I remember blue skies

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2008-03-25T05:14:27Z

I made it to the top of the wall.
Plus
Shelby bought me a huge supply of soy yogurt.
Good friends
Good day.

_loser_geek_ @ 2007-12-13T15:43:00

2007-12-14T04:35:05Z

pants. sometimes he hurts my feelings.

2007-08-19T06:54:21Z

I keep on pulling the string because I haven't any scissors.

_loser_geek_ @ 2007-05-27T14:47:00

2007-05-27T21:48:23Z

i need to get out of my house.

tall mocha

2007-05-04T02:18:50Z

i found mike lane in the back room at work.
he came back in today.
it was nice to see him again.
the end.

home/office/fax/mobile/email

2007-03-18T04:22:08Z

TELEPHONE
ADDRESS

12345678

cut copy paste

why does livejournal delete old entries on the friend's page?

How is 535-3540 doing?

true story

2006-11-17T00:33:40Z

"i don't fucking trust bananas."

-six year old kid

your eyes give you away...

2006-08-06T07:09:52Z

Birthday Party

girls and boys

sometimes after nights like these
I will remember how high I really was.

beer and wine

High on people.
High on drugs.
High on conversation.
High on drugs.

love and lust

sometimes after nights like these
I will remember just how high

Birthday Party

Vegetable oil.

2006-05-22T03:24:37Z

I had a ride in a tow truck today that has changed my life forever.

The last few days have been polluted with talk of the war
and corruption in the government.

Via la Revolution!

isn't my date so cute?

2006-04-19T09:52:58Z

He went to the store and bought me coconut scented glycerine soap.

2006-04-12T20:14:52Z

My brother is in town for a week or so...

He is going to be moving to Portland. We’ve talked about moving in together. It's a great idea and then again it's not...I don’t really know what to expect.. other than rain and college.
My life style would drastically change....would that be such a bad thing?
I mean.. No more booze or drugs (other than what the doctor thinks I should have).
And I would be away from my family. So hopefully my brain wouldn’t fell so fucked up all the time. And it’s not that I don’t love my family, because I really do...they just have issues..and more so that average middle class family.

I don’t know if Portland is drastic enough. I feel like I need to just be picked up and dropped in the middle of Europe. You know, .....

Kevin plans on moving to Sacramento for college. But I am not sure if that means he is moving to he dorms and I am living in an apartment by myself. Or we are getting a place to ourselves. I am not even sure why he decided on Sacramento. I am still confused about the whole thing. Sacramento? Sacramento reminds of being seriously ill and having to go there to see my doctors. It reminds me of driving by the Children’s Hospital and seeing the kids who were stuck being in wheelchairs and had wear hats to hide the fact that they were bold.

I am really not sure what I am doing or what I plan on doing anytime soon.

I just hope I find my way

myspace more like mysuck

2006-03-16T02:15:35Z

sometimes i wonder what it would feel like
what my hair would look like

i wonder if i would even grow taller

...."darling"
i'm so sure.

Drinking tea and hanging out with gene chandler

2006-03-03T01:28:31Z

when it comes to friends
I guess I am down one
and that’s never a good thing

but to barrow a line... if you would please
Sometimes things happen
people grow apart...

when it comes to rainbows
please stop this one

You know what I say to this...

2006-02-19T03:42:11Z

I WIN

I can remember when i had a decent nights sleep...

2006-02-11T01:04:25Z

What a week.

I going to Fresno tonight...just to get away from my family. how sad is that? I threw my brother a birthday party and he never even said thank you. and then the very next day he made the BIGGEST mess out of my kitchen...and just left it.
And when he tried to “clean” it..I swear he made it worse. I don’t even know how that is possible!
I am tired of not being able to do what I want.
I’m tired of not being respected.
I’m tired of my grandmother.
I’m tired of my mother.

"unfastidious in her dress"

2006-01-27T14:36:16Z

Coffee is just as messy as cigarets.
At lest when I’m drinking it.

silly habit

everybody's got a little light inside!

2006-01-25T03:24:26Z

the craziest ho-dime came in today and..well, was a complete ho-dime.

found my check....yessssss (a week later)

my car is still at the shop...i miss her.

sarah came over last night. we watched the 6th episode of salad fingers...good times... i guess (it freaks me out and about)

Dizzy days
Sail away

We’re special in other ways...ways our mother appreciate.

2006-01-20T03:59:56Z

You just had to say it
Dirty fingers
Turning over pages of your book
How does it feel to be free?

i want to move.

been a long time...

2006-01-09T08:45:37Z

i'm going through my rush faze...

times a changin'

2005-08-08T06:17:36Z

I feel i have lost touch of everthing and everyone
but i guess thats what i had to do
just leave everything for a bit.

[Erik's house smells good]
sunny day real estate smells good]

eila is coming over...and i will be glad to see her.

mia called and told me "the news"...wow. makes me think of how silly things have been. how silly i have been. i think its time for me to grow up once again...cause i kind of lost it there for a while.

long duck dong

2005-05-06T23:59:13Z

In my brother's room

[Microwave sounds]

Kevin: [Groans] "Jenny, that's my hot pocket. Can you get that? I'm too full too."

Me: [Shakes head] "Goddamnit Kevin!"

I'm a jar.....

2004-11-21T00:35:41Z

a
red face
on such
a
white night
and the flashing lights
that
broke the
sight

cracky crunch

2004-11-02T01:59:31Z

so this weekend was better than hoped for.
i enjoy santa cruz a little more each time i go to visit.

and um.. vampire porn is hot.

it just feels like a dead animal....

2004-10-15T07:04:27Z

its always fun with sarah and tim...
that tim is a clever guy.

breathing through a bladder

Urination in a parking lot

2004-10-11T23:16:02Z

Berserkeley was quite entertaining
and the pizza was close to perfection.

and speaking of piss..its nice to have the blood brothers help me out in that department.