| have i reached my limits? |
[12 Nov 2003|02:04pm] |
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apparently being strong for someone is very different than being strong without them. i dont even know which im doing anymore. i wish i could be a better individual, but it always seems like i thrive in a pair. maybe you werent here to stick it out, maybe you were here just to teach me a lesson. but i think that shit sucks. and it makes me mad as hell. but hey, at least im learning to get mad.
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| theres an army on the dance floor |
[12 Nov 2003|07:41pm] |
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So stiff and i went to ikea today, that damn store makes me want a house so bad. someone want to marry me and decorate a cute little apartment? im a good cook and dont mind cleaning. . . im pretty nice? anyone? Then on the way home I was really proud of how I stuck up for myself. Im not going to get pushed into a corner during these few phone calls i get. I have just as much power as I am willing to let myself have. Then i was so excited to get a phone call from my new friend, kyle. Meeting him and sara the other night was such a good pick me up. i hope i get to hang out with them soon. i need to keep busy. . . anyone down to go out? yes?
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