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November 28th, 2007
12:57 am - Private Wow. Lj has gotten a lot cooler since I've been gone. I've decided to keep this journal private. to use it as a diary of sorts. to keep my mind straight.
nothing against anyone.
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June 20th, 2006
04:28 pm - this everlasting innocence... I can't be anything but who I am
and I'm tired of pretending to be things I'm not
I haven't seen anyone in a really long time
so if you would like to hang out with me
or just catch up
please leave me a comment Current Music: DCFC- Plans
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February 18th, 2006
11:51 pm life is really confusing especially when it comes to relationships why can't everything be black and white and you know what you feel, why does there have to be gray areas? Current Mood: confused
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January 25th, 2006
12:42 am - SOCKS
Someone please take this adorable ( kitty )
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January 24th, 2006
08:14 pm - Socks So Today I finally went out to Drew's house and got that cat. And I was planning on finding it a home and keeping one of the new kittens when it was born. I was all set too. But the thing is, It looks EXACTLY the same as my brother's cat. EXACTLY only my brother's cat is the devil, and this cat is sweet. She purrs so loud. It was hilarious, I brought her home, and I had her in my arms, and my mom didn't say anything, she thought it was my brother's cat. I had to tell her it wasn't sabrina.
So, if anyone wants an adorable kitty, let me know ASAP, because if I keep her for a week or two, I'm never going to be able to give her up. I'll post pictures later.
P.S. Her name is Socks, she's grey with a white chest and white feet. Current Mood: happy Current Music: White Chicks
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January 18th, 2006
12:22 am - yoga bear I haven't updated in a long time, but I haven't had much to say. I'm proud of myself for trying to expand and step outside of my box, lately I've been nicer to people I think. and once again, I don't have much to say. Lately I've been feeling almost like I'm suffocating and I can't let my breath out. and I'm not sure why, because lately I've been almost content with my life, at least non-concerned. I need to join a gym. And take up yoga. And lose weight. Bonnie, Thursday, we're running. most probably. It's all I dreamed about last night. Well, mostly.
I'm afraid and tired of my stalker. Hopefully this dance thing will fix that maybe? I'm still not sure what to do about that either. BUT, at least I mentioned something to joey about it, aren't you proud of me bonnie? haha, but just as friends. I'm too content for changes right now.
I think I may just go and steal Drew's cat from him until it has kittens and put them on the waiting list at the ark so they can find good homes. I talked to my mom about it and she almost definately agreed with me. Well, about taking the kittens. I seriously think I may just take them all. I kind of want to keep one, but she would kill me. But she's always easy to persuade, hahaha, that's why we have so many pets now. Does petsmart give employee discounts? Because I need it. haha. Current Mood: content? Current Music: Imogen Heap
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December 24th, 2005
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December 23rd, 2005
11:23 pm Happy Holidays everyone! I hope you guys have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!
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December 15th, 2005
11:40 pm - toothpicks? Today was awesome. ++Slept in late because of exams +++Jen Wiley rode with me to Parkway +++++Ate lunch with my mommy ++++++++++++++++++Got DINOSAUR pajama bottoms +++Had a really nice caramel machiatto ++++Went to Kristal's play ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++Got my Christmas present from Cortney! ++cleaned out my car oh and -----------I dropped a toothpick in my steering wheel, yes IN my steering wheel and found a bunch of melted candy in my back floorboard
I have been trying to think of something for my grandmother to get me for christmas, and today I finally decided on a nicer tv, with a vcr and dvd player built in instead of just a dvd player. And then my mom told me that she had already gotten me something and it was nothing I would ever think of. So, I'm kind of worried. Is it a bike? Or a monkey? I have no clue. Current Mood: cold Current Music: My Chemical Romance
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05:20 pm
Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
In May I had a shoot-out with rival gang lords in the ghetto near our school (-760 points). In January I set flippercandoall's puppy on fire (-6600 points). In September I made porn for emo_xninja (1000000 points). Last Wednesday I saved a busload of nuns in Angola (3260 points). Last week I told ragxdoll_'s parents she had a myspace (-5 points).
Overall, I've been awesome (1003050 points). For Christmas I deserve Kate Winslet's Boobs!
Sincerely, _midnight_tears |
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December 14th, 2005
12:23 am - Not to be a dirty perv, I think this woman is gorgeous.

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December 5th, 2005
01:17 am - Tuesday byotches Oh my God. I love Kate Winslet. My birthday is Tuesday byotches. So someone get me a poster of Kate Winslet. And I will love you forever. But it has to be a pretty picture of her. Wait, who am I kidding? They're all pretty. Current Music: SNL
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November 29th, 2005
09:23 pm - Hello everybody hahaha, this is too true
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November 21st, 2005
11:18 pm Movies I want to see: Derailed North Country Pride and Prejudice Chronicles of Narnia Fun with Dick and Jane Kiss Kiss, Bang Bang Just Friends Crash The Constant Gardener Closer A Mighty Wind Mr. and Mrs. Smith The Island
Movies I want: Eternal Sunshine Garden State Conspiracy Theory Amelie The Notebook Cold Mountain Mean Girls Finding Neverland
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November 19th, 2005
09:35 pm I'm pretty sure I have pink eye. My eye is half swollen and won't stop watering. I can hardly see out of it. :(
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November 18th, 2005
11:15 pm Tonight was awesome. I've been pretty relieved about the whole swim team thing. I'm going to fake sick monday and get out of our last swim meet, but i'll probably end up really being sick because my whole family except for me is sick.
I got to hang out with Bonnie and Derek and Maria and Daniel and a cool guy tonight. Maria is awesome. And I was happy to see Derek again. He's awesome too.
I wish it wasn't so cold outside.
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November 14th, 2005
11:37 pm - let me see that thong I'm really proud of myself. I came in second in my 50 free and cut two seconds off my time. AND AND AND guess who I raced against? CLAIRE who knew she was in swimming and did not tell me? and guess who ELSE is in swimming? LUKE so to all you people that are not swimming and are losers, you suck. but I still love you anyway.
I came in last in 100 back, but that was to be expected. Current Mood: happy Current Music: Bright Eyes
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November 13th, 2005
11:01 pm One day, you'll ask me to speak of a truth - of the miracle of your birth. To explain what is unexplained. And if I falter or fail on this day, know there is an answer, my child, a sacred imperishable truth, but one you may never hope to find alone. Chance meeting your perfect other, your perfect opposite - your protector and endangeror. Chance embarking with this other on the greatest of journeys - - a search for truths fugitive and imponderable. If one day this chance may befall you, my son, do not fail or falter to seize it. The truths are out there. And if one day you should behold a miracle, as I have in you, you will learn the truth is not found in science, or on some unseen plane, but by looking into your own heart. And in that moment you will be blessed - and stricken. For the truest truths are what hold us together, or keep us painfully, desperately apart.
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09:51 pm - for God's sakes preach with conviction Tonight was fun I went bowling with my dad and brothers then met up with bonnie, patrick, caitlin, and nick and we hung out at cheeburger that was pretty fun. Patrick burned my hand up though and it was bleeding, but it was pretty funny
I hate to say it, but things are so much more relaxing with my mom gone I mean I love my mom, but she's always hanging around being depressed and it really brings me down.
Tomorrow swim meet at natatorium or something like that. screw this, it's almost over. Current Mood: complacent Current Music: Bright Eyes
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