Don't anyone scrape their chins on the floor when your jaws drop after you realize I'm actually updating for the first time in over two months... *passes out bandaids*

Much like Brianna, I find myself thinking, as things are happening in my life, that "hey, this is LJ material" (as sad as that is to admit, the internet controls my life) but by the time I get anywhere near a computer then I just can't bring myself to actually type anything, so therefore my journal continues to collect piles and piles of virtual dust.

Just because it's so darn convenient I'm going to go over things in point form and then if I've still got the energy I'll elaborate further down the entry on the points.

• I had my baby! Perhaps the most important point on the list - contributes significantly to why I don't have the energy to update more often.
• If you missed that I was ever pregnant at all, then please refer to this entry.
• Rocky and I are at it again, and I don't mean the good "at it again" that brought on the previous two points... we're fighting. It's a disaster. I'm at my breaking point. What else is new.
• My rent is going up at the beginning of October, to $1050... that's disgusting.
• I'm madly in love with my son, but I am DYING to go back to work, because I can't handle this whole "barely enough money to survive" crap because I am forced to live on EI benefits based solely on minimum wage earnings.
• I lost 30lbs in a week... but I cheated - I had a baby. CHILDBIRTH IS THE ULTIMATE WEIGHT LOSS PLAN.

And now, we elaborate...

( Baby )

( Not for the faint of heart. Read at your own risk. )

The world is falling apart. I went to Edmonton for a few days last week and took pictures of every room of my grandma's house, because she's in the process of moving into assisted living so she basically won't be so lonely in that house all by herself without my grandpa there, and so she won't have to worry about the upkeep and everything... but the point is, is that she's going to sell her house. With all the other crap that's been going on lately (and the hormones driving my emotions completely out of the park it doesn't help) then I broke down. So many memories with that house and I looked at Phoenix and was SO sad that grandpa never got to meet him, and that he wouldn't get to grow up with "grandma's house" because for some reason it's magical. Just something about her house that makes everything so simple... nothing goes wrong there and it's just endless summers of playing at the park and swimming and picking strawberries, and visiting the dog across the alley... I wished I could have it back, and that life didn't have to be so complicated anymore.

It's been a rough week.

I've just taken ten minutes of my life to type this with character map, because my keyboard just couldn't go on (I blame the heat) and commited keyboard suicide. Let me tell you: it's a pain in the ASS not having a keyboard that works.

Quizzy thing I "borrowed" from my sister's DJ ♥

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...and now time for sleep because I work tomorrow. Boo urns.

Moooooooooving day... it's moving day <3 Well... it's actually cleaning day. Moving day was yesterday while I was at work... or atleast moving out day. Tomorrow is moving in day, and today is cleaning day. And walkthrough day. And "after I go to work I'll be homeless until tomorrow" day.

But the point is, I'm moving and that makes me happy. ♥

Busy, and very draining last few days.

Got into a gigantic fight with Rocky and for a while I thought we were really going to be over. *cry* It was a disaster... everything has calmed down, and I bought Rocky chocolate and we kissed and made up so hopefully we can continue to work things out over the next few days, when he's not half asleep by the time I get home. I really never want to go through that ever again.

I'm moving next weekend... WOOHOO! Been packing bit by bit, with much help from my mom, so hopefully it won't be too bad being in limbo for nearly a full day because we won't get keys or anything to our new place until noon on the first, when we have to be out of here (our current place of residence) by noon on the 31st... so yes. DOOOOOOOM! I'm just looking forward to a balcony to lounge on in the summer, and storage space, and a dishwasher. ♥

Also, getting my hair cut tomorrow at 12:30. Long layers, with short ones on top... should be cool, though not far off from my current 'do. Mostly need to get rid of my split ends, and trim it all up a bit... plus my bangs are long enough to chew on, but not long enough to fit in a pony tail, so they're just in the way.

...sleep time. Goodnight.