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[19 Feb 2008|12:37pm] |
So I haven't written in this thing in over two years. I just remembered having it and decided to look at it.
Livejournal looks so different now. I almost don't know how to make an entry.
I am so disgusted by the person I was.
I'm so much different now. I would like to think so, anyway.
16 is my excuse.
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[09 Nov 2005|05:22pm] |
I know I said I wasn't gonna write in this anymore, but this is it.
GUESS WHO GOT HIRED AT HOT TOPIC?
yeah, me. :)
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[06 Nov 2005|06:10pm] |
I'm done writing in this. I think I'm making a private journal.
I'll keep reading, though.
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[19 Oct 2005|09:59pm] |
Hot Topic called today! Unfortunately, I wasn't home to answer it. Damn I need my cell phone.
EDIT:
I have an interview next week!
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[13 Oct 2005|11:16pm] |
Today was a good day. Much needed, yes.
Saw the Emily Rose movie, went to Indy, got two new shirts, AND found a dollar in the washer.
SWEET.
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[08 Oct 2005|01:53pm] |
I'm a mess.
I have no money.
No job.
Matthew is moving back to Paris.
My stepdad is drinking again.
I'm fucking babysitting all the time.
God. My life isn't even that bad. It's just once I think everything is figured out i get smacked in the face by reality.
I'm worried about everything falling apart right now. Thinking about that is the worst feeling in the world.
I hate not knowing what to believe.
And I really hate that I'm starting to like The Transplants. I have always hated them, but they've been putting me in a good movie lately.
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[28 Sep 2005|07:12pm] |
I need some new jams.
I'm sick of listening to the same bands over&over&over.
Tell me some bands you're into right now.
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[06 Sep 2005|05:57pm] |
I got my hair cut today
It looks like hell.
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[14 Aug 2005|12:06pm] |
My new hair kicks ass real bad.
Too bad I don't have pictures of it.
You'll just have to wait until school starts!
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[09 Aug 2005|10:39am] |
I love bands I forget about that I used to love like three years ago, then suddenly remember them.
LIKE THE JULIANA THEORY.
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[23 Jul 2005|10:42pm] |
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The sleepover is in full effect.
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[16 Jun 2005|10:34pm] |
Tonight was like one of the funniest things ever.
mmk.
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[12 Jun 2005|06:31pm] |
God it's so hard not calling you.
And not being able to call you "baby" or tell you I love you.
I'd really appreciate it if you called me.
Damn it. I'm so pissed off. And I still fucking want you. Not the "you" right now though. The one without influence from other people. The one I grew to love, as corny as that sounds.
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[11 Jun 2005|04:21pm] |
Don't lead me on.
Or ignore me.
If this is what you want...at least let me know. And act like it.
I'm sick of doubting.
The last thing I need right now is uncertainty. Or for my boyfriend to treat me like shit.
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[09 Jun 2005|01:24am] |
Every bit of hope I have is just a slap in the face.
I never want a family like the one I have no.
I can't take it.
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[06 Jun 2005|05:58pm] |
It was so hard to keep my composure this morning.
Luckily work kept me busy.
And the minute I get home, I'm on fucking livejournal crying.
I don't know what's going on.
Call me.
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[30 May 2005|08:14pm] |
When the sun came up,
we we're sleeping in,
Sunk inside our blankets,
Sprawled across the bed,
And we we're dreaming.
There are moments when,
When I know it and
The world revolves around us,
And we're keeping it,
Keeping it all going,
This delicate balance,
Vulnerable all knowing,
......
we're glad for what we've got,
Done with what we've lost
Our whole lives laid out right in front of us.
I wish I could wake up next to you everyday.
I can't wait until I do.
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[24 May 2005|04:44pm] |
Every day is another chance for things to get more fucked up then they were the day before.
This is one of the last things I need.
And don't ask. It isn't important.
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[21 May 2005|12:05am] |
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So yeah, The Archaeologist did really well, especially for it being their first show. Matt and I got chased by some crazy guy in a truck, but he lost us. Then he had like no gas, so we left early to find a gas station that was open. We didn't come back to the show 'cause we just ended up doing our own thing. "NIGGATARDS!" Hahaha.
I kinda wanted to stick around to see Secretary, but I don't really care.
Tomorrow should be good. I think I'm going to meet my dad's girlfriend. Then, I believe I'm going to Paris with Matthew. Hopefully all this goes as planned.
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[17 May 2005|09:03pm] |
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I keep trying not to update, but what the hell.
Sunday = Paris with Matthew. We watched There's Something About Mary and laid around. He never gets old. He also dressed his little brother up as "Darth Vader." Haha
Monday = Hung out with Amy & Zack. Thank God. I missed those niggas. We went to Goodwill and Toys 'R' Us. Zack is a fucking pervert and stole a DIAPER from Toys 'R' Us. Haha. We did the best prank EVER with the diaper just 'cause we come up with the best ideas.
Today (Tuesday) = Picked up Mallory, ate, went to the mall. I bought the Armor for Sleep cd, and now I'm completely broke. I'll get money Friday, so it's cool.
I don't think I'll get to see Matthew until Thursday, which kinda sucks a lot. But eh, what can you do? I miss him. I'm still really excited about the show this Friday. Hopefully I get to go, since my mom already said I can.
And for anyone who doesn't know about it...
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