have i reached my limits?

apparently being strong for someone is very different than being strong without them. i dont even know which im doing anymore. i wish i could be a better individual, but it always seems like i thrive in a pair. maybe you werent here to stick it out, maybe you were here just to teach me a lesson. but i think that shit sucks. and it makes me mad as hell. but hey, at least im learning to get mad.