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Monday, January 12, 2004

1:11PM

ehlo i'm retarde

Saturday, January 10, 2004

6:05PM - At Courtney's

hey yo whats up people? i am at my friend courtney's house, just chillen. we watched finding nemo yesterday with chris. her mom is cool, i just hope my mom doesn't find out about her becaues her mom is well gay and i dunno what my mom would say or do. so i just wont say anything at all right now haha. but yes we are trying to go to a concert and see scott's band play and maybe get some coffee. gotta go bye

call me eric!

Friday, January 9, 2004

1:14PM - At School...again

yesh well i am at school and i just finished a paper which in my opinion was totally pointless. i got to miss school yesterday... but i had to get a root canal, it wasn't bad at all. didn't feel a thing, but thats also because i had my mouth shot up with novacaine. Tiffani came over yesterday and we watched some tv and listened to music. she was like well now i know where you live so i can come over to your house when i want to and i was like well that was the purpose. shes cool. i also might get together with chris and courtney and go to the mall or hang out maybe go to the movies. thats if i don't get ahold of eric, i dunno what's up with him i haven't been able to get ahold of him.

ohhhhh ok yeah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY Cece!!! i couldn't come to school yesterday and yeah. but but but on the radio they said that Courtney Cox and David Arquitte are having a baby! they daid that her brother was on a tv show and that he said something about it and then they denied it and then finally told everybody the night before yesterday. but yesh thats my story the end. oh and your birthday is the same as Elvis's. he would have been 69 yesterday. haha. 69 get it. hardy har har.

well that was fun. ah memories. well my history teacher died teo nights ago. her viewing today and funeral is on saturday. i mght go to the viewing if i can find a ride. but yesh its really going to suck in history class with out her, but it is kinda a relief for her because our class really was annoying.

if anybody reads this you can call me i am bored. (703)534-7252. but right now i am at school, wait until like 2:30 or 3. gotta go, buh bye!

Wednesday, January 7, 2004

1:25PM - ok yeah...

uh i got to use the computers last class so i decided to update my journal but after spending the whole class period typing, i typed a lot, it decided to disapear right before i wanted to update it. bah... i am working on a project right now. things are goin ok i guess. its school so what do you want me to say. haha.

my friend tiffani just told me that her and boyfriend broke up. he was really stupid anyway but i told her she could hang with me if she needs to talk or something. she said earlier that they might break up anyway, it didn't sound like she was too depressed about it.

we thought there was suppose to be a meeting on monday for gsa but there wasn't and yesh. so we kinda just wondered around the building until buses came. i tried calling eric yesterday and i couldn't get ahold of me. i hope he isn't upset with me, i don't know why he would be, but i hope he isn't all like erk... i dunt want to talk to her. i have to go get a root canal tomorrow, maybe my dad can give me some cash so i can actually go and do something this weekend.

christmas break was interesting... i will update later and tell that whole story since the damn thing disapeared last time. oh and some people have been acting weird latley since we starded school again. i hope nothing is going wrong, some people are being...well it is coming off like they are being rude. i gotta go though... our principle is talking... man my teacher just died.

miss you ms.canavan.

Monday, January 5, 2004

2:04PM - DAMN IT!!!!!

ok yeah i just wrote like alot and it took me all class and the update screwed up and its gone! wtf! oh well at least i will know what i will be doing next class. gotta go . godddddddd that pisses me off soo much. dam stupid cunt ass monkey shit cock computer.

Monday, December 29, 2003

9:05PM - Georgetown whoahhhh!

i got to go to Georgetown today. it twas fun!!!! and i went to h&m and commander salamander and urban outfitters and smash and random foot stores (hehe you know, for shoes). uh i got a shirt, yes a shirt! with nauticle stars on it and pink and black zebra suspenders. i saw zacky's mommy and sister at smash and she said that zack was somewhere else, and it was a coinkydink because he and britt were in georgetown the same time that goppy and me were. BUTHEYGOTTOGOTODUPONT. pizza? *whines* ok ok ok i gotta go.

call me, ppls, im bored.

Sunday, December 28, 2003

4:30PM - Georgetown silly!

YAY! might get to go. eric i think is taking me. opn britt's com. though so i have to go. byes.

Friday, December 26, 2003

6:36PM - oh yea

i am suppose to get Tims from my aunt cindy and them i still haven't gone to my grandma's house. then my other aunt, karla, usually gives me a best buy gift certificate. hehehe

6:22PM - Comin home tomorrow

Still at my dad's. i am trying to get ahold of people but i guess its not gonna happen. gabbi, cece, eric, and britt are not online. silly people. ohhh my daddy gave me money so i could pick out my own music and movies and stuff and i got LORDS OF ACID greatest tits, and MSI. and then i got a really old david bowie cd and areosmith and styx cd. i got...

1.a teenage muntant ninja turtle jacket
2.a airforce pilot leather jacket
3.a really big jewlery box thingy
4.lots of hair stuff(shampoo,conditioner-paul mitchell,hairspray,pump and curl,gel...etc.)
5.a dvd and audio entertainment system
6.clothes
7.candles
8.stocking stuffer stuff
9.blow dryer
10.lots of different cocao
11.outback steak house money(yum...)
12.gift certificate for peebles- the culpeper version of ross
13. perfume-adidas for her
14. cd money- MSI,Lord of Acid, styx, areosmith,david bowie...then i am not done shoppin

my friends got me...
1. HIM cd-thank you Goppy
2. black hoodie,Dogma, Savage Garden,suspenders-thank you very, very, very much Britt
3. Ellen DeGeneres new book(the funny thing is)-thank you Zack
4. lord of acid cd -thank you eric
5. fudge- thanks kelly

oh god i am blanking out... if i forgot anything i am so sorry. but i liked all the stuff i got so there!

gotta go, see ya

Thursday, December 25, 2003

4:31PM - Christmas and daddoo's house

hello there people, merry christmas and happy holidays.
i got stuff hahahha. and yesh, i will list later when i am bored and have nothing to do. i will come home on sunday i think maybe saturday night.

went and saw stuck on you last night at this nice ass theatre in fairfax and it is very very very big. it was fun. i told britt there is a spider in lord of the rings and she doesn't want to see it now. its really good though so i am gonna make her see it.

Wednesday, December 24, 2003

5:25PM - At Britt's yo...

yeah i am upsters while britt is doing laundry. we went with zack to the deli and then back to his house where he showed us his gay porn from Vallie. its so tacky,we were making fun of it, yelling at the guys telling them that they were ugly. wow itshot up here. anyhoo... things have been weird...in some ways i think britt wants someone to hang out with and i am the on can comfort i guess,but sometimes it sends me mixed signals, unless she is trying to tell me something. i don't want to uhh... like urm think the wrog thing and make her uncomfotable so i am sort just playin it out. i do miss her though,i would tke her back.

2:24PM - yurp

i get to use britt's computer.muahh haha. funky cool keyboard. its christmas eve, what the hell christmas is toooooooooooooomorrow. and my mom told britt what she got me and she wont tell me. oh and britt got me a new cd plyer cuz she kinda uh broke mine haha. silly girl dropped it. well i have been makin tiles n tilemachne.com i suggest all you bored people to go there if you have a good imagination becuz then your tiles would just suck. but yesh anyhoo... i think i am gonna go to the moooooooooooovies and see mona lisa smile and ge a blue ICe JUnKY they are soooooo good. o oh oh ok yeah,iam gonna go to my dad's tomorrow so i will be able to get on the computer. then i wont come home til like sunday but thats ok i guess.

eric come home from work... right now ...right now i say. its christmas eve silly. Britt's got a present for you!!! and i have money.

gotta go people, see ya laters.

Monday, December 22, 2003

3:38PM - Mallness

ok yesh i am at goppy's house and i get to use her computer because she is eating. hehehe. i haven't updated in a while sorry. i went to the mall today with my daddoo and he bought the rest of my christmas shopping. well i am back of course. and my moms friend sue gave me a cool bracelet and and its cool. everybody besides gabbi is working. silly people. eric and britt are working, and most likely zackypoo is too. i go to my fathers thursday so i will be able to use his computer. i can talk to you all then... online. i need to go to dupont and H&M. me vant clothes. ok gotta go. abuh byes!

Sunday, December 14, 2003

2:10PM - muahh haha

well i am bored and stuck at my dads. it snowed here a little more than at home and i might not be able to get home. but yea, its ok i guess. i want to watch finding nemo. i have seen it already but still its funny so yeah.i have song stuck in head arggg... its good though. i am talkin to my bud in maryland, corey, and we might scandal up something to get together and meet. it will be fun, plus we would be going to see Gold Mind Squad. they are a great band check them out. www.goldmindsquad.com well i need to finish christmas shopping and it looks like i will be doing it at the last mintute. bah humbug i say ba humbug. i am gonna buy lots of cds for christmas, yes thats what i am gonna do.

trying to get ahold of people and its not working at all, what the hell. silly people.
i just want the people that are reading this that you are most likely a friend that i know of and yesh. i never want to be on your bad side no matter who your other friends are. nothing should change and i hope you will thik the same thing. and please don't take what i write in my journal the wrong way because if you think i am writing something bad to put you or a friend down most likely your wrong. its jsut me talking. if you really care that much confront me. thanks.

Saturday, December 13, 2003

5:54PM - i can't believe this...

yeah ok britt just started talkin to me online and telling me things i don't need to know. i told her i was concerned and she totally went off on me. all i was telling her is that she can talk t me if she needs to and i will always be there and she was arguing that i shouldn't care. god damn it, i care about all my friends and i hope she would care about me if i needed help. i just feel ughhhhh... True friends care. there is nothign worng with that. telling me i don't know how she feels, thats right i don't thats why she should talk and not go and tell me what i feel or what i do. she tells me i am a hypocrite. thats bullshit. she just did the same thing. i was in a good mood damn it. i don't need this shit.

anyways i am at my dad's and i am coming home tomorrow. i have stupid ass homework to do though. i might go shopping with my dad for christmas. i have to finish getting my mom something, zack, and cece, and i would like to get eric a little something more.

my room is finished upstairs and its cool everybody needs to see it. i like it, its like a little apartment. hehehe. well i better go, see ya later.

Friday, December 12, 2003

1:42PM - updateness... i love internet access

yeah i have to use the computer at school still. my teacher is looking at me all weird and stuff. but thats ok because i finished my history homework. haha take that. yeah from the previous thingy i wrote, britt was upset because melissa broke it off. i kinda knew that was gonna happen i don't know why she went out with her. silly girl. now shes all blah and sad. i dunno whats up between them but melissa came back to school today and then left early. my friend tiffani might come over and watch movies and hang out but i think i am gonna call her next time i go out with eric so she can meet him and katie and people. she would have so much fun. she has never seen dogma or or or like all these other movies so yeah. plus she lives like right behind loemanns in monticello, i didn't know she lived so close. she is in ROTC and is joining the air force. so i will see her in two more years after she graduates.

today in class she told me she was having problems with her boyfriend. she is going out with ben... i don't know why she just is. he can be nice but i think she deserves so much better. but anyway... we had a fire drill during history huray! that was fun. haha. and i went to the mall last night with eric and gabbi. we went to coin star first and i had like 47 dollars in pennies. it was great. we went to hot topic and i got peoples christmas presents and then we got those great hot pretzels from auntie annies or whatever. they were good... goooood. then i ran into ms. lally that was funny. i love her shes great. helerious.

its britts birthday tomorrow and i have to be at my daddy's house. sorry britt! Happy Birthday! i will be online when i get to my dad's house sometime because hes got a com. thank god. muahhhhhhh hahahaha. melissa looked all blah today like if she wasn't feeling good- mental hug to melissa. i dunt know how you're felling but feel better. oh and i can call people with my handy dandy calling card from my dad's house. i win!
gotta go see ya!

Monday, December 8, 2003

1:50PM - Wow

ok yeah in school again... uh yeah kinda a blah day. i went to rocky horror and it was great. i have to be quick about this update so it might sound weird and random so yea. i found out that katie knows about what i wrote in my last journal. all i think of her is a cute friend. i would never be able to go out with her thats even if she wanted to and i don't think she would. i think eric likes me but i don't want to go out with a guy right now. urm... i got to go shopping with britt this sunday and her mom. we went to the mall for 6 hours, christmas shopping. we had fun and were really tired afterward. she seemed like something was wrong because she said that she had a bad weekend and yea. she was in a bad mood today... i hope she feels better. i think i am suppose to go to her house after school today, we both have to stay after first but yeah. man i would anything for her. i want her to know i am there for her but not to be afraid to come to me because i am her ex. i still have feeling for her but i will always be there if she needs me.

see ya
Tab

Thursday, December 4, 2003

12:55PM - omfg

i can't stand not having a computer to update from. i am in class right now... hahahaha!!! thats great. well me and my mom had a long ass talk. yeah since britt and i haven't been hangin out anymore my mom started asking me questions because i started hangin out with eric and she thinks i want to go out with him. but she asked me if i was with britt or somthing. i was like i am not gay but i told her that i really don't think it matters who you are with as long as you love them. she knows about melissa and britt and she was like well i love britt and i will always treat her as my daughter. then she said that if i were bi or gay that she would learn to live with it and it would take her a while but she would still love me. so thats good. i was up until 1 talkin to my mom. it was crazy... i am so tired.

i kinda want to go to the show tonight but i don't want to stay after school and not be able to get in. i think i am coming back up here. oh by the way if you dont know what i am talking about , talking about the MEDEA play at school. its suppose to be good so yeah. i dunno if i wanna go tonight though. it would be fun. i stayed after yesterday and i got to burn the outlines of this arch that goes above the door to the play and then melissa was filling up the pools on stage... yes pools on stage,you know with water?, i told her we could switch because she was getting tired. i was so wore out by the time i got home. oh man... and i can NOT go to New York with drama and yea.
i was talking to eric last night from like 7:30 to like 11:30 and i watched the ellen show. she was all dancin on stage and it was funny, but she can actually dance. it only felt like a few mintutes that we were talking. we were making fun of mr.ludmer from luther and just everybody we could. it twas fun. i asked him about katie and she seems like and awsome girl but i dunno if she would even consider going out with me on a date or something. i want to hang out with her and get to know her , you know as a friend first, then maybe if things are all cool maybe try talkin to her bout goin on a date. i don't see my dad til next week but hopfully he might give me some christmas money. i still have to go shopping for zack,eric,katie, and then britt's birthday present.

i can't wait until saturday! i get to go to the rocky horror show at university mall. muahhh haha ... i don't want to be all noticable because i am prolly not gonna dress up as anyone. i don't even remember the movie. then then then... it is suppose to snow! what the fuck is that? i mean seriously, I AM NOT READY FOR SNOW. but i will go out and play in it hehehe. i did have a lot to say when i signed on but i can't think of it .SO i am going to look up some stuff online then i will update if i remember. love yas. byes

Tuesday, December 2, 2003

1:39PM - WOW! ok yea

i am at school right now, this is the only place i can use the computer because my computer is stupid and died. so if anybody is actually trying to get ahold of me, call me. this weekend eric, katie and i went to the moooovies. we saw Bad Santa with Billy Bob Thorton and its great. i exspect everybody to go and see it now that i have told you that it is good. I think Eric likes me but i am not sure, but i don't need that right now. he is the best though, if i were to go out with a guy, i would go out with him. i am just not ready for a guy relationship... not now at least. we had fun at the movies it was great. i got a ice-junkie and those things are damn good! the blue ones are the best, the red ones taste like throat candy things. i don't really care about britt and melissa going out now, but now they have upgraded form holding hands in front of me to kissing. yeah... i don't care that much but its gross. man... i am going to the rocky horror show thingy mibob with katie and eric this coming weekend and all i have is a hundred dollar bill. i have to go buy like two cds so i cn break it. but i need to buy christmas presents for my mom and dad though and katie and eric a christmas present.
i think i am gonna get eric something that has to do with sublime because its his fav band and katie saw britt in the mall and said she liked her rainbow-glitter suspenders... so i might have to look for those. i need to stay after for freakin drama but i dont want to today because there is no late bus and i might not be doining anyhting but just sitting there until i can get a ride home or my mom to pick me up and she will be mad if i don't ask first. so i would prolly be walkin home.

bah... dman freakin damn it. my dad set a stupid oppointment for the dentist and i have to go tomorrow but he has to take me out of school to go. i don't really care but he should have fuckin asked me first. he doesn't live me and he doesn't do my school work so he should have done that and it pissed me off. BUT i need to get this tooth worked on and if he would i could get money to go to the movie thingy this weekend and stuff because my mom doesn't have the money. i am so bored here in class. oh shit we have like 10 mintutes. man i don't want to go home because i wont have anything to do. it not fair. and i actually ate last night, my whole dinner. i have somewhat of an appatite back. its kinda weird and soon to be saying anything and i don't know who reads this but yea... i think i like katie. not like major but i would like to ask her out on a date or something. maybe!! i dunno. alot of things are messed up. i think i will just get to know her more and make a new friend first.

GOTTA GO !!!!!!!!!!!! buh byes

Friday, November 28, 2003

4:23PM - CD player

shawww i got a new cd player so now my CDs wont BRAKE! hahaha. its RED and is good and yesh.i haven't been able to put down my creed cd... its crazy. i listen to everything but when u get into the mood for creed you get hooked then after a while you are like ok thats enough. but yesh. i am chilly... and i have to pee. not that you needed to know that but yea. I GOT MY GLASSES! i can SEE. its GREAT!!! yeah. oh zack... i had a conversation with them about gays and bis but nothin bout me i will tell you later though.

i am cold. i want to go shopping a little bit, maybe georgetown and dupont!!!! i need to go christmas shopping. i need to know what to get Gabbi,Zack,Cece,Dana,Britt,Eric,Melissa, and mayeb robyn and josh if they want something.

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