Things I want to happen this summer:

• Full time job plus part time job
• Apartment
• The Beach
• Running
• Keeping my mouth shut (ha ha)
• Better head on my shoulders
• To be more responisable
• To learn to spell

Which I hope alot of this happens before my 24th birthday. It seems ever since I turned 20 I get drunk and break down and cry about how I've gone nowhere. This year I want to have a great fucking birthday. Five months to change..Five months to go somewhere with my life. Five months to gain trust lost. Five months alot can happen. And I promise it will.

Lets see..Work was fine. This one dude was bad mouth my tattoos. I wanted to yell at him. After he left Stacey said she wouldn't have cared if I did. Damn it!!! He asked me how much I paid for the tree I said 80 he said I got ripped off..in my head I was like WTF thats like a fucking 150+ dollar tattoo..than he shows me his free tattoo, yeah you could tell that nasty shit was free. I was bitter in the I want to be a snob to those people type of way not the bitchy type of way. But really, is there a diffrence? nopers. And these people were being childish. I'm sorry but if any of my friends acted like those people did tonight, they would not be my friend. I could careless how immature and stupid my friends act when we aren't in public. Because I like to be immature and play around and shit. But who goes into a store and makes a scene and embarrsses everyone around them? Exactly.

there was something else I wanted to say. But I don't remember...