weave broken dreams

Hung up, dead, over.

2006-03-17T16:37:11Z

Now blogspot decides to be a bitch.

I've got pictures for today but i'm too lazy to connect it so some other time perhaps. It was a lazy afternoon spent slacking at Bugis Cafe with Doll! We spent mosta time cam-whoring, talking cock, people watch and she did her impulsive earring shopping. Met Aunt Leslie then Gab joined us for dinner, spent some time with Nicole! Just for about half-hour actually, but its better than nothing so.. lurfe ya bitchy mwah.

For Sheryl: Me is loving you like heaploads, so please feel better and fever please go away. Burning hot at 39degrees is no jokeee, glad i getta rip my sister's towel apart. :D Can we like meet up soon, again?! Pls come TP!

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Oh yes the appeal was SUCCESSFUL! shizzle mizzle mofo yo'
TP's Business! :D Oh wellll, goodbye stupid cocksucking business IT.
AND AND AND, Lthena also got into her course which is in TP's biz schl.
I wouldnt be lonely for orientation <333333 :D

Chickens on the Run.

2006-02-25T14:01:05Z

We (Rhon, Lth, Kath & I) decided Geylang for dinner. I didn't know the stretch of Geylang is actually quite lonnnnng and we were lost! But anyway, the night life there is really *ahem* and HAHAHAHAH, we saw this trannie that looks so.. er yeah. Its the kind you'll suffer from a laughing fit when you see her/him.

After frog legs (ew!), bah kut teh andddddd..

I like blur pictures full of light.

I heart heart hearrrrrrrt their colddd tau huey.

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We took alot of freaking pictures but lazzzzy to upload all of them, so there you go. Again again and again!, can't wait for Big momma or whatever shit that movie's called! My dad's birthday next week, i'm gonna force him wear the gold christmas hat and parade around the house. I'll promise a funny shot. ;D

I dug 2005 up.

2006-02-24T12:45:26Z

Take a trip down memory lane.

A long waay down the buddha walkway of Japan.

Some holiday inn.

The biting winter, interesting wooden house and deserted trees.

Captured from the hotel window. The mountain opposite is actually Mount Fuji.

Cloudy Japan.

This is Mount Fuji for you, its motherfucking brrrr.

Look at Nicole, all wrapped and kawaii!

Japan's craziest rollercoaster. Look at the loops!

Nightlife in Disneyland (Or was it Osaka's Uni Studio?).

Behind us is the bullet train, its freaking fast! Instant suicide if you fall into those tracks. :O

These are bona-fide geishas. Its an eye-opener really! But theyre unfriendly, so pfffttt.

Kawaii umbrella she's holding. -__-"

I swear this is one of a whooping fun tea cup ride. The four us had such a fucking good time.

This snowball fight is the roughest but funniest ever.

Japan 2005.

Embedded deeply in my memory banks.

What the fuck is going on?

2006-02-18T10:33:24Z

I spent a whole fifteen minutes trying to figure out this whole new lj setting. It became waaaay too complicated overnight. I give up loading the rest of the pictures. Haha. Imagestation is always dying on me, why?!?!

I'm disabling comments for all entries from today onwards. I will photo-blog here, since my blogger layout is too small to compromise the pictures.

_lollipops @ 2006-02-07T02:23:00

2006-02-06T18:23:41Z

I AM CONVINCED THAT MY DAD IS GOING THROUGH MEN-O-PAUSE.

omfg.

2006-01-28T06:10:27Z

indochine yesterday with the girls, yummy yummy! it was one of the best clubbing dates everrr, right sherrrruh? hahaha! we totally intended to get wasted and have fun but apparently that didnt so work out. haha. SHERYL IS MISS SIN now, i can threaten her when she doesnt promise me what i want! haha meet up soon bitch, i miss you already :( seeing you like REALLY soon and nicole too!

i totally hate chinese new year. except the red packets part. its like, my sister is back at home. and it is %(#$&(#&*$# annoying, she has the pair of birks that i want. clad branded from top to toe *makes a face* she's just.. the most irritating/annoying sister anyone can ever have. WHAT KIND OF STUPID REUNION LUNCH IS THIS. seeing her lovey dovey with her hubs make me wanna BARF out the abalone, but then again better not, i'd rather save it in my tummy. so my dad and i are like standing along the same line "we both hate jennifer" yeah dont ask me why my sister has a christian name and i don't. haha.

give me better days somebody.

To be the last one.

2006-01-21T14:33:45Z

We opted for a quiet day out rather than hitting MOS tonight, so tampines mall it was, with a plentyful of promising fun really! I was an hour late, met a freak small boy who was touching me all over while coming down from the escalator! His mummy kept apologising, yeah hell. Your boy WILL BE a pervert in near future to come, god dammit. So the two idiots who witnessed the entire freak scene was obviously laughing their heads off. >:(

dracula teeth gummies!

the insane and the sane.

black and white.

It was really fun with the two assholes, like the other time at MOS. Wahahaha! Bought gummy bears! And i.. bought coloured contacts. Now my eyes are a hint of greyness! Can't wait for nxt week with them girls again. Oh yes we were walking aimlessly around and we bought this!

Baby's socks for my hp + beloved ixus.

Rhonda & Lthena got the fish one, which is really really cute! Hahaha god, we felt like kids but its okay. *dances around* Can't wait to celebrate lthena's birthday. Rhonda: HOT AIR BALLOON RIDE IN A LIFETIME AH!!

For now, heart my coloured contacts many many!

Click and bingo.

2006-01-16T17:46:10Z

01 Weini will often glow under UV light!
02 Every day in the UK, four people die putting weini on!
03 Research indicates that weini will be attracted to people who have recently eaten bananas.
04 The liquid inside weini can be used as a substitute for blood plasma!
05 An average beaver can cut down weini every year.
06 You burn more calories sleeping than you do watching weini! (i like this!)
07 The canonical hours of the Christian church are matins, lauds, prime, terce, sext, none, weini and compline!
08 Some birds use weini to orientate themselves during migration.
09 Never store weini at room temperature.
10 A female ferret will die if it goes into heat and cannot find weini!

Sheryl's results are fucking hilarious.
"Sheryl is actually a vegetable, not a fruit!" HAHAHAHAHA.

twist and distort.

2006-01-13T17:30:27Z

damn you blogger,
i like you better lj. ♥

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so i got curious and thought alot this morning.

i was wondering where do we actually go when we die, although only 2 options available - heaven/hell? or maybe, we dont even get to go heaven/hell. we just disappear and disintegrate like we've never existed. they say, to make the best out of life, but when we die, where do the best go? soon when your generation fades away, who's gonna remember you? my inquisitive questions obviously have to go unanswered since no one really knows... this train of thoughts is leading me nowhere. just into a darker and deeper tunnel.

work's tiring. i guess fatigue got the better of me. my legs need osim's iSqueeze, or just get me something! something that gives quick and fast relief, instant removal of aches and pain (god dammit). 6 and a half more hours to work. cannot wait till the 4th of feb.

"serve customers with a smile" yeah hell. try practising that when you make them wait barely a minute and they "tsk" so much and shake their heads in displeasure. difficult and hard to handle. money doesnt come easy huh.

me: "sorry to keep you waiting, please come again!" *smiles* (this is the surface)
me thinks: "fuck you fuck you fuck you FUCK you. go away!"

"hi, my name is SuSie."

2006-01-12T15:22:22Z

stuck in a working environment which doesnt support the English Language.

god save me. cant wait for chinese new year. im stuck with 80cents for this whole month, until cny that is. crying out loud: am i pathetic OR pathetic? it doesnt really provide me with a choice since the bottomline is obviously already drawn.

apart from tremendous social life suicide, i'm taking the plunge for something i'd never thought i'll do. since i've taken the first step forward, i'm just gonna keep walking and embrace myself for what might the future brings. yeah i was late for just fucking three minutes and got lectured on "responsibility" and fuck. wasn't even sleeping during training and i got accused for that uncommitted sin. bending forward to scratch my head and adjusting levis = sleeping? that doesnt make sense really.

get over and move on. i kept reminding myself that i gotta swallow what they say, however wrong it may be, because its the working world. having exposed myself to such work politics, it just spurs me on to bring my best forward. sometimes, capability doesnt always matter. people judge, i'm trying hard not to portray myself as some bitchfucked attitude girl so i just smile whenever the trainers get fucked up.

but in beneath those smiles, I FEEL LIKE FUCKING KILLING THEM. okay im off, i need to wake up at 7am tomorrow.

p/s: sheryl, i'll try my superduper best to reserve saturday for you. missmissmisslovelovelove♥♥♥
carmen is so shweet and lurvely (this is an understatement) :D
i misss nicole that silly girl so much, her random sms-es make me laugh out loud
as for natashia lee, KISSMYASS♥♥ alright no i was just kidding :p
clarisse vanished from the world or what?
meeting amanda next week and im excited (pardon the limited vocab) :)
zh and his.. funniest stupidest joke ever. "im a bitch"
rhon & lthena: when are we gonna play ASSHOLE again?! ♥

oh, self-love!

_lollipops @ 2006-01-09T23:41:00

2006-01-09T15:42:29Z

I'm obsessed with the new GUESS fragrance, still.

It doesnt help if youre broke and i wish i can secretly add that into my "chinese new year shopping clothes" list. Going out with mom tmr, lets hope she'll be spontaneous with her money. :P I WANT IT SO DAMN BLOODY BADLY, argh!

my midnight sin ♥

2006-01-07T18:01:19Z

..The birthday girl was kept waiting and she got lost in town while trying to find her way to somerset. What a joke, hahaha! I bluffed her (nicole) that i was at cityhall train station but actually i was still stuck at aljunied. It got her waiting for 20minutes and the first sign she gave me when she saw me was, this, _|_

L to R: Nicole, Mememe, Sheryl

And again, the 3 of us!

Basically town was full of rain, bitchy weather youve got there. We talked like we've never seen each other for ten years, ate chicken rice at far east (♥), all of us went shopping, laughlaughlaugh, camwhore and alot of other shit!

Due to some dinner messed up plans which in the end could have worked out for the better, nicole left and then ended up at town again. But by the time i recieved her sms, sheryl and i were on our way home already. After nic's departure, we had nydc! Booboo cake! The waiter has a weird.. voice. It was OC night! God, adam brody's friggin cuteeeeee. Alright its getting late, i enjoyed today and hope you girls have too. Guess our next meeting would be chinese new year? ;)

Something for SHERYL LYNN TEO:

Yeah so frigging bitch, i spent time customising and doing this picture of ours so yay or what? I mean im in a good mood so i decided to do this dedication thing to 2 of my best girlfriends which is none other than ahem you and nicole. Seriously, we've been hanging out too much and laughing far over the limit.. But i like it that way! And read the caption: I've got your back (bitch!) So let me explain myself, i would like you to live life as far as possible and reach out for the best things you can ever have.. settle with only the best okay? And er, the bitch part.. you're just bitchy with a capital B while im slow with a capital S. Embracing greatest moments of what we can live for, 2006. mwahmwahmwah, more oc days/nights coming up! ♥♥♥

p/s: WEBCAM see you tomorrow bitch (again)

Nicole ♥:
Guess all i need to say i've already said it in your birthday card, with our tokyo picture (lol) which we look incredibly toot in. So that trip has the best memories ever and.. you've been one of a hell best girlfriend really. Youre already accepted for your occasional outbursts and spasms and mixing up of names. :P Apologies that this birthday celeb wasnt really a grand affair, but trust me, sheryl and i spent alot of effort to scout for your present. We hope that the finish product was to your liking. The card i wrote to you was laced with happy thoughts and a toast to our 5th year of friendship. I will continue to make efforts to catch up with you, grow old with you (and binny) and spend more time together yeah? 30 years down the road, I would want to be right next to you talking about the days we had at secondary school.

One man for himself.

2006-01-06T17:43:20Z

I was just doing some random soul-searching just now and wonder how's life gonna be like when i get my results. Apparently, im already prepared for the worst and should anything really bad happens, i'll shoulder the blame and responsibility. Everynight has pretty much been a living nightmare, dreaming of the worst scenarios and that life after doesnt provide you with a choice. That will suck.

Alright, moving on. I've been indulging myself in retail theraphy these days. Happy/unhappy with my purchases.. My mum just gave me another 150 to get something i've set my eyes on. I've set my eyes on many things but 150 cant even get you shit. Honestly if you go out with 150, its like you cant even buy yourself a decent something. So i'll probably get myself the french connection jacket (after an hour of consideration and still indecisive) tomorrow.

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Something random:
I was just thinking about how its all one man for himself in this world and that there isnt anyone to fall back on when you're down there struggling for some emotional rescue. Dont misunderstand, im not emotional or anything right now.. I'm just thinking really. That how people out there arent really beautiful as the ones youve met in school (not everyone in school are beautiful of course). God, sometimes i just thank god that im out of school and those people i dont have to see anymore. And for some reason, i feel rather mean writing this about them and im not referring to anyone in particular or anything.

Just thank god for the existence of really good friends, if not i wont be where i am right now. Love ya'll, you know who you are. :) I'll be meeting the 2 dearest girls tomorrow, nicole & sher. MWAHMWAHMWAH!

_lollipops @ 2006-01-01T22:41:00

2006-01-01T14:49:03Z

SO YAY ITS 2006!!

I dont really have anything to look forward to but haha its okay, i'll see whats there for me. PROBABLY BAD THINGS AS USUAL, god dammit. My life hasnt been exactly fulfilling.. but having close friends to chill with and a functional family, i guess that makes up for everything else. :) I don't really expect many happenings or anything but i just want to be happy everyday!!

I wish i can sort out myself properly and umm be less lazy, quit bumming.. Finally found a job and get to work with sherrrrrryl. HAHA, i think we'll probably talk alot and all that. Tmr i'll be heading over to her place to play cards and dunno what else la.

My heart is like beating damn fast now for dunno what reason and the heartbeat's damn irregular. I NEED TO CALM DOWN. Ok going off nowwww, goodnight.

Hope is such a waste

2005-12-28T09:41:44Z

2005 is coming to an end, so bloody soon?!? I think this livejournal's like rotting since i don't really update over here. Anyway, the GUESS fragrance is new sex man! I'm going to get my bum to town tomorrow to get it, have a haircut and buy a new tongue stud. I re-did the piercing (DIY) and it was fucking painful btw. Thank god it didn't bleed or else.. my parents will start to get paranoid again! Haha. I'm thinking of getting a new piercing, preferably somewhere on my face but dunno where yet.

I've been bumming around, with so much time to waste.. I blew alot of money away this month due to the trip and my mom bought me a new camera for xmas present. The ipod nano fever is starting to die out already, but i still want a mp3. I changed the remaining yen currency to singapore money and spent it all on god knows what.. I havent shopped for a really really long time. I hope i can shop tomorrow and turn up for some primary school gathering bbq. HAHAHA. so weird that im actually going for it cause i havent seen those lot for a good whole 4 years but it would be good catching up i guess. Wonder how has everyone been?

So sheryl's heading back from china tmr, i hope she hasnt became a china chee. God, the last place to ever go for a holiday is to china. I went there twice and i almost died. They have doorless toilets and smelly poo everywhere. The roadside stalls sell scorpions, maggots and whateverfreakshit you can think of? The people there are fucking rude and they speak mandarin that sounds like tamil to me. Ok i should stop this china bitching cause its my father's favourite place for holiday, hahahahahahaha. Love daddy and mummy!

I am retarded man.

Remember, and always remember.

2005-12-18T13:25:25Z

7 days at Japan.

2005

2005-12-18T08:50:57Z

I want to be back at Japan all over again.

I reek of Ammonia.

2005-11-23T05:17:53Z

After the MCQ paper, me and sheryl rushed down immediately to town to get our hair done at Shunji Matsuo. To kill time before our appointed time at 5, we walked around to shop something for grad. Well, for me is bloody futile since i havent found anything much to my liking. I'm damn fussy, yes i know.

This cute woman came down to meet us, which brought us much laughter and joy. She just can't stop making fun of sheryl, hahahaha!

xiaoying: "why must she cover her nose when she take picture? her nose very embarrassing is it?!"

hello bitch, i am not smelling your hair.

us, at the bus stop. we were waiting for txy's friend.

the one in pink made us waited for dont know how long but she's very nice, so :)

We had such a high time and went for job interview etc and etc and etc! Then, we walked over to gelare because txy wanted to see ahem ahem ahem! I bumped into jac and i got myself a free ride home. But i feel bad because sheryl had to take a cab and i didnt get to share with her. Ok im meeting xy and her later so we'll have alot of promising fun and photo-taking okay okay!

Now im gonna count my expenditure because my hair cost me a bomb.

_lollipops @ 2005-11-15T22:37:00

2005-11-15T14:38:02Z

Heh. :)

Ten minutes.

2005-11-12T05:13:56Z

One week of o levels finally, over!

Whats the point of it being over when i'm filled with so much regret and errr thoughts of "i should have..." and "i shouldnt have". So anyway, digressing, i finally bought my contact lens and got my eyes checked. Boohoo, my degrees went up by another 50! I'm almost as blind as a bat now. Went parkway with sher ystd and.. we had famous amos! Had our brows plucked, mine took like uh 50minutes? Waste my time only.

Before our lit exams, nic, sher and i were "hanging out" at the kopitiam near school and suffering from fits of laughter. The pig intestine (eww!) i was eating almost came out of my mouth. Teh peng was good, muwaha! Nicole was asking stupid questions like what if the cup marries the ice, what would their relationship be like.. Or something like that la. I cant quite remember. Its not even funny but i dont know why the 3 of us cant stop laughing.. it happens like ALL the time!

I cant wait for japan (sakura oh sakura), whole of seven nights away! Need to get so many shit, like a new camera, winter wear, prom stuff, highlighting of hair &.. *secret* with sher on the 24th.. prom night plans &&& clarisse's birthday (exclusively retro junkz -quote/unquote) andandand BURNING OF BOOKS!

Ja-pun!

2005-10-28T12:07:07Z

I'm overwhelmed because yay oh yay, i'm going to japan with nicole and her family. Yayness to the power of infinite, accompanied with alot of happy smiling faces :) :) :) I'll bring back shitloads of pictures, good scenery i hope and hello kitty so sanrio (the bloody cat with no mouth). Tokyo disneyland! And omg, i hope i can pick up abit of the language and start rattling away. 9th Dec, here I come! Japan's famous for streetwear, streetwear anybody?

ARGH.

2005-10-24T12:37:15Z

my handphone bill's a whooping one hundred and fifty dollars. my dad told me he can die by just paying off my handphone bills every month. blooooody hell. i hate m1 really. im gonna get down to monitoring my calls and so on. ohmygod so annoying alright.

♥

2005-10-20T15:38:19Z

God, I feel like Fuck. For the first time, i feel chemistry pract was better than the physics one. I got zinc nitrate for T. (What is zinc nitrate anyway?) I'm leaving all these unsettled angsty, whatthefuck, stupid emotions behind and hopefully, a grade B for science please.

Moving on, i bumped into my chem/phy tutor today after the pract. Nicole mistook him for a cheekopek who was trying to be funny and wanted to pull me away from him. AHA, but luckily she didnt if not she'll be embarrassed for life. Ah well, talking to him and seeing him didnt make me feel better. Lunch was good with the babe and off to her place after that! God, the bus trip home is one helluva hee-la-rious ride.

Talking about "Queen of lesbians", eh you know f likes w!, jokes, her bunny tooth (wahaha!) and damn plenty so much more. It took my mind off things for awhile. We climbed over her railing and slacked at her balcony. Beautiful sight, i love aeroplanesss! The sky's so misty, the air is cool. I love you nicole, you make things so fine.

Rui-en look-alike, aha! Gives you stinking kiss like paris's. We shall meet again soon my friend, vurey vurey soon! Have more of my loud kissies (yucks). Come again soon.

P/s sheryl: Takecare and get welllll soon. Its just one more month, one more month to what we have been waiting to do. Study well and hard, i hope to see you effing soon!

♥♥♥♥

_lollipops @ 2005-10-18T22:15:00

2005-10-18T14:15:49Z

what is fashion to you?

_lollipops @ 2005-10-18T13:30:00

2005-10-18T05:30:34Z

let me take you to the shagbar.