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So here I am, awake two hours before the alarm is supposed to go off and as jittery as a cat in a room full of rocking chairs. The guy I love is here next to me, sleeping like a baby, though he had trouble getting to sleep, he's dead to the world now, which is good, my typing never bothers him.
Ally will be shocked to see her dad up before her, mornings are her thing, both the girls really. I guess most kids that age love getting up to watch cartoons and raid the fridge, thankfully Ally knows better then to let Elizabeth have at the food alone, but I usually have a mess to clean up, usually Elizabeth is wearing most of the mess. She's the proud three year old, feeding herself now, so never touch her fork/spoon/cup, she'll freak!
Last night we had a bit of a scare, Elizabeth got a hold of the flowers in the living room and ate one of them, normally I'd stay calm and call poison control, but calm just wouldn't come. Thank god Orchids are NOT poisonous! In Hawaii orchid blooms are used as a garnish for food and drinks. Many Asian recipes also have orchid blooms as an ingredient. I knew this! Why did I have to panic... And my panic snow balled everyone else emotions, all four of us guys, Hannah and Ally, all huddled around Elizabeth while the fear and panic of the moment subsided. Just to make certain, I had her drink a glass of milk, if the flower had any pesticides on it, the milk would coat her stomach and help prevent full absorption .
Yeah I know I get kidded a lot for being as Dom likes to call me, "the safety hobbit," but last night I felt anything but. I should have moved those flowers to some place higher, where she couldn't reach on her own. She's still at that age where everything makes it to her mouth, I try hard to keep this place kid proof, maybe I'm being too selfish, bringing her to Hawaii, when I can't watch her 24/7...
Speaking of, I can hear Ally helping Elizabeth up the stairs as I type, yep, coming to wake the dads. I better sign off and get breakfast going for this hoard, let Lij sleep another hour, then we leave in two hou
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[17 Apr 2004|12:02pm] |
Any one elses AIM not working, or is it just mine?
Im at my mom's work for the day. I may or may not be home in time to go play manhunt with laura and mer etc.
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[12 Apr 2004|11:54am] |
Today i went to gangster land.
The bronx, my beloved bronx.
YES'M, bronxdale avenue, morris park, pelehm parkway everybody.
the most famous of them all.
and i talked to brad alot.
and that made me feel good.
i hope i helped him.
but i know i couldn't help him as much as i wanted to.
you can never help anyone as much as you want to.
and i don't know what to do with my stars. they are pointless.
maybe i will sell them. or maybe they have already blown up.
or maybe they don't even exist and my certificate means nothing.
either way washington is in 6 days.
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[11 Apr 2004|11:55am] |
Gabby and Kevin and i went to the mall yesterday, and Amanda and i hung out today.
i've had lots of fun.
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[04 Apr 2004|04:45pm] |
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Yeah, I haven't updated in a long time, sorry about that. My mom finally said yes to me going to North Carolina with Erin and her family. It's gonna be soo much fun =D We're going for the last two weeks of July for her birthday, and we're staying in a house right by the ocean and the bay. Yesterday a lot of people went away on vacation... and i'm sitting here all bored. Last night my dad took me out to dinner with my aunt and cousin to a Japanese restaurant called Gasho. It was one of those places where the cook makes the food right in front of you. It was a lot more fun than I thought it would be...and the cook had A LOT of personality. Imagine having your own William Hung cooking for you? And he sang parts of other songs... The funniest part of that was hearing one of your favorite songs being sung with a Japanese accent. We came home really late, around midnight, and after that I nearly passed out on my bed but Jaime called me from Florida =D That was so exciting, but we only talked for about five minutes. Better than nothing, i'm happy he even took the time out to call. Nothing much has really happened, so i'll write something else some other time.
-Melissa
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shake it like a poloroid picture....hmmmmmmmmhmmmmm....yea....im content now
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[28 Mar 2004|04:41pm] |
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i feel like just cawling up and dieing...idk if he was serious or not but like it hurt and like im really upset right now and i kinda hate my life at the moment....the day was pretty good till now...this is what happens when i take a chance...when i believed in something that wasnt really there...i guess it just wasnt meant to be it wasnt meant for me...im never gonna get out of this crush and it is just tearing me up inside...I tryed and i failed im just getting ready to give up on this...give up on life just not care anymore cause that seems to be the only thing that works..i kinda just wanted to be with u..u know ....
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[28 Mar 2004|11:31am] |
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oooh lala! I just woke up and had the yummiest breakfast ever..heehehe french toast, pancakes, chocolate milk and more chocolate..am I a pig? no shit. hah.
I don't know what's on the agenda today, maybe stay home and clean most likely or go shopping for a little bit who knows..
But for now I'm off to get more too eat bahah..I'm a pig regardless of what people say.
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[27 Mar 2004|04:48pm] |
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What a pleasant day today..hehe..;)Did nothing but chilled with Mell here..we just did shit..(no not that) umm later went out and hung out with Luke, Chris and Jen at Giant Tiger..haha;) I think I should take a shower now..
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[26 Mar 2004|09:02pm] |
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Twenty-twenty-twenty four hours to go
I wanna be sedated
Nothing to do
Nowhere to go
I wanna be sedated
Just get me to the airport
And put me on a plane
Hurry hurry hurry before I go insane
I can’t control my fingers
I can’t control my brain
Oh no oh no
Just put me in a wheelchair
And get me to the show
Hurry hurry hurry before I go loco
I can’t control my fingers
I can’t control my toes
Oh no oh no
Gotta love it.
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[21 Mar 2004|10:39am] |
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Yes a toaster baby!!!!!!!
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[19 Mar 2004|01:17pm] |
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tired..and feel like shit..
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[18 Mar 2004|04:43pm] |
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what an ugly week this has been so far..
sat at home..watched TV..ate nothing..went outside and hung out with Leslie which was the only highlite of the week..slept from 1 till 5..and then watched 28 days later..which freaked me and made me even more crappier..Rented another movie..Enough..it was crappy as well..what do you expect, its JLO..haha..ok.thats it for now..I cant believe its Thursday which fucking suckz..
Aurevoir loverrrs..
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[14 Mar 2004|05:52pm] |
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Went to the movies...saw Passion of the christ..its fucking nasty..I felt sick afterward and a whole bunch of people were crying around me and which was a bit tense..but whatever it was weird.
Tonight I feel like going out somewhere..do something fun..with my girl Tess..I miss her to bits..aaah
Later gat0rs!- x0x Melissa
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[13 Mar 2004|04:13pm] |
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Its march break and I am soo fucking happy! I'm thinking about getting my nose or eyebrow pierced..but maybe not since I have no cash...but farewell for now..I am taking a nap..
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[10 Mar 2004|03:09pm] |
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Today was really crappy.....
Got to school..had this huge fight with a person who I cannot name..but it really left me shitty for the rest of the day...
At lunch..ate nothing since I was in a shitty mood..I just stayed with Jen in the Upper A court..
Last period..had a test I actually did well for sure..at least an 80..I am really glad..
Anyways I'm out..love, Melissa
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[07 Mar 2004|12:43pm] |
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I wanna go out shopping to get new clothes since summer is coming but too bad I am completely broke as heck..bummer..I am very sleepy so I think I shall go back to sleep heehee..
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[05 Mar 2004|08:12pm] |
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Late to school today, and Mme Lynch gave me a detention fuck her I hate her. But since the detention room was locked I couldnt go muahaha. Thats awesome.
But anyways, I came back to school at around 12..during my Science class..wo0t anyways, dont got no homework this weekend which makes me happy, and March Break is coming soon I'm so excited. I can't wait.
I really need to hit the mall tomorrow..don't know with who thought, maybe Mell..
Anyways thats it for nowww...Love, Melissa
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[04 Mar 2004|10:24pm] |
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today was boring, I can't believe its Friday already tomorrow..its a good thing though..Boy am I so pooped out now..
I'm goin' to cut this short now cause I'm heading to bed..nighty'all..
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