Tabitha's JournalMonday, January 12, 2004Saturday, January 10, 20046:05PM - At Courtney'shey yo whats up people? i am at my friend courtney's house, just chillen. we watched finding nemo yesterday with chris. her mom is cool, i just hope my mom doesn't find out about her becaues her mom is well gay and i dunno what my mom would say or do. so i just wont say anything at all right now haha. but yes we are trying to go to a concert and see scott's band play and maybe get some coffee. gotta go bye Friday, January 9, 20041:14PM - At School...againyesh well i am at school and i just finished a paper which in my opinion was totally pointless. i got to miss school yesterday... but i had to get a root canal, it wasn't bad at all. didn't feel a thing, but thats also because i had my mouth shot up with novacaine. Tiffani came over yesterday and we watched some tv and listened to music. she was like well now i know where you live so i can come over to your house when i want to and i was like well that was the purpose. shes cool. i also might get together with chris and courtney and go to the mall or hang out maybe go to the movies. thats if i don't get ahold of eric, i dunno what's up with him i haven't been able to get ahold of him. Wednesday, January 7, 20041:25PM - ok yeah...uh i got to use the computers last class so i decided to update my journal but after spending the whole class period typing, i typed a lot, it decided to disapear right before i wanted to update it. bah... i am working on a project right now. things are goin ok i guess. its school so what do you want me to say. haha. Monday, January 5, 20042:04PM - DAMN IT!!!!!ok yeah i just wrote like alot and it took me all class and the update screwed up and its gone! wtf! oh well at least i will know what i will be doing next class. gotta go . godddddddd that pisses me off soo much. dam stupid cunt ass monkey shit cock computer. Monday, December 29, 20039:05PM - Georgetown whoahhhh!i got to go to Georgetown today. it twas fun!!!! and i went to h&m and commander salamander and urban outfitters and smash and random foot stores (hehe you know, for shoes). uh i got a shirt, yes a shirt! with nauticle stars on it and pink and black zebra suspenders. i saw zacky's mommy and sister at smash and she said that zack was somewhere else, and it was a coinkydink because he and britt were in georgetown the same time that goppy and me were. BUTHEYGOTTOGOTODUPONT. pizza? *whines* ok ok ok i gotta go. Sunday, December 28, 20034:30PM - Georgetown silly!YAY! might get to go. eric i think is taking me. opn britt's com. though so i have to go. byes. Friday, December 26, 20036:36PM - oh yeai am suppose to get Tims from my aunt cindy and them i still haven't gone to my grandma's house. then my other aunt, karla, usually gives me a best buy gift certificate. hehehe 6:22PM - Comin home tomorrowStill at my dad's. i am trying to get ahold of people but i guess its not gonna happen. gabbi, cece, eric, and britt are not online. silly people. ohhh my daddy gave me money so i could pick out my own music and movies and stuff and i got LORDS OF ACID greatest tits, and MSI. and then i got a really old david bowie cd and areosmith and styx cd. i got... Thursday, December 25, 20034:31PM - Christmas and daddoo's househello there people, merry christmas and happy holidays. Wednesday, December 24, 20035:25PM - At Britt's yo...yeah i am upsters while britt is doing laundry. we went with zack to the deli and then back to his house where he showed us his gay porn from Vallie. its so tacky,we were making fun of it, yelling at the guys telling them that they were ugly. wow itshot up here. anyhoo... things have been weird...in some ways i think britt wants someone to hang out with and i am the on can comfort i guess,but sometimes it sends me mixed signals, unless she is trying to tell me something. i don't want to uhh... like urm think the wrog thing and make her uncomfotable so i am sort just playin it out. i do miss her though,i would tke her back. 2:24PM - yurpi get to use britt's computer.muahh haha. funky cool keyboard. its christmas eve, what the hell christmas is toooooooooooooomorrow. and my mom told britt what she got me and she wont tell me. oh and britt got me a new cd plyer cuz she kinda uh broke mine haha. silly girl dropped it. well i have been makin tiles n tilemachne.com i suggest all you bored people to go there if you have a good imagination becuz then your tiles would just suck. but yesh anyhoo... i think i am gonna go to the moooooooooooovies and see mona lisa smile and ge a blue ICe JUnKY they are soooooo good. o oh oh ok yeah,iam gonna go to my dad's tomorrow so i will be able to get on the computer. then i wont come home til like sunday but thats ok i guess. Monday, December 22, 20033:38PM - Mallnessok yesh i am at goppy's house and i get to use her computer because she is eating. hehehe. i haven't updated in a while sorry. i went to the mall today with my daddoo and he bought the rest of my christmas shopping. well i am back of course. and my moms friend sue gave me a cool bracelet and and its cool. everybody besides gabbi is working. silly people. eric and britt are working, and most likely zackypoo is too. i go to my fathers thursday so i will be able to use his computer. i can talk to you all then... online. i need to go to dupont and H&M. me vant clothes. ok gotta go. abuh byes! Sunday, December 14, 20032:10PM - muahh hahawell i am bored and stuck at my dads. it snowed here a little more than at home and i might not be able to get home. but yea, its ok i guess. i want to watch finding nemo. i have seen it already but still its funny so yeah.i have song stuck in head arggg... its good though. i am talkin to my bud in maryland, corey, and we might scandal up something to get together and meet. it will be fun, plus we would be going to see Gold Mind Squad. they are a great band check them out. www.goldmindsquad.com well i need to finish christmas shopping and it looks like i will be doing it at the last mintute. bah humbug i say ba humbug. i am gonna buy lots of cds for christmas, yes thats what i am gonna do. Saturday, December 13, 20035:54PM - i can't believe this...yeah ok britt just started talkin to me online and telling me things i don't need to know. i told her i was concerned and she totally went off on me. all i was telling her is that she can talk t me if she needs to and i will always be there and she was arguing that i shouldn't care. god damn it, i care about all my friends and i hope she would care about me if i needed help. i just feel ughhhhh... True friends care. there is nothign worng with that. telling me i don't know how she feels, thats right i don't thats why she should talk and not go and tell me what i feel or what i do. she tells me i am a hypocrite. thats bullshit. she just did the same thing. i was in a good mood damn it. i don't need this shit. Friday, December 12, 20031:42PM - updateness... i love internet accessyeah i have to use the computer at school still. my teacher is looking at me all weird and stuff. but thats ok because i finished my history homework. haha take that. yeah from the previous thingy i wrote, britt was upset because melissa broke it off. i kinda knew that was gonna happen i don't know why she went out with her. silly girl. now shes all blah and sad. i dunno whats up between them but melissa came back to school today and then left early. my friend tiffani might come over and watch movies and hang out but i think i am gonna call her next time i go out with eric so she can meet him and katie and people. she would have so much fun. she has never seen dogma or or or like all these other movies so yeah. plus she lives like right behind loemanns in monticello, i didn't know she lived so close. she is in ROTC and is joining the air force. so i will see her in two more years after she graduates. Monday, December 8, 20031:50PM - Wowok yeah in school again... uh yeah kinda a blah day. i went to rocky horror and it was great. i have to be quick about this update so it might sound weird and random so yea. i found out that katie knows about what i wrote in my last journal. all i think of her is a cute friend. i would never be able to go out with her thats even if she wanted to and i don't think she would. i think eric likes me but i don't want to go out with a guy right now. urm... i got to go shopping with britt this sunday and her mom. we went to the mall for 6 hours, christmas shopping. we had fun and were really tired afterward. she seemed like something was wrong because she said that she had a bad weekend and yea. she was in a bad mood today... i hope she feels better. i think i am suppose to go to her house after school today, we both have to stay after first but yeah. man i would anything for her. i want her to know i am there for her but not to be afraid to come to me because i am her ex. i still have feeling for her but i will always be there if she needs me. Thursday, December 4, 200312:55PM - omfgi can't stand not having a computer to update from. i am in class right now... hahahaha!!! thats great. well me and my mom had a long ass talk. yeah since britt and i haven't been hangin out anymore my mom started asking me questions because i started hangin out with eric and she thinks i want to go out with him. but she asked me if i was with britt or somthing. i was like i am not gay but i told her that i really don't think it matters who you are with as long as you love them. she knows about melissa and britt and she was like well i love britt and i will always treat her as my daughter. then she said that if i were bi or gay that she would learn to live with it and it would take her a while but she would still love me. so thats good. i was up until 1 talkin to my mom. it was crazy... i am so tired. Tuesday, December 2, 20031:39PM - WOW! ok yeai am at school right now, this is the only place i can use the computer because my computer is stupid and died. so if anybody is actually trying to get ahold of me, call me. this weekend eric, katie and i went to the moooovies. we saw Bad Santa with Billy Bob Thorton and its great. i exspect everybody to go and see it now that i have told you that it is good. I think Eric likes me but i am not sure, but i don't need that right now. he is the best though, if i were to go out with a guy, i would go out with him. i am just not ready for a guy relationship... not now at least. we had fun at the movies it was great. i got a ice-junkie and those things are damn good! the blue ones are the best, the red ones taste like throat candy things. i don't really care about britt and melissa going out now, but now they have upgraded form holding hands in front of me to kissing. yeah... i don't care that much but its gross. man... i am going to the rocky horror show thingy mibob with katie and eric this coming weekend and all i have is a hundred dollar bill. i have to go buy like two cds so i cn break it. but i need to buy christmas presents for my mom and dad though and katie and eric a christmas present. Friday, November 28, 20034:23PM - CD playershawww i got a new cd player so now my CDs wont BRAKE! hahaha. its RED and is good and yesh.i haven't been able to put down my creed cd... its crazy. i listen to everything but when u get into the mood for creed you get hooked then after a while you are like ok thats enough. but yesh. i am chilly... and i have to pee. not that you needed to know that but yea. I GOT MY GLASSES! i can SEE. its GREAT!!! yeah. oh zack... i had a conversation with them about gays and bis but nothin bout me i will tell you later though. Navigate: (Previous 20 entries) |
