Hello guys :)

Here I am! In your screen baby comin atcha from the centre of everywhere and the middle of nowhere! Bloody Earlsdon you have my love and most of my bloody time. Isn't it funny that you spend most of your life in a place you would never dream about? At least its not Glasgow (no offence). Like I dream about Barbados, but do I live there...no! I wonder if people there dream of Earlsdon. Bloody doubt it the sunny fuckers probably too busy doing fun sun things.

Metamorphosis last night was ace of hearts luverly, possibly due to some Euros I managed to stick down my throat and the amount of pack hugging from some similarly minded peeps. Cant remember their names...Dan...Adam...some guy from Leam peace festival (who strangely also judges battle of the bands...tried to put in good word for Pink Spider, how good would it be if they and EDD were in the final?!!), argh can't remember more (apart from the Rob monster and ever gorgeous Lottie of course :)) Also accidentally met the few course mates I have, not good when your trying to coordinate everypart of your body to Voodoo People, even the eyes you know. I bloody love that song, makes you feel all rebellious like, hordes of Jericho stylee.

Course newsflash, got 2 firsts this year woopie woopie woo in your face colonial fuckwits! Got to choose dissertation (cant even spell the fucker...ooh its going well already) for next year. Thinking of books that came from Rave culture, it wasn't all about the drugs you know ;) Its all good till the government says its not. Fuckers. Freud did coke, everyone did opium, why the hell was it ok for them and not for us? Possibly cause we have the (media enforced) piccies of bloody Kate Moss and her irritating saggy eyed indie hat wearing tie wearing whatever boyfriend as drug taking role models, noone wants to be them, no no no, not even me. On another topic apparently my frequent swearing has been analysed by personal tutor to denote my resistance to the ruling power's ideology based language (isn't it strange that the Oxford English Dictionary stipulating 'standard' usage came out at the same time as the first tide of immigrants to England? whatever) but when I last checked fuck was in the dictionary?! stupid. Mrs (Hahahahaha) Greer (on the bbc, need I say more) says that I should use cunt more as its reclaiming my pussy for myself (dunno who elses it would be) kinda like nigger I guess (oops!), but I don't like the word unless you're Scottish, fuck sounds good in Bristolian. Maybe fucking cunts would be a good substitute, but don't know where the Greer monster would take that one...unless you're a lesbian I guess she'd think it bad. Im going on sorry, just find it strange how people are restricted by fucking academics as to what language they deem to have proper ideological significance for everyone else. Personally I think juxtaposition and transgressing as well as dialectical should be crossed off the language lists as containing arrogant-fucker type ideology, but tutor didn't have much to say on that topic.

Wow that was a rant, sorry. This is why I like livejournal. Myspace kinda sucks after a while, and you get all these ex-school (friends?!) from when you were like 6 trying to tell you how cool they are. I do care.

Just to end with a snapshot of my life: Ryan playing stonking riffs, me naked and typing away on a comedown which seems to be able to let me see the molecules that make up stuff. Wierd. Hahahaha you have now kinda seen me naked. hahahaha it not a nicely preened naked either, just kinda plopped on a chair. hahaha. sorry

Love you guys!

Jodiex