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Guess what..? Reggie i love you to death!
HA isn't that fucking KICK ASS!?!?
Anywho.. last night fucking amazing, CONOR I'M HAVING YOUR FUCKING BABY! Saw The Faint/Bright Eyes. WOOO FUCKING HOO. I feel the need to say fuck alot right now. But oh my gosh it was great. Me & Rosey had a blast. With our big brothers SCORE. We can't be much cooler then that yo! I couldn't bring in my camera stupid son of a fuckers. But.. i took other amazing pictures.. which i'll edit into this later cause i'm a tad bit lazy right now.
On a different note.. I'm pissed off except for those two things up there. My birthdays next saturday. I don't know why but is Saturday spelled right? It looks wrong to me.
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[05 Jun 2005|02:11pm] |
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This weekend was so omg like one i haven't had in sucha LONG time amazing i tell you. Friday night i snuck out to go see my love Mila. SEXY SEXY!! Dude.. when i was waiting at the corner(at like 12:30am) some car pulls up.. and i thought it was my tio cause it looked like his car.. and he kept point to my house as in like GET YOUR ASS IN THE HOUSE. So i like leaned over and its some other guy & he goes "Need a ride?" SCARY SHIT I TELL YOU.. Mila's friends love her dearly they gave me a ride to her house & back to my house at like 5.
( MY NIGHT WITH MILA )
Saturday.. oh boy Saturday.. i saw MY LOVE MELISSA! SCORE SCORE SCORE! GOAL GOAL GOAL! haha i dunno why i felt like doing that but yea. I haven't seen her in so long.. i've really missed her like ALOT. It was wonderful to see my Mely. We took pictures & ate & went online. And had great sex. haha i kid i kid.
( MY DAY WITH MELISSA )
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[26 Apr 2005|08:26pm] |
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I have a reason to smile. Do you know why? I bet you don't know...
( i bet you STILL don't know why!!! )
I hate it when you still care about that person.. yet you know you don't mean anything to them, your now just another face in the crowd.
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[12 Mar 2005|05:05pm] |
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( OMG LOOK... )
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| well.. i've done it again |
[05 Mar 2005|05:25pm] |
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I'm back to my old ways. That's not good. I got caught again by my dad and now i can't do anything for a month.. he took my cell & i can't use the house phone. PLUS.. i can no longer come out in Tracys 16. My grades have dropped.. thats not good, but i really just don't give a fuck any more. I've lost motivation when it comes to just about everything.
( I LIKE TO TAKE PICTURES... )
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[17 Feb 2005|06:41pm] |
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I loved that dog. Hope he's resting in peace. Sorry my Cindy & family. Hope you guys feel better <333!! Dexter rocked my socks man.. ugh its gonna be so weird to not see him when i go to your house Cindy.
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After 7 months i still love him. Isn't that sad, i can't move on? I can't not love him.. loves a bitch i hate it.
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[06 Feb 2005|08:53pm] |
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Man... sometimes people just don't understand. Cutting doesn't solve anything. I've learned that these last 2 months. Sure it takes away the emotion your feeling right there and then.. but that feeling WILL come back. God... i mean it's like hard not to cut yes i know. But when your not cutting it feels so great. The scars SUCK. I wish i could help you it takes so much out of me trying to change you & help you to not do something thats so stupid. But i remember how it was i DO understand where your coming from. Its just i'm tired of seeing you hurting your self. I love you so much but i guess i can't always help someone that doesn't want to be helped.
Dude.. i'm not even going to start on how i'm all emo right now. This post will get longer then it needs to be.
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[26 Jan 2005|08:37pm] |
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Wow.. i sure do love days like this one. I don't know why i love the cold so much, i like the fact that i can wear sweaters/jackets with out feeling all icky. You get me man!?! So.. last weekend was spent with Miss Cindy. She's so hott! lol.. i ♥ you chica. This weekend... i'm not sure yet what's going to happen, probally kick it with Mely & i'm hoping to see Jordan. Let's cross our fingers that i do! lol.. anyways thats about all i wanted to say to you people!
( oh.. you know just a little something.... )
by the way.. someone had a special 16TH birthday... i wonder who that is....
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY BEVERLY!!!
I LOVE You LOTS!!!
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[01 Jan 2005|05:12pm] |
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I so don't want to go back to school. I hate all the fake people there. All the chunts, ugh i'm not ready to go back. Well.. i was at Cindy's house the other day. It was fun, we watched Darkness, it was ok but the ending sucked and we watched Spanglish(FINALLY) i got bored, it was just a little too long. I had a funny person sitting next to me though, she would turn and be like "that was funny" and at one point i ask CINDY.. what the person said... and the lady next to me answered. It was funny, we ran into her friend Brenda. Umm... i got to "meet" Lucy, sucha cute puppy. This is my first post of 2005.. i'm hoping this year is better then last year.
HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVERYBODY!
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I'M OFF TRACK! it's a plus yet a minus to me.. i miss all my damn A Trackers... but.. i will reunite with them.. like this weekend, most likely.
It seems as though all i ever post is how depressed i am. That sucks. People are probaly looking at me thinking.. ::shit this bitch is stupid, she needs to stop pretending to be sad:: or something like that. I'm right, right?
So anyways.. I'm going to homecoming right? I have no dress yet, but i went looking on Sunday. I found one but its way to big. I hate being petite. It's a real pain in the ass. On the + side... my DAD bought me a beenie,skirt, and two shirts =). Yup.. thats right my dad loves me. My mom's crazy.
That's ALl I Have To Say Today. TOODLES LUV!
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