Fever and weird dreams

Well, calling the police yesterday surely worked. It was dead quiet the rest of the night and I could get some sleep. I feel a lot better today, although I think the fever is higher than it has been. Due to that, I had a nice lie down so the painkillers could kick in and then I had this weird dream. I dreamt that there was a big cloud over my relationship and the only way to get rid of this cloud was for me to eat it. So I ate it and threw up because it tasted really bad. But when I had eaten it, the sun was shining over our relationship and everything was just fine. I didn't like that dream, I don't like the thought of that cloud. But I think that the cloud is gone, or at least will be gone soon. The funny thing was that our relationship wasn't bad in the dream. It was just that it became so much better when I ate that bloody cloud. And in real life, our relationship isn't bad either, it's actually very wonderful. The only bad thing is that we don't live closer together so I could see her as much as I want. I'd say that an acceptable distance would be about two meters at a maximum.

I really wan't to go to the record store and try to find some records that I want to have, but I should probably stay inside and be still as much as possible so I'm not sick when she comes. It's less than 24 houres left until I get to hold her again. I can't wait. I want to be able to speed up the time.