I can't stay away. ;]
I'm coming back to my old journal.
Because out of everything, the things I've had the longest seem like they are the most "me".

Tags: returning to livejournal
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: The phone ringing

NEW LIVEJOURNAL.
I've already added all of you, please re-add me.

clandestinesyn

Tags: new lj
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: blah
Current Music: Million Dollar Listing on TV.... Unfortunately.

Fuckkkkk... I really need to make a new journal. They just never catch on and I always come back to being _Maleficarum_. I want to start anew and still keep my old posting stats lol. Ahsigh.

I guess I'll start adding everyone to whatever new one I make. Shiiiit.

I'm reading entries from back in the day, and they're so funny that I'm laughing until my eyes water.

I love that I've made the most pointless posts on earth, like:

"Jeffrey totally sewed his own clothing. Bitch."

Ahahh XDD

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PS Life is good.
Remodeling my room.
Starting college.
Engaged to Alex the cool russian kid of like 20 posts ago. ♥ :D
Age of legal smoking and tattoos.
I still think AFI IS THE SHIT! ♥ after all these years.
Good friends.

PS Some of life is bad.
Starting college. [Both]
All my best friends leaving for college.
Not gettin' my AFI tattoo :[

Tags: you hyphy bitch you!
Current Location: home
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: russian girls

IM BACK.

I kind of died there for a while, but I want to bring back Livejournal.
Or maybe I'll make a blogspot thing.

I am posting this from my blackberry. I'm at panda express right now. I was bored at home so I decided to go drive somewhere and I ended up here eating a panda bowl. Hooray. The lp died today so I'm alone. Its a day off from school but I have school tomorrow so the day is pretty much just a complete waste of space and time. I might go buy some earrings or something perhaps. Who knows. I could mindfreak and end up anywhere. I learned this skill from Alex Zeidel, criss angel's bosom buddy.

Tags: help me if you can
Current Mood: none or other!

Dramadrama! :D

Okay. So.
Mooch is trying to befriend Christina.
Christina and Mooch used to want to murder each other.
Christina is all, "I'm being friendly, not being his friend."
And Mooch is all, "I have no meaning to hate you anymore. etc."
Christina was talking to Mooch online when I IMed Lunchbox.
It turns out that Mooch was at Lunchbox's house on his screen name.
Mooch pretended to be someone else so I would talk to him for a while (pathetic).
Eventually, he said it was him and was getting pissed off because he thought I didn't figure it out within the first like minute.. which I did because it was obvious.
So then Mooch says "People are saying now Alex has changed you for the worse blah blah blah."

Okay. Math.

People.
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People who knew me before and after.
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People who thought Mooch changed me and advocated it.
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People that Mooch would be able to talk to.
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People at the forefront of his mind who would say something like that.
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People who I'm not really friends with but know well enough.
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People who he might be talking to at the moment and that just started talking to him about me.
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Christina Harrell.

See? I knew there would be a problem with her.


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In other news, this guy came up to me and Alex while we were walking out of K-Mart in Miami, and says our display of love is a beautiful thing and that there should be no violence and no arguing just love like that. People like him make me think so much better of people in general.

And weird story, Some guy walked out of office depot and me and Alex were sitting there while he had a cigarette and the guy gets on his motorcycle and puts on his helmet and says, "Someday you'll wish you never started smoking...." to us and rides off. I was like o.o ...wtf. Lol.

Tags: edrmamiwjoe etc.
Current Location: home
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: Without Emotions / Combichrist

Life is retarded.
School is a big waste of my time.
I hate it more than ever this year.
Everything is so completely worthless.
And the topics that aren't, I already know.
::kills self::
Everyone is so stupid.
Sigh.
Nothing is working out.
Second day of school (today), I stayed home.
I had a skin infection.
I still do.
But I have to go tomorrow.
I can't stand waking up and going to sleep for this shit.
I'm going to end up *sort of* going to college.
Then I'm going to go less and less until I can't take it anymore.
Then I'll have to get a job.
Life is retarded.

Tags: complaining
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Chevelle - Comfortable Liar

Okay. So. I gotta tell the Blaqk Audio story.
First one of all time.

So.
I find out at every Hot Topic across the country there's going to be a Blaqk Audio listening party in which Cex Cells is played before its released. The first 15 people would get free Blaqk Audio pins that weren't for sale.

So I brought The LP males and we went at like 4:30 and stood around a while.

So it starts and is announced and they're saying nothing about the pins so I have Ryan go up and ask the HT people. They say, "Ah yeah, you have to do something to get them though." or something along those lines and I was like, "Say what?" thinking maybe I wouldn't be able to get them.. And the guy goes, "You have to answer AFI trivia." and in my head I'm basically dancing because I know everything ever about AFI, lol. Anyway. I got the first question, and therefore, got the first Blaqk Audio pin ever to be had in Sawgrass. And the guys wanted them too so I subtly stood behind them so I could whisper answers and a question a little while later when they were doing the second asking session was, "What rockabilly singer..." and I'm like, "nick 13" to Ryan and he says it and gets a pin. Julian guessed the last question right about when the Blaqk Audio page was opened (February) and got the last pin. So we have the first and last Blaqk Audio party pins. :D And I bought the last stiff kittens +3rmxs disc and a t-shirt.

The End.
:D

The lid to the piano made a banging sound (while it was closed) from behind me when I went out to get a drink a few minutes ago. I was like, "...?" so I turned around and looked at it for several seconds, then just went and got my drink.. But it was startling.