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[06 Sep 2008|12:30pm] |
Last night was the girls dinner and kinda a lil goodbye to monica but shes not gone yet! and we still have two more weeks!
But we got SOOOOOOOOOO much food at Bucca Di Beppo and we all devoured it.
Sarah and I humped the Bucca catering PT Cruiser. It was magical. I love those girls.
then i went to connors and we went on a lil walk to nowhere and we asked each other all the questions weve wanted to know. Weird/hard questions like
"Why are you so secretive"
"Why dont you do what makes you really happy?"
It was sorta informative
The Japan trip details are slowly gettign sorted out but they are definatly getting more set in stone which is exciting.
We're not getting a re-model at all now till like a year, so it means nothing to me since ill be gone. But its beenr eal slow lately so im pumped on not having to deal with aweful people.
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[04 Sep 2008|12:47am] |
Things are good, things are great actually, other than work.
although, ive been a little frustrated.
It's odd knowing things that you're not supposed to know.
And finding so many times to say somthing and keeping my mouth sewn shut
and i dont know. I guess different people voice different things.
just a damn shame what i think is mutual ...isn't
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[01 Sep 2008|11:52am] |
alright, so yesterday was a bad day in general with a pretty good night to top it. sorta.
Work was aweful. whats new.
-WORK RANT:SKIP IF YOU DONT CARE-
Ajay is ridiculous. "Dont bring your personal problems to work" as she sits in the back screaming at her retarded excuse for a relationship. Then she spends another 2-30 minutes crying her lil eyes out. Wants Jasmine to go home early even though its LABORDAYWEEKEND and we were swamped. Sends other people home early, BUTTTTTTTTTT
"Mosie i really need you to stay till 630, go take your break right now" "I dont want to go on a break" "Wellllllll,.... Uh... go on your break" FUCK YOUUU.
Shes so rude to all of the employees and the customers. Shes NOT MY FUCKING BOSS. and if i wanted to be like her i would gain 230 lbs and get the gayest tattoosin the world. OH and i would stay at vans for 3 more years and cheat on my boyfriends. I feel so bad for all the people i work with becuase everyone has started putting in applications at other places becuase she has just filled everyone to the brim with HATRED. haha but really. Its been enough. its one thing after the other. I gotta get out
-END WORK RANT-
Me, Cat, Charley, Joe and his friend tim ended up going to the super bogua Beat It club on Hollywood blvd.
First=the car ride
Extremly tired and my back hurt alot so i wasnt too stoked but i was trying real hard to have fun UNTIL
Saffy= Back with kelly pregnant dits. I tried to talk some sense into him but it didnt really work. it ended up flying back in my face and unfortunaly it escalded to me actually tlaking to kelly which i would ALWAYS like to avoid
Gosssip and Information= About connor and previous lady friends and a rant of my worries. I felt like i had no stomach for a second. it wasnt nice
I had to pee like a mad women with a bladder infection.
then the club was OOBER lame
Definatly a floozy, but we all looked amazing. SO since it waslame we all went to cause trouble on hollywood blvd.
We got harrased but a bunch of people and voileted bye some off-putting black men.
Had FAMIMA , looked at all the stars on the sidewalk then went the hey home!
it was 1/2 an aweful experience
and 1/2 a good one for spending time with people i love and making the bestof things.
:)
now its a new day. a day of no work and a day of love.
I also talked to connor and all is well. im glad he doesnt shut me out when i approch him wiht silly things. ALL IS WELL.
Over and out.
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| Ive been thinking |
[30 Aug 2008|02:13pm] |
Lately i have realized that so many are so numb to who they really are.
Simply, just remember that each emotion, each feeling, each moment is somthing to embrace. They are very personal but very important.
If you are going to cry then cry your hardest.
if you are going to laugh, laugh until you can barely breathe.
If you're going to hug someone, hug them like you wont see them again.
Every emotion that you have you need to note it to appreciate the rest of them. Realize the coming and passing of your feelings so you can really cherish each one.
Dont hide anything from yourself. Dont hide anything frome anyone. Things may become just that much better if you're having a bad day and you really undertand how you feel and understand why you feel it then remember how it feels to come out of that slump.
When you eat. Take a bite, put your fork down, enjoy that bite, appreciate it. and pause. Then repeat.
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[25 Aug 2008|11:21am] |
Well my weeekend was sooo awesome. I worked like EVERY night
and i got to clean a BUNCH and hurt my back even MORE :D:D:D:D:D
But really, its to the point where i cry every time or i come close to it. yeah, im a fucking baby, a very unhappy one.
I'm not the only one, there have been ALOT of cries and ALOT of arguments. Makes for an awesome work environment.
Dont get me wrong. everything outside of work is awesome. Beautiful boyfriend Beautiful friends beautiful everything as long as its not in the Carlsbad Company stores.
But really I did Rocky horror picture show, Hung out with Danny and Matt, and went to a lil get together at cats with a room compiled of most of the people i care about most in this world.
Thanks guys, you make everything that much better.
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[21 Aug 2008|11:52am] |
well my family left.
It was reallym nice seeing them but my goodness,
me, my mom and my dad are so used to it being quite around here
we are exhausted
and now im sick.
Lately ive been thinking alot about how i think about myself now as apposed to how i was a year or so ago.
I am SO happy with where i am.
I cant beleive how i was treating myself and who i was surrounding myself with.
I hate people that are like i used to be.
Being permiscuous, hanging out with all the "cool pro skaters" who are massive peices of shit, drinking every night, throwing all my pride out the window,and loosing closeness with alot of people.
pretty revolting but im glad i went through it so i know exactly what to avoid now.
I really should go to the doctor for my back but im afraid that they will tell me i cant work at vans anymore. i dont want to work at vans but i dont have anywhere else to turn.
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[13 Aug 2008|12:29pm] |
Well everythings is all good. been a hectic couple of days
my back si back to normal. i guess ti wasnt too severe i just have to take it easy .
Connor is home and we shaved his head. Looks really good.
my sister, the babies, her husband, and the dog are in town and that is nothing short of...fucked up haha
Its good having them here its just a big change from our small cozy quite condo
turned into a family zoo.
Theyve colored on the walls
broken 3 glasses
broken 1 guitar string
pooped and peed everywhere.
diiiiiiiiiiisaster.
My nephew is awesome.
LAST NIGHT
DANCE with Steve Aoki.
I went with Cat and Jill.
i met up with monica susan and waychill half way through-ish
SO much fun. it was perfect there were SO MANY people there
and we dances our hearts out. My feet still hurt.
Steve Aoki is a buff hunk for sure.
Connor is more of a buff hunk though, of course ;)
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[09 Aug 2008|11:56am] |
pinched a nerve in my back at work,
but more importantly
Connor coems home tomarrow
and so does my sister
this should be interesting
Party at Mosies.pfft.
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[07 Aug 2008|01:48am] |
past two days off=SUCCESS
RECAP:
Yesterday woke up when monica called asking to go to san diego
Monica, Taylor and I took the coaster down. Love them both, really good company and good to hangout after not seeing either of them much lately.
Pokez immediatly, walked around, got cat b-day stuff,planned to go to balboa(not as susccesful) missed the coaster, caught the next, then to sarahs then to tickets then to lisha and rachel then i left meet with others at the movies
PINAPPLE EXPRESS MIDIGHT SHOWING with over 30 of my good friends=perfect and the movie was awesome.
TODAY:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAT !!!
woke up, plant fell on my head, cats house, horse races with cat char jimmy haley and sondra. good time good friends. molested some ice cream and got offered shots by a gambler. No moneys for me. then back home to cats then to tattoo shop,jill met up with us, as we waited we made fun of everything,char rasperried the shit out of a attempted fence climb, got cat tattooed=success then to cats then to ridiculous clothes then to SD and saw ric for two seconds then to the STRIP CLUB=not a sucess then being squeemish then drove home now im here.
VIOLA.
closing for forever and always.
wicked cool
I love my friends
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[04 Aug 2008|01:38am] |
he hasnt called yet, pretty bummed about that but hes havin fun and stuff.
Charley, cat and i spit on the floor of party city to our friendship
my day off was great:sleep in, make food , see the boys and amanda for the last time, food not bombs, hung out with logan and watched dracula unfortunatly
I think i might have found a good job
I applied tonite, we'll just have to see.
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| Fuck checkerboard |
[03 Aug 2008|12:46pm] |
"Mosie, you doin' alright? you seem like you hate it here, like you dont want to work here anymore or somthing"
yeah, no shit.
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[01 Aug 2008|11:21am] |
hes gone again.
Greeeeeeeat
At least this is the last time for a while.
I guess him being gone keeps my on my toes a lil. Shit i just miss him alot.
I got him a lil care package with :
-Anime video game magazine
-reeses whipps
-jelly beans
-toilet seat covers (for when he diggs holes in the ground)
-mouthwash, his favorite
-a little notebook for writing
-and bubbles :)
he really liked it.
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| Silly Stars |
[26 Jul 2008|12:03pm] |
Well Connor has been home for a few days now.
Gahhh I love when hes here.
Last night we saw step brothers, it was halarious.
Just as funny as I'd hoped it would be.
I havent riden my bike in about a week, pretty sad.
I couldnt ride for a couple days becuase of my cold but im pretty sure thats gone now
so time to get back-a-pedalin'!
Not much else is different. I need out of vans just as much. My friends are just as great and so is he.
Viola
OH and About the Food Not Bombs thing being a failure
and not working.
Well it did, and we all had alot of fun, alot of food, and alot of sharin' and carin'
So booyaa. Come get some food this sunday if you'd like, buttholes.
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[23 Jul 2008|10:44pm] |
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
hes home
and i love him.
Thats all.
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[21 Jul 2008|05:05pm] |
FUUUUUUUUUCK
Since my birth certificate isnt vald for the passport mother fuckers
i have to get a 75 dollar new certificate
Almost 100 Dollars for the actual pasport
and a pasport picture
and my 120$ car payment.
I dont have this kinda money, looks like im digging into my savings. exactly what i dont need.
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[21 Jul 2008|02:30pm] |
Im sick again
Bummmmmmeeeeeeeeeeeed.
I hate it becuase everytime i get sick i dont stop being sick for like 3 months
Anyway, i went to get my passport this morning
and apparently the form of brith certificate that i have isnt valid for passports.
SO i either have to drive to LA where iw as born and get one there
or order one.
such a damn hassle
on another note CONNOR COMES HOME TOMAROW MORNING.
Ugh this time has been alot harder than last time but he only has one more trip after this
then hes here for a while.
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[20 Jul 2008|12:55am] |
oh and PS
I am going to kindly ask everyone to STOP
talking about me and wes. whatever that was.
It is so INCREDIBLY not anyones buisness other than mine and his.
and everyone needs to stop talking about it, changing the "story", and causing problems.
I appologize for making people think it was their buisness by telling them
(this is a build up of several events.)
ITS DONE AND OVER WITH.
Thank you.
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[19 Jul 2008|09:00pm] |
stomach hurts alot
dad out of town
horrible horrible racist customers
I just want it to be tuesday already i miss him so much
UGH
last night i actually got really emotional about it
it was kinda strange and its only been two weeks.
It seems so much longer.
he comes back
then leaves again
Fuck
Oh the Foodnot bombs thing went actually well today
got random things accomplished.
Still waiting for the Hair body and Soul
I need to get away from vans
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[16 Jul 2008|12:17pm] |
theres a bunch going on these next few days
next two days-work
friday- happy birthday surpise
saturday-work and fnb meeting if i can even make it
sunday-work and first fnb day
monday-passport meeting
tuesday- CONNORRR COMMESSS HOMMMEEEEEEE :D:D:D:D:D:D
thursday- doctors appointment
and other stuff
Off to work tonite.
somthings wrong but i guess ill find out if im alright on thursday, so long from now.
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[15 Jul 2008|12:21am] |
today was a day off, very nice.
My favorite is when im not at work hah
trying to follow up with Hair Body and Soul. I like it there
i really want a job there and it would be perfect.
went to the gardens for a little, it was peaceful
then went on the monday night ride with johnny and tyler not many came
but i did meet some new people.
THEN i saw Kill bill 1
Awesome. i can check that off my list and next is Kill Bill 2!
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