lisa

I saw seven am this moring. NO GOOD!

Lynette's turning into a matrix dork. The other night we were talking about deja vus and she was like maybe there's a clitch in the matrix than last night we were on 95 and she looks over and goes "doesn't that look like zion" I told her the only person I could ever imange saying anything like that would be jeff..haha. But, I really think it would be harry potter refrences..haha :D

Than we had issues with the ramp for 141 North. Or maybe we're just stupid. Who knows. But in the end it was really funny and I couldn't stop laughing.


I want to watch the cosby show. But I know its not on at 8:17 am.

We had to go to grandted run mall last night to get a folding table. Their gadzooks is soo sad =( but they were closing before we filed bankrupy. But it's just sooo sad looking. =( haha


um um um um um um...I think I'm going back to bed. F this being up early crap.

please tell me how I am gaining weight?! When I've cut down on what I eat, the amount I eat and how many times I eat AND i am even more active!

Dear Body:

Don't piss me off.

<3 Lisa

went to the gym today..I felt more accomplished today. It was the fun-ness.

so I did the math..and I only have to lose 8 pounds a month for the next four months to get down to 135. Wow.talk about a gravey train. haha that sound really lame. so, the fatty boom batty picture I was talking about earlier..I was such a butter ball. man. I didn't realize how round I was..hahahahaha


Who was your first love (if you've had one)?: bleh ryan.

Do you miss them (if your not still together)?: Oh I so do, I mean who wouldn't miss the fights, the physical fights, breaking up everyday and than him telling you he loves you in between the breaking up. Let me tell you I MISS IT!
First kiss: 6th grade.


--Past--

If you could take back one thing you did, what would it be and why?: lots!

Do you have any regrets?: I have 14 regrets.

Last thing you said?: " i don't know"
Last song you heard: Hey Mama : BEP

Last person you talked to: Lynette

If you could get back together with an ex, who would it be and why?: I would never date any of my exes ever again.


--Present--

What are you doing right now?: Talking to ARIEL!

What cd is in your cd player?: My car: BEP

Are you cold?: not really.

How are you sitting?: indian style.

Is there music on?: nopers.

If so, what song is it?:

What time is it?: 10:41pm

Where are your parents?: my moms in bed
--Future--

How old will you be when you graduate high school?: i refuse to answer this. but yes, I did gradute.

Are you going to get married?: right now, I say no. Because i'm cynical. But we'll see if I find the "one"

Although you cant tell who you'll marry, is there anyone you'd wish it would be?: nope. I haven't ment anyone I can really trust in that way..besides friends.

Are you going to have children?: no

If yes, how many?: ZERO

What will you name them?:brooklyn

Do you want to go to college?: not really.
Which college: nope.

What kind of car will you want to drive: I have a saturn.

What kind of job will you have: I work at the mall.

Whats your expectations for when your 25?: its a year and a half away..I don't want to think about it.

--Have you ever--


Prank called the police: haha. no.

Been followed, etc by the police: no.

Been high: yes

Been drunk: yes

Stolen anything: yes

Met someone off the net: Yes

Been in a fist fight: nah.

Punched your sibling/parent: yes

Wished you'd die: yes

Tried to commit suicide: Yes

Broken a bone: nopers

Driven illegally: Yes

Thrown things at your parents: yes

Runaway:yes

Filled out a survey this long: longer

--Others--

Do you write in cursive or print?: both.

Are you a lefty, righty, or ambidextrious: Righty

Do you believe in God?: no.

Whats your religion?: none

What do you think of rainbows?: nothng

Do you have any piercings/tattoos?: yes

If so, where?: ears tounge arm back

If not, do you want any, where?:

What do you think of Eminem?: the new d12 song makes me laugh

Is Tupac Shakur really dead?:yeah

If you could live anywhere else, where would you live?: my own house

Do you drive?: yes

Do you have braces or glasses?: nope never!

Like milk and cookies?: no.

Ever worn black nail polish?: Yes

If your a guy, have you ever painted your nails?: n/a

Girls, what color nail polish do you have on?: [None

If you could have a 6th sense, what would it be?: read minds...

If you could be invisible for a day what would you do?: I don't know...

Do you do things even when your parents say no?: um yeah.

Ever taken anything from a hotel?: yes

Did you talk to your crush/bf/gf today?: considering I have none..we'll say no.

I really dislike waking up before noon.

I think I need a new bed. Mines not amazingly comfortable anylonger...I need a huge bed.

that new d12 song is great.

and p.s.

CHARLESTON, W.Va. - Gov. Bob Wise sent a letter to Abercrombie & Fitch on Monday demanding that the clothing retailer stop selling a T-shirt that spoofs the state with the slogan, "It's All Relative in West Virginia."


omg omg omg..i found a picture from when I was my fattest. HOLY FUCKING SHIT!!! thats all I have to say about that one.

I totally joined the gym today. And I feel so much better about it. We went and worked out. My own personal hell: The stepper thingy. THAT THING FUCKING KILLED ME!! everything else was simple. More weights. But, when I get my work schedule I'm going go back and see a personal trainer and be like.."see these "love" handles? yeah lets get rid of them. Oh and see these thighs and stomach. Lets do something about them too."

I'm giving myself four months to lose 35 pounds. That's cake.

I feel like I ate alot today...

lunch/breakfast: eggs and bread
dinner: salad and some veggie chicken thing..

grand total today: 900 its a guess..but I bet its pretty accurate.

[x] they call me: Lisa
[x] sex: Female
[x] crushin: nopers.
[x] occupation: Retail slave.
[x] best friends/good friends: lynette cassie and mr. bad ass himself.




_______Rewind_______
[x] most memorable memory: sunrises
[x] worst?: when you think you lose something
[x] first words uttered: ...
[x] first best friend ever!?: Lynette.




_______Love?_______
[x] love is: played out
[x] first love: Ryan
[x] love or lust?: lose.
[x] best love song: ...don't worry i'll catch you...
[x] when love hurts, you: livejournal.com or cassie or jeff or lynette.[x] true or false: true
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: no way. LUST at first sight




_______Opposite Sex_______
[x] turn ons: smile
[x] do your parent's opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: no.
[x] what kinda hair style?: doesn't matter.
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: when I'm sad..don't try and make me laugh just lay there and hug me.
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: Doms. hah
[x] are you the type of person to HOLLER and ask for numbers?: holla atcha girl..heck no.



_______Lately_______
[x] how are you today? I'm good. sleepy.
[x] what pants are you wearing right now? my capri pj bottoms i got from old navy
[x] What shirt are you wearing right now? an old navy shirt..I just realized I match. I'm quick.
[x] what does your hair look like at the moment? gross!
[x] what song are u listening to right now? not a thing
[x] how is the weather right now? its windy out, it looks cold.
[x] last person you talked to on the phone? mommmy!
[x] who are you talking to right now? not a soul.
[x] what time is it? 12:37pm



_______More About YOU!_______
[x] what are the last four digits of your phone number? 3352
[x] if u were a crayon, what color would you be? pink nigga
[x] have you ever almost died? not that I can think of.
[x] do u like the person that sent u this? I STOLE IT FROM JAS. SHE'S A BITCH. sykeee
[x] what's the next CD you are going to buy? CHINGY! hahaha
[x] what's the best advice ever given to you? lots.
[x] have u ever won any special award? the cracker award.
[x] what's the stupidest thing u have ever done? OH! WE DON'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME FOR THIS ONE.
[x] how many kids do you want to have? ZERO!
[x] shampoo? Panteen!
[x] what are you most scared of? the dark and being alone.
[x] how many TV's do you have in your house? three
[x] do you have your own TV? YESSSSS
[x] have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone? never!
[x] who do you dream about? friends and drugs.
[x] who do you tell your dreams to? if its a funny dream I'll tell the person..other than that noone.
[x] who's the loudest friend you have? smokey!
[x] who's the quietest friend? liz...? when people aren't making her yell??
[x] Is cheerleading a sport? BRING IT ON!

tomorrow = joining the gym after work.

i'm reallly really going to try hard not to spend money. Well, Money from my paycheck anyway. save save save.

and I told stacey to give me all the hours she can and she said ok. which is word. And if I wake up in enough time tomorrow before work I'm calling Fleet and MBNA and some place else I forget haha to see if they got my resume.

I need to invest in a new bathing suit, I know mines going to be too big for me.

hmmmm..I'm parched.

Things I want to happen this summer:

 

• Full time job plus part time job
• Apartment
• The Beach
• Running
• Keeping my mouth shut (ha ha)
• Better head on my shoulders
• To be more responisable
• To learn to spell

 

Which I hope alot of this happens before my 24th birthday. It seems ever since I turned 20 I get drunk and break down and cry about how I've gone nowhere. This year I want to have a great fucking birthday. Five months to change..Five months to go somewhere with my life. Five months to gain trust lost. Five months alot can happen. And I promise it will.

Lets see..Work was fine. This one dude was bad mouth my tattoos. I wanted to yell at him. After he left Stacey said she wouldn't have cared if I did. Damn it!!! He asked me how much I paid for the tree I said 80 he said I got ripped off..in my head I was like WTF thats like a fucking 150+ dollar tattoo..than he shows me his free tattoo, yeah you could tell that nasty shit was free. I was bitter in the I want to be a snob to those people type of way not the bitchy type of way. But really, is there a diffrence? nopers. And these people were being childish. I'm sorry but if any of my friends acted like those people did tonight, they would not be my friend. I could careless how immature and stupid my friends act when we aren't in public. Because I like to be immature and play around and shit. But who goes into a store and makes a scene and embarrsses everyone around them? Exactly.

there was something else I wanted to say. But I don't remember...

 

I like how I am not signed online on my phone but its saying I am. GREAT!

x youre mine x (7:40:01 PM): I called people for three hrs.
x youre mine x (7:40:08 PM): this one girls mom was a bitch
traffic circles (7:40:10 PM): fun!
x youre mine x (7:40:14 PM): but than I looked at bday and she was like 11
x youre mine x (7:40:16 PM): haha
traffic circles (7:40:22 PM): haha
x youre mine x (7:40:35 PM): so anyone with an 89-and higher bday was a no go.
x youre mine x (7:40:36 PM): haha
traffic circles (7:41:17 PM): gotta love them youngins.
x youre mine x (7:41:24 PM): I do.
x youre mine x (7:41:29 PM): espically when they buy thongs =/
traffic circles (7:41:34 PM): yum
traffic circles (7:41:36 PM): hah
x youre mine x (7:41:38 PM): i feel like a child molester when I let them buy them

 

I sat in the backroom for three hours making phone calls and froze my ass off, I think I am frozen forever now.

And i'm getting paid to watch my gdad tonight word! Than next friday my moms paying me 15 bucks an hr to watch him..haha. I'm excited. Oh yes.

 

who deleted their comment? I want it back =(

alright. I think I'm crazy. Who starts off a post cry cry cry sad sad sad than by the end is laughing and making fun of themselves? OH WAIT THATS ME! hahaha. man, maybe I do need those anti depressents hahaha


Oh Man!!!!! I'm in a good mood again.
oh yeah Kate, if you want a phone call txt me your cell number
388 0141

Females on my friends list who i know off the internet:

Who wants to have a sappy girl saturday night and watch stupid "chick flicks" and drink white trash wine. (boones farm)

or well, just watch movies with me. =(

who wants to go running with me when it stops feeling gross outside?

i'm in a bad mood..bleh.

and my mom is the grossest person on earth.

um..the end of my last entry said "the book is done" what the hell was I talking about? What book? Prozac Nation isn't done. what was I thinking?

jas, I stole stuff from you..

Firsts:
First job: Hot Dogs Etc.
First screen name: RockStar15
First funeral: my great grandfathers
First pet: spitball.
First piercing/tattoo: ears/i covered it up
First credit card: none
First enemy: this bully in middle school..who I swear I never said anything about, this fat nasty white trash bitch liked to lie.
First favorite musician: I don't remember

Lasts
Last car ride: today.
Last kiss: mmm..months ago? lets work on that guys.
Last library book checked out: Prozac Nation.
Last movie watched: White Oleander
Last beverage drank: cherry coke.
Last food consumed: yuck.
Last phone call: jeffrey.
Last time showered: this morning.
Last CD played: GUK four min mile.
Last website visited: centerfuse.net

Now
Single or Taken: single.
Sex: female.
Birthday: July 18th
Sign: cancer
Siblings: yea
Hair color: burgandy
Eye color: brown
Shoe size: 7 1/2
Height: five three

Right now what are you...
Wearing: hoodie and some pants
Drinking: nothing.
Thinking about: friends,actions,words.
Listening to: the trains.

i'm really tired.
i got a hair cut today. word!

i don't work till wednesday. but it really doesn't matter.
i made the wrong decision early sunday moring..but if I take it back..i'll just be a complete bitch for awhile..but I am just a complete bitch for doing it in the first place.

whatever. I can't change anything. oh well.
maybe I should of cleaned out my car today.

maybe alot of things.

liz, let me borrow her GUK cd. I was/am excited. I love that cd. Now i'm on a mad hunt to find the rest of my guk cds, I know I have alot somewhere.

i love my new shoes lots lots lots and my new pants..
i need to wash lynettes hoodie and doms shirt. I should give that stuff back to them. As much as I like the shirt i borrowed from him I think its time to give it up.

haha I'm talking to steve and his smilies are suns. Man, I swear he's gay. hahaha.

please please please one job call me back and give me the job.

my moms making food, I don't want to eat. But I know I'll cave and eat. stupid stupid stupid.

i wish ODD was on the mood list. because thats how I feel odd.
well, alot of things. bsl;kjegkjlgfjkldgh

1. What is the first person you ever slept with's middle name?

*i don't remember


2. What kind of underwear are you wearing and what color?

*Yellow Candies


3. What is the song you want played at your funeral?

*none


4. What is the phone number of your sluttiest friend so some of the single people can get some action?

*my friends aren't sluts.


5. What would your last meal be before getting executed?

*nothing? I'll be dead I won't miss anything


6. Beatles or Stones?

*the stones


7. If you had to pick one person on earth who should die, who would it be?

*Tori.

8. The last person who's problems you would want to hear?

*jessica simpson


9. What is the thing most important to you about the opposite sex?

*persoanlity


10. Do you secretly hate some of your friends but are too nice to reject them?

*no.


11.If you could have any super power what would it be?

*to fly.


12.Favorite hangover cure?

*sleep


13. How many drinks does it take to get you drunk?

*a couple shots.


14. Favorite Outkast lyric?

*you show me how its supposed to be done, I'll make sure you have young fun.


15. Hair color you most like someone you're dating to have?

* who cares?


16. If you had to be blind or deaf?

*deaf..it would keep me out of trouble.


17. Do you have any psychiatric problems? Are you taking any prescription medication?

*no.


18. Siblings that should go to rehab?

*none.


19. Least favorite month?

*Dec.


20. Favorite hateful thing to do to someone?

*talk shit..thats all I have. and I'm not even good at that.


21. First movie you can remember seeing as a kid?

*batman


22. Favorite person in the whole world?

*


23. When's the last time you went on a date?

*7th grade. I'm pathetic I know


24. Do you like violent movies or dirty movies?

*i dont know


25. Fall or spring?

*spring.

26. Person you most wish you hadn't made out with?

*


28. If you are straight, what person of the same sex would you do it with (if you are gay, pick someone of the opposite sex.)?

*courtney love, pending the STD check


29. Where do you want to live when you are old and brittle?

*i don't know.


30. Who is the person you can count on most?

* jeff.....


31. If you could date any celebrity past or present, time and age are not factors?

* Ed Norton Brad Pitt Johnny dep.

32. What books have you pretended you've read?

*none. whats the point of pretending, just fucking do it.


33. What's a word you would use to describe your life?

*when its good its good, but when its bad..its real bad.


34. Favorite drinking game?

*none. I don't need games to drink.


35. What did you dream last night?

*I don't remember, but i've been having odd dreams about my friends lately.


36. Favorite vices?

* spending money


37. What is the last thing you'd ever tell someone?

*obviously nothing.

i really want to listen to four min. mile right now.

but over the years of moving and fucking people over, I lost it.

make me a copy..please.

the first thing I saw when I woke up this moring was a rainbow on my ceiling..

is that a good sign?


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