i hate thinking of subjects. . . [14 Nov 2003|12:28pm] [ mood | calm ] so the past couple days have been extremely fun, much thanks to stiff for hangin out. yesterday we hit up old town and g town. we listened to 80's music and danced and talked about lionel richie and sex and michael jacksons vagina. ah the stupid shit we talk about when everythin else just needs to be left to rest. I am starting to find a new sense of motivation again. . . i think my ass may go back to school- hows about that?! i dont think my parents ever thought this day would come. i dont think it will be for a couple more months- give myself til january. . . but more and more im realizing i really do make a damn good hairdresser- and as for all my other career ventures- i will take a stab at them later. Talks lately have been more productive, well not always productive- but i feel like im speaking out more than i usually have. There are of course parts of my life i wish i could change, parts of me i wish i could change. . . but i suppose i always thought i would meet someone who would inspire me to think all i have and all i am is perfect- thats a complete joke. the shit i cant stand about myself. . . im going to change. who knows exactly all that entails or how long it will take. but im stuck with me forever, everyone else will come and go- but at the end of every day and the beginning of each morning- im stuck with me. i guess he was right. . . i guess im just bored of making excuses for myself. so here's to tryin to see the improvemental state in anna. . . 2 ||show me your wits||

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