scream to a sigh

Quiz

2007-01-08T04:18:30Z

my lj lives!!!

2006-04-24T00:11:39Z

okay...it would seem I have been neglecting my poor little lj.
so I shall update today!

lets see...lots has been going on.

I am currently working on a move into a new apartment. into a townhouse...still in the eastside of town...but a better place. so yay for that!!

I am happily taken now. I have a sweet boyfriend...Matt! hehe! ^___^ *hugs*
and am very happy!!! he lives pretty far away right now...but I get to see him again in october so horray!! ^__^

right now...its really freaking hot. damn el paso heat!!! the sun was blazing for most of the day but now has been hidden by a few clouds...but still too damn hot! >_< *glups down bottle of water*

also today I'll be heading off to the bookstore. to read a few things and get an ince cold tea...going with mom and then maybe out for a light dinner.

the days have been rolling by in abit of a daze of constant cleaning, packing, random t.v watching, and mild boredome as I have no job at the moment. grrrrrrrrrr! I'll figure somthing out once I get this damn move out of the way.

might got out for coffee tomorrow night with my buddy April. so that should be fun!! and also, a few weeks ago, had a huge b-day party with my dear friend April to celebrate her 21st and my 20th! was loads of fun! had a big bon fire, lots of friends and it was a great time. and I was extra happy because I got to have Matt there with me for the celebration, and had him there with me for a whole week. and each day was just plain wonderful. *big dorky smile on my face* hehehe!! ^__^

okay well, thats all I have to report on for the moment.
take care all!! I have now revived my journal. I'll try to update it more often.
*hugs*

-Gabby-

_mint_tea @ 2006-02-20T22:46:00

2006-02-21T06:44:08Z

If there is someone on your friends list who makes your world a better place just because that person exists and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the internet, then post this same sentence in your journal.

^__^

MOVING DAMNIT!!!!!!!!!!

2006-02-01T03:22:22Z

Hellooo and Hi!!!

currently moving into my moms place for a few months...and it sucks!!!! >:(
packing all my shit and toting heavy boxes....grrrr...*shakes fists in anger*

I just need to stay for a few months...save up my $$$ and get my own place.
prolly around the westside...some place affortable and small enough for me.
prolly a studio apartment...but damnit, living with mom for a few months...might be hell.

better get ready for this. *bottle of vodka, pain meds, and lots of loud music*
okay! I'll be ready by the end of this week... I'll call and give my new number to you all. so everyone can contact me and keep me company, drag me out of the house and keep me preoccupied in the coming months.

Love you all,
-Gabby-

movies

2006-01-20T23:04:57Z

Helloooo,
I'll be Running off to go see Underworld Evolution tonight!
yay! vampy movies are always fun! ^__^
I can't wait! I hope this one is good...sequels tend to disappoint.
but I have some hope for this one. *yes...its the nerd in me* hehe!!'

thats all for now!
-Gabby-

taken from matt

2006-01-16T02:37:44Z

A - Accent:hmm...I dunno...I don't really have that "Texan accent"...so I guess I don't have one.lol
B - Breakfast Item: hmm...normally oatmeal or somthing...somtimes eggs over-easy. and TURKEY BACON! (no piggy for me)
C - Chore you hate: kitchen/washing dishes....I hate it! yucky!
D - Dad's Name: Kenneth
E - Essential everyday item: My glasses and my car keys.
F - Flavour ice cream:Vanilla! ^_^
G - Gold or Silver?: Silver
H - Hometown:El Paso, Tx
I - Insomnia:when I think/worry too much
J - Job Title: shop attendent/shop clerk/shop girl O_o
K - Kids: i've never been sure about having kids.. but ya never know...it might be nice to have a kid, I'd love to have a Daughter.
L - Living arrangements: apartment with my sis right now...
M - Mom's birthplace: El Paso, Tx
N - Number of significant others you’ve ever had:Hmm...tricky...significant others...I guess 3 thus far...and waiting to see what happens next... ^__^
O - Overnight hospital stays: 1 or 2
P - Phobia: I HATE SPIDERS!!!!!!!! >_< EWWWWWWWW!!!!
Q - Queer?: A few girls have had crushes on me...but nah, I like guys more.
R - Religious Affiliation: not sure at the moment...
S - Siblings: one sister...Alex (older)and one brother Rafael (older)
T - Time you wake up: hmm...I dunno...i sleep too much
U - Unnatural hair colours you've worn: jet black, fire truck red, blue.
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat: egg plant
W - Worst habit: smoking...
X - X-rays you’ve had: too many to count
Y - Yummy: skittles
Z - Zodiac sign: Aries

I went shopping today and got a cute little chinese teapot and two tea cups! the set was on sale and I had to get it! ^__^
work was boring today...blahhhh....>_< lots of dumb questions. and tons of kids running around.
then I went to moms house for dinner...it was a nice night I guess. and soon, I shall be off. I need to get home...I'm sleepy. :P

anime damnit!

2006-01-04T23:00:08Z

just here at home...downloading episodes of "Blood+",
a new Anime series based off the short animated flim "blood:the last Vampire".
dear god this series kicks ass!! I love it!!! ^__^
*sips green tea* ah, hell yeah! onward to more downloading! hehe!!

-Gabby-

yup

2005-12-20T01:03:30Z

loads gift-wrap, candy canes and tons jrock videos.

its been a good weekend.

^__^

doo doo doo doo doo

2005-12-16T03:12:38Z

Mark with an X the things that are true, be TOTALLY honest

Appearance

[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] have/I've had braces.
[x] wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[x] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life

[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[x] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[/] I want to have kids someday. (maybe)
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

College/Work

[/] I'm in college. (I was...but not right now)
[x] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/college.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of skool
[x] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[/] I've been fired. (I was technically laid-off)

Embarrassment

[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[/] I've glued my hand to something (I've put glue on my hand...but not glue to somthing)
[ ] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x] I've had my pants rip/drop/pulled downin public

Health

[/] I was born with a disease/impairment. *see "serious surgery" question below*
[x] I've gotten stitches.
[x] I've broken a bone.
[x] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery.(when I was born...I had problems with my lungs and a few other things
but the surgery helped.)
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling

[/] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. (going to to dallas...but I wasn't driving...my sis was.)
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[x] I've been to Mexico. (for day to the 3 kings visiting my great aunt, and shopping in Juarez)
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences

[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[/] I've crashed a car. (kinda...had a minor fender-bender with a parked car when I first started driving)
[ ] I've been Skiing
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[/] I've played chicken. (umm...kinda...with bikes)
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten Sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships

[/] I'm single
[/] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[x] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back..
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality

[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[/] I have kissed a stranger. *ewwww...the guy kissed me....yuck*

Honesty/Crime

[ ] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[ ] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've cheated on a mini test.
[x] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[/] I've been arrested. *nearly...for somthing stupid*
[x] I've shoplifted. *yup...I was bored...and stupid.*

Drugs/Alcohol

[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[/] I regularly drink.
[x] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[x] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[/] I have been diagnosed with depression. *the dr. was an idiot*
[/] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide

[/] I'm afraid of dying. *kinda...yeah....I like living so...yeah*
[ ] I hate funerals.
[/] I've seen someone dying. *my grandmother lily*
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide. *a few friends have tried*
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.

Interesting there are no self questions here....

Materialism

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own iPod or MP3 player.
[/] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.*hmm...I dunno..maybe...I cosplay alot* lol!!!
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic. (yes, sooo what?! I have plent of t-shirts from hottopic)
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[/] I collect comic books. (some..yeah, mostly my friends comic books, and JTHM!!)
[ ] I own something from Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random

[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[/] I open up to others easily. *kinda depends*
[/] I watch the news.
[/] I don't kill bugs. *I hate spiders so...yes I do kinda kill 'some' bugs*
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[/] I curse regularly. *it depends*
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[/] I'm a snob about grammar. (It depends on context)
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[ ] I love being neat
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[x] I would wear pajamas to school. *I would and I have*
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes. (and i quote comedians regularly)
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class. *in my geometry class*
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[x] My answers are totally honest

PIGGGGGYYYY!!!! ^__^

2005-11-27T00:28:35Z

today and yesterday...

2005-11-08T18:18:33Z

my throat has been bothering me for a few days... :(
think I'll go have it checked out at the doctors today.
It really hurts... :'(
*runs off to make tea, that might help it alittle*

damnit, I hate getting sick. grrrrr...
I'll just have to drink alot of Orangejuice and take somthing...*trouble with pills...I hate them*
oh well... *sigh*

Yesterday was cool...passed out flyers for up coming shows at Lucky Devils, and then continued to plan stuff with April for next year to celebrate our birthdays...and then we hungout at her apartment and watched Dune! :D and ate some spicy food...*duh, not good for my already sore throat....* :P

Well, I better go out and cash my check, get halloween photos developed and work on getting a letter sent to ♥Matt!♥ :D *hugs*

-Gabby-

helllooo....lol

2005-10-19T23:18:00Z

Ah, my Livejournal...
IT LIVESSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!

mwhahahahha!!! *squeak*

anyway,
yesterday was Matt's Birthday! Horray! :) *throws confetti*
*hugs* Happy birthday once again! hehee! :)
chatted on the phone for awhile...laughed alot, smiled alot! yay!
Ahh...so yes, that was nice. :D

lets see...I didn't do much else yesterday.
I cleaned my apartment, threw out some things, cooked dinner.
watched a marathon of "the worst jobs in history" ah, love that show! :)
and my boss called to...grrrr...work stuff...blah blah blah.
I need another job damnit!! lol

Today, went to the library, used the computers there, went to Walgreens and dropped off an application...A JOB IS A JOB DAMNIT!!! And went to Village Inn too!

then ran off to mom's house, picked up my mom's friend Antony and drove him to
his class and then drove back to mom's, ate somthing...*hadn't eatten all day*
got gas money, put gas in my car, and now I'm back...mom is at work...and I am at her house...using the computer and I'm filling up the swimming pool too.
its finally clean!!! :)

then I'll be home...watching movies and cooking dinner.
I hope everyone else is having a good day.

hmmm...anyways, I better go check on the pool and get ready to go.
I need to get home. talk to you all later.
byebye for now!!

-Gabby-
A note:
ALSO...HALLOWEEN, 31ST, @ LUCKY DEVIL'S. GOTO THE DEVIL'S NIGHT/GOTHIC BALL!!!!!

hello hello...LUCKY DEVILS ROCKED LAST NIGHT!!!!

2005-10-04T08:38:45Z

hi you guys

damn I hardly update this thing anymore

well here you have a NEW POST!!!!

i just got home from Lucky Devils.
it was great!!!
I went and saw Retard-o-bot, Combi-Christ, and The Genitorures...
oh my god...I had a total blast!! so much fun was had. yes indeed.

I called Leah and went and picked her up.
I love having my car...its neat. lol
we drove over to the bar...chilled for abit. chatted with Chief and Ron for abit. Saw my old buddy DJ, He was a bouncer for the night. twas cool.
I saw alot of people I knew...it was like saying "Hello" left and right. lol saw Skits and his bro too! hell yeah!!!
Hugs all around. my buddy Geo was there...all pretty-up as ususal. yay for vinyl shirts. lol

Saw Palequin there with James...hahaha...had to give Palequin two hugs...cause we were both wearing Siouxsie and the Banshees shirts!!

Retard-o-bot played first..its was just awesome. so much energy!! :) they rocked!! the singer, Peter, was so hyper and running around everywhere and jumping on the merch-table...hahaha!! He also grabbed a bottle or two of water and threw water all over the crowd. I got spashed right in the face. lol

The Combi-christ played...awesome once again...the music was kickass. the singer was very cool...the songs were badass...leah was really getting into it. weeeeeeeeee!!!

took a break...when to the patio for a smoke. laughed with Leah. talked about school and work and things. lol
ran into my old middle school buddy Placedo! havent seen in years!!

The Genitorures took the stage! Oh god...it was nuts! the show was great! Gen rocked!! her vocals were badass! the stage show was too cool!! The dancer...Lillith came dressed up in an awsome black vinyl top and short shorts...and danced all over the stage. and Gen was going all out in this really cool black corset and skirt deal. The new drummer was so cool...joey, he played so hard. he broke both drumsticks after the second or third song. he threw them out into the crowd and I caught one. later i got it signed. Gen got a bottle of Jack and poured it onto the crowd. I got it on my face. lol. oh, and gen wanted the girls to come up on stage and dance...so me and leah and god...ten other girls jumped on stage, danced and sang! so much fun!

Afterward, got to chill and talk with the bands, took pictures...Leah brought a camera. Laughed, danced, had a blast!

can't wait to do it again. :)

I got paid...but my bank said I was over-drawn by $55!!! I was all HOW CAN THAT BE?!!! so its going to automatically take that out of my money that I deposited. bah...it sucks. I have to go get my title changed on my car....gonna cost a pretty-penny damnit!! >:(
and I need to send a paymeant to my credit card...grrrr...and bah, I dunno...I just need another job. >:( I'm calling Labor Ready tomorrow and ask about any new openning. wish me luck.

but all that aside...I had a total blast!!!! it was so much fun!! weeeeee!!
and now...I an off to bed. i am sore, tired and I need sleep...looking for jobs tomorrow.
take care all.
much love,
-Gabby

sickly... :(

2005-09-14T05:14:31Z

this sucks
i am freakin sick right now
my head hurts, my throat is sore, my nose is on fire right now.

I feel light headed and maybe I took too much NyQuil. i dunno

damnit. I'm finally getting the last of my stuff out of the house tomorrow and moving out for good
and BOOM.I get a cold.

*cough*

:(

my throat really hurts. I really dislike being sick...cause I always get it bad.

I need to fight this crap off and get better soon.

think I'll make myself some tea and then I am off to bed.

Listening to HIM right now...might make me feel alittle better.

love to all,
-Gabby-

maybe...

2005-09-03T16:57:46Z

*yawn*

well, I am off to work.
*pout*

I hope I finally get paid.
*crosses fingers*

maybe today will be okay. better.
I hope.

:(

2005-09-03T06:56:05Z

*INPUT SAD-FACE HERE*

:(

nothing works out at all...ever for me.

*mind pops* (I hate all this and I want to die)

Its always one thing or its another.

FUCK PLANS.

they don't work. every point...every turn...its all disturbingly flawed.

no reason...just fall to pieces again and again.

then get back up and glue yourself back together...but never fitting the all pieces into place quite right..
always some subtle fragment missing...one move and it could all come crashing down once again.

EVERYTHING DECIDES TO JUST GO...BOOM.
AND EXPLODE IN MY FACE.

GOALS...HA!! good one...they never ever pan out the way you dream them up.

I TRIED SO HARD TO GET NOWHERE.

fuck your goals. fuck your little dreams. it fucks you over and leaves you to cry in a corner...FOR AN HOUR AND A HALF.

I just wanted to see old friends today. THATS ALL.
i want to relax. THATS ALL.
ALL I WANTED WAS A GOOD DAY. thats all i want.

but people just ripped it away as i sleep soundly. my mothers friend, Andy...he took my car...left me at home.sleeping. I woke up at 10. no one was home. I was left there...waiting.
and waiting...and waiting... to do just this one thing.
to see my friends.
to visit for a few hours...this one simple thing and it was wrecked by a moron!!!!!!!
never again.
I bitched him out for it. I told him never to do that again. not to me. I needed my car.
I just wanted to have fun and relax...but nooooooooo.
people had to fuck up my one little joy of the day, so fuck it.
I'm pissed off and thats it.

my move into my apartment is going very slow... too slow...
my job hasn't paid me in over two weeks...pass due. i need my fucking check now!!!!!!
i need to pay rent.
i need a new job...
i need a new boss.
and I need a new way of planning because nothing ever works out.

so sorry for this rant. I need to go. I need to get out.

this is not what i wanted. my eyes need to be sewn shut and my ears closed with thread and cotton swabs.

I send my love to all.
don't worry. this too shall fade. it always does.
I'll be alright. I'll be ok. I just need to get out of this house.

and later...sleep. glorious sleep. and work tomorrow. work and more work.
but I might just leave early...my friends band is performing at Veteran's Park.
so I might just go seem them...it will lift me abit and make me smile.
Tomorrow is another day. yes. so...love to all.

-Gabby-

gas prices...

2005-09-01T17:33:06Z

the price of gas just plain sucks!
>:(

Schweinstein album!! omg!!! :D

2005-09-01T04:11:27Z

Went and got my car registared...which as expensive as hell cause I also changed the title too. fuckin $100...damn that sucks.

*sigh*

but I needed to get it done...so yay!

oh yeah...I do have one bug joy today also!!!!!!

Downloaded the New Schweinstein album. goddamn I love these guys. Very heavy industrial shit. Their German and Japanese. Its got Atsushi Sakurai (of Buck-Tick), Hisaishi Imai (of Buck-Tick), Sascha Konietzko (KMFDM/MDFMK), & Raymond Watts (PIG/KMFDM/MDFMK).

I Nearly shit a brick when I heard about this project!!! It has fuckin BUCK-TICK!!!! AND KMFDM!!! TOGETHER!!! Its a combine project! its so pretty... and dirty and dark! I love it! The singing switches from German, to Japanese, to english. :) eeeekkkk! too cool!

oh god...the've been playing in my Cdplayer all day long....when I'm driving and working...just blasting on the stereo! :) love them.

ah, tomorrow...I've got work todo! gonna drive like the last Six boxes of my stuff over to my apartment...its been taking forever to do...but now I'll be done and into my new home I will got! :) woooooooooo!!!! and I'll be going to Utep this friday! to go visit all my buddys at college! I feel like a Bum for not attending this year....*sadness*

oh well! that is all!!! much love!!!!!!!!! :)

-Gabby-

Goto Myspace, Check out my friends tournament and vote it ya like...its fun!

2005-08-24T21:10:09Z

got myspace? click, check it out, and vote. its fun! :)

ah...the feeling of freedom

2005-08-24T01:47:17Z

This weekend. I'll have all my stuff moved into my apartment! oh my god...
this is great. I feel both the freedom and the responsiblity crashing down on me...but I love it. :)

Just have to finish packing up the clothes, some movies, and some random odds and ends...and Ill be out!

in a few weeks after, I'll be having a kickback. I want to see alot of you fuckas there. I'll post info and all that later! but ahhh...I'm feeling good today! :]

-Gabby-

crawling under dirt

2005-08-22T07:08:52Z

*sigh*

people...just confuse me to no end.
its one thing or its another.

I am confused but fuck what i think anyway.

-Gabby-

Moving out soon! :)

2005-08-16T01:38:56Z

ahhhh!! omg!! moving out in a week or two!!! I can't wait!! :D
Getting an apartment with my sis while her husband is in the army and basic training!
this is too cool! I'm so excited! my mom has been on my case since I Decided to leave but...I just think all parents get alittle crabby when their kids finally decided to go, but damn, the more I think about it..the more I can't wait! I'll be really close to work too...so I'll be saving gas!
The rent is pretty cheap too! :)

I can't wait to set up my room and my bath room. and decorate it all! black fabric on the walls since I Can't paint them, and candles everywhere, a canopy for my bed (I'm hand sewing the damn thing!!)
I need to go buy some stuff, like a shower curtain, towels,trash can, dishes, new blankets, and cleaning stuff. I'm happy cause I get to take my cats too! ^_^ (I know my cats would be all sad if I left them alone. my cat Ozzy(yes...Ozzy) would get really depressed and my baby kitten Izzy(isabelle) would be all confused for awhile. so I get to pack all my crap, and my little kitty cats and run off to my new home! hell yeah! can't wait! and I am planning a party soon after...kinda a house/apartment warming party or somthing...just kick back. ya know! :)
I'll call ya'll up and let you know when and what time its going down. :D can't wait!!

hmmm...today, just been cleaning, sleeping, driving around paying shit off, bills...blah!! and I need to goto the DPS tomorrow...get that temp. license and fight that damn ticket I got!damn that was bullshit! but I am not worried. lol! and then, lets see...hmm...I've been Downloading a crap ton of clips from DIR EN GREY!! live in concert!!! they fucking kickass!! ^__^ OMG!! KARASU LIVE!! i love it!
and Ain't afraid to die!! love that damn song! I'd die If I ever saw them up close in concert. ahhh...*day dreams!!* yes yes...I still rock out to my beloved JROCK!! ^__^
Kyo looks awesome in this concert vid! his hair looks kickass!

hmm...might download some Moi dix Moi next!! Mana-sama always kicksass! he can rock a guitar and a dress all at the same time! ^__^ there very melodic! some of the songs are fast paced and the singers voices is very smooth and deep! very dark! love it!!

ok, well that is all for now!! much love!
take care my little poptarts!
-Gabby-

bandwagon...an act of boredom. Humor me!! lol!

2005-08-12T00:43:46Z

y = Yes n = No m = Maybe

[_] give me your number?
[_] kiss me?
[_] let me kiss you?
[_] want to get in my pants?
[_] watch a movie with me?
[_] take me out to dinner?
[_] let me drive you somewhere
[_] take a shower with me?
[_] have a fling with me?
[_] let me buy you a drink?
[_] buy me a drink?
[_] take me home for the night?
[_] let me sleep in your bed?
[_] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[_] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[_] give me a piggyback ride?
[_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere
[_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
[_] lick my cheek?
[_] dance with me?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me to death?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[_] play strip poker with me?
[_] get wasted with me?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?

D0 Y0U...
[_] think im cute?
[_] think im hot?
[_] want to kiss me?
[_] want to cuddle with me?
[_] want to hook up with me?

AM i...
[_] smart?
[_] cute?
[_] funny?
[_] cool?
[_] loveable?
[_] adorable?
[_] compassionate?

hehehe...MIYAVI music video love.lol!!

2005-08-11T18:40:38Z

[by juuuu]

^__^

-Gabby-

go go go!! Goth ball @ Lucky Devils on AUG. 10TH!!

2005-08-10T03:06:15Z

$5 cover!!
starts @ 9pm!!
get dressed up and have a blast!!

♥
-Gabby-

Vacation In Japan
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
You will stay in:	Shiretoko
You will discover:	Karaoke
You will befriend:	Emperor Akihito
Your dinner:	Saba
Your drink:	Chuhai
Pocky desert:	Marble Tea Pocky

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