL 1. i never, ever, EVER make 4s on exams just because i'm horrible at exams. i do really well in class, but any exams like AP, SAT, ACT...i'm really bad at stuff like that. i can only make 3s 2. the music theory exam was, literally, the most difficult, horrifying, terrible exam i have ever taken, EVER and i never in a million years thought i would even pass it, much less make a 4. i wanted to CRY at some points because i was just like "this is actually just...impossible." i feel so much better now. what a wonderful day. i got 3s on english and gov't because i didn't really care about those and i actually thought i passed econ but i got a 2...but i have no worries because econ is hard and I'M NOT AN ECON MAJOR SO WHO CARES LOL i'm gonna go dance a little and then eat some red burrito, because mexican food is delicious. 3 comments|post comment

People with AIM [13 Jul 2008|12:08am] wicked_queen Play chess with me. Please? 2 comments|post comment

[09 Jul 2008|10:01pm] _the_notebook [eth3real_an9el] Hmm I guess the moderators are aware of this... But just in case they aren't, the layout is a bit messed up =P The header covers some of the posts and the pretty background that used to be on here has gone. Hope someone gets a chance to fix it, I used to adore this layout =) Oh and just to share... I re-watched the notebook on a road trip with some friends the other week for the first time in years. And yep, it still makes me cry my eyes out! Without fail, no matter how many times I watch it, I love this movie! 1 comment|post comment

[09 Jul 2008|10:01pm] _the_notebook [eth3real_an9el] Gee I haven't posted in ages! Hope you enjoy Bars Include: [x] Buffy [x] Spuffy (spike/buffy) [x] The Notebook [x] Mischa Barton [x] Rachel Bilson [x] Cruel Intentions [x] Sid and Nancy (Sex Pistols) [x] Sarah Dessen novels (Bars this way --->) post comment

theres something comforting about ..... [05 Jul 2008|12:29pm] marriedtothesea finishing a piece you've been working on fora while now. i gotta ask. what the fuck is the world comin to? lights out. ive been starin back at the world. while its been tryin to tell me so many complicated things that i dont understand and ive been looking fora way to go back, back, backwards and its makin me dizzy cause i never seem to understand. gotta say one thing lookin out at the stars this life hasnt turned out how it was supposed to be i got my back grinding up against the wall a few more feet now and im takin the fall so lights out now. my arms empty and tired, holding all this weight in check cause there are pages of this life that you will never get back chapters lost to time, filled with nothin but empty regret so now im rhyming all my words with simple melodies walkin outside into a fogged out sunshine a floods worth of rain cleanses my skin. gotta tell ya kid this isn't how its supposed to be my backs against the wall and im about to fall well lights out now check it. your only born once, and never again dont fool yourself for the comfort of your kin so we might all be damned livin with our sin. oh how we all might be damned livin with our sin lights out now. post comment

and the world comes tumblin down.... [04 Jul 2008|11:01pm] marriedtothesea im on the verge of being totally fucked. summer hasn't treated me well. whats all this bullshit having to HUNT for a job. luckily jaren may be saving my ass. its construction clean up. but its 9.50 an hour and enough to get by on. and ill fuckin do it with a smile on my face. will having a friend as a boss be cool though? i think so. as long as i do my job at least we can all fuckin have some laughs while were working. and on top of that.... i may finnally have a band. jen gets the house on monday. so if i get that job. im gettin the fuck outa my parents house. i love em to death, but i cant keep staying here. its a death trap. in all reality its a safer move to stay here, but what have i ever known about caution? its a word i dont understand. ive never had my own room outside of my parents house though. every place ive stayed ive had the living room. except with jenson.... but as soon as i moved from the couch to my own room.... i left a week later. that place was 'no good' to put it nicely. so.....21 next month. i ALMOST had something to show for it. i was almost completley out of debt. i almost had my guitar about to be able to be paid off. i would of had over a grand saved up and in the bank. but then i lost my job. 'ALMOST' seems to be the story of my life. that list could be long.... i almost went to school with a soccer scholarship i almost joined a dream band on my dream record label i almost did really good in school i almost did blah blah blah blah blah....."almost" makes for one hell of a boring fucking story. theres no crescendo. theres no real excitement. i want my life to turn into sentences of "i have..." and "i did..." somethings gotta change. and its me. even though im doing better and ive made alot of changes... im still a fuckup. i still got that touch of death. and im fucking crazy. i cant sleep without this god damned seroquel. in other news though.... im officially that old jaded guy. i realised it the other night at a show. time again came on and i enjoyed their set as usual but i just couldnt seem to get into it like i used to. maybe its cause ive seen them a million times. and theyre good friends, but i felt odd. the casualties came on (and ive always hated them) but at least i could enjoy their live shows. but i sat in the back and heckled and shit talked the whole set. it seems these days all i can do at shows is get into fights. at least ive been winning and the gloriuousness of being on guest list saves me from getting kicked out of the shows. and i was being sarcastic about the glory. its just cool to save some money. my last hope is when i finnally got to see rancid wednesday night. i was in heaven. the music felt real. and i felt like part of the energy. it felt good. refreshing. post comment

CHECK MY PULSE I THINK I'VE HAD TOO MUUUUUCH, BABYYYYYY [05 Jul 2008|01:33am] pink_blaqk bedspread bandit since '89? WHAT, RYAN ROSS? lmao let's continue to write songs about our ~sexual escapades~ at the age of 17, fbr bands. it is highly amusing. HIGHLY. lmfao why was this not brought up before now, because i am crying i'm laughing so hard. im going to the beach for a week. it's going to be fabulous. no myspace allowed because that is how we roll at the beach. texting is okay. p.s. one katie haisley and i now have a fanclub and...you can't be in it! p.p.s. only one sian mason can ruin sweet, beautiful things because she is so hilarious 5 comments|post comment

Dear fuckwits with fireworks, [04 Jul 2008|10:39pm] wicked_queen You wanna stop scaring the living fuckballs out of my dog? Why don't you celebrate America by doing something useful instead of just making a shitload of noise? Damn kids. 5 comments|post comment

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