On your mark get set GO

okay so name change!

Thu, 29 Dec 2005 21:44:46 GMT

NAME CHANGE
i'm really sick of mine. it's stupid.

so...
i think it's gonna be, actually i don't know.

Make_Believing

....i think.

so yea. add it.

and QUINN!, i'm sooooo sorry that you just made me this layout and i'm changing my journal!
but i'm going to try and like... not transfer but copy it to my new one because i love it SOOOO mich.

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 19:03:15 GMT

HAHA! Quinn is a layout GENIUS.

_linaxlamont_

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 15:08:14 GMT

sooo ready?

-$100 to H&M

-$100 to forever 21

-iPod Shuffle (squee!!)

-New Sneakers

...yay!!! but i havent gone to my dad's yet.
So i got that going for me.

EDIT: hey Britta, you know that green jacket that you found in the back of the auditorium, and i take it from you?
yea. I got that.
lol

Sat, 24 Dec 2005 03:41:42 GMT

Oh,

I can just hear the

"I told-ya so"'s

I've decided

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 04:39:46 GMT

so heres what i think
i think i need a new name on this. I think my singin' in the rain phase is looooong over. and i need a new one. so i think that's whats going to happen. i just have to think of one.

.......yea, it's going good.

...

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 03:09:22 GMT

i love that i used to feel the compulsive need to update this.
and [obviously] now i don't

my whole weekend is going to be spent on 'neighborhood bonding' and family.
what is this? lol

Mr. East= rip.

hmmm... i don't really have anything to say. Not that my life has been uneventful or anything but like, everything i have to say i've said to everyone who reads this.
all it is is Quinn, Mir, Britta, and Corey. i mean...you guys know everything right?
so whats the point-o-this?

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 02:42:44 GMT

join!

why? because i said so
get it?
lol

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 17:23:17 GMT

omg, Rent was... more than Amazing.
and so much fun
but that was sincerly , i think, the best movie i've ever seen in my life. ever. and the only movie i've ever cried at.

and Quinn, is there anyway you could send me the music? because i'm dying. lol

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 03:37:06 GMT

Mad down the disco dance parties on the stage make me happy.
and i wish britta was born a boy, so she coulda been my FE YAN SAY

lol

<3333

hhhhyyyyyppppoooooocccccrrrriiiitttteeee

So yea

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 02:33:56 GMT

I love how all my entires have the same title.

So hypocracy is a very very ugly thing. But, you see, the people who hate it the most, seem to be the ones who do it the most. Or at least the people who say never in their years would they ever do it. Oh, and if you're going to change your plans...check with the poeple you had plans with first, there have seemed to be numorous problems with this [only one in my opinion is excused]

But Rent on Wednesday is going to be A MAY SING. we're going to have oh so very much fun.

And if anyone wants to ggo with me to KOP on friday tell me. Because my dads going up there anyways and said he'd take us...so yes

hmmm... HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY MAUREEN
sorry your party didn't go as planned

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 23:07:38 GMT

Holy Goodness
last night was so effing fun
oh man...

So dreading school tomorrow i'm going to have so much crap to make up.
yay fun.

Omg everyones freaking out over something... except Britta...[surprisingly,lol]
Everyone has something to worry about and it's a little weird because we all used to be so calm. I guess a little [lot, kinda] bit of drama never hurt anyone. it can only make you stronger.

Well i guess thats all, i don't really have anything to talk about.

♥

Sat, 12 Nov 2005 17:09:51 GMT

OMG i missed you all so much i thought i was going to wretch and die. lol
btw: we all need to go to Disney, like together, because everything i saw all i could think was "omg, britta would love this."
and
"Oh, i have to tell Quinn this, and buy amanda and leah this."
it was really sad. lol, so yea

I totally missed auditions [cough i'm a broken record cough] and i'm seriously not going to shut up about it. But w.e. as long as i can get it all straightened out to the point where i am actually in the show. lol

PSA
If you hate me, can you please just tell me? Keeping me guessing is really cruel. I know i'm not a very likeable [ is that spelled right? or a word?] person, okay? I'm really used to hearing it so you telling me wouldn't be my world crumbling down. k?

moving on.
I absolutely cannot wait for tonight! i'm as excited as....two,...excited, things.
Still don't know if i can sleepover but i can def. go so YAY!.
lol

HEY FRIENDS, miss me

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 23:46:58 GMT

Yea
so i'm gone until next saturday!
8 days without Marisa?!?!?! How will you all go on! lol jk, quite obviously.
and btw Quinn, history nites, hook me up.
and amanda, english crap, hook me up.
er...yea.
Oh, and i can't use my cell phone while i'm there. but if you guys want to call me and leave me nice, funny voicemails to make me smile, i would not be opposed, and hey, it's out of my hands if you guys take it upon yourselves to call me. (cough DO IT! cough)

Oh, man. i love (LOBE LURVE!) you all and i'll miss you like whoa.

ps. I ♥ THE DRESDEN DOLLS!!!!!!!!

Thu, 03 Nov 2005 03:43:32 GMT

oh holy heck.

Thu, 03 Nov 2005 00:11:53 GMT

10 years ago I was:
- Belle.
- Dressed by myself, and it wasn't pretty.
- Five.
- adorable, not gonna lie.
- in kindergarten.

5 years ago I was:
- Ten.
- in 5th grade.
- Kinda tubby.
- thought i was telekenetic. for reasons i'l never know.
- crying because i was the ONLY one going to east.

1 year ago I was:
- retarded in the head, omg.
- Anti social to the max
- Lacking in the friends department.
- And also in the fashion department.
- 10 lbs heavier?.

Yesterday I:
-watched "the Office" like a cool kid
- Learned "Freddy my Love" and now it won't get out of my head
- Stayed after school, and did, er nothing. But it was fun anyways
- sat through 2 piano lessons,(though i was on the phone...).
- finally got all the lipstick off my eye...

5 snacks I enjoy:
- omg Shanghi Chicken salads.... they can be a snack?
- Sour cream and onion chips
- Sushi.!!!!!
- ALMOND JOYS, omfg
- Combos.

5 songs I know all the words to:
- Coin operated Boy-Dresden Dolls
- Take to the Sky- Tori Amos
- Finding Out True Love Is Blind- Louis XIV
- Tim wish you were born a girl- Of Montreal
- Hey Now Girl- Phantom Planet

5 things I would do with 100 million dollars:
- Go shopping. Like omg NOW.
- BUy my way into show business
- BUy all new TV/Compy/etc
- OMG. MY OWN HOUSE WHERE WE COULD AL LIVE! lol
- charity...

5 places I would run away to:
- Tokyo
- New York
- San Diego
- Toronto (OMG DEGRASSI)
- idk Italy.

5 Things I will NEVER wear:
- Uggs.
- skirts any shorter than like, 1 1/2 inces above my knees
- Jeans tucked into boots
- Anything too low cut
- andything midriff baring.

5 favorite TV shows:
- Will and Grace
- America's Next Top Model.
- Family Guy.
- Lost
- DEGRASSI!!!!

5 bad habits:
- i'm pesimistic
- Biting my nails
- obsessive chapstick-ing
- i'm meeeaaan
- my being weird, just turns into awkward

5 biggest joys:
- Make up
- Shopping
- my feeeeerrreeennnndddsss
- acting
- singing

10 holiday wishes

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 01:35:05 GMT

1)Well i wanna lose the weight i've been trying to lose

2)Clothes. I want to own H&M and get clothes. Since i haven't really been clothes shopping in forever.

3)[so i guess i'm going to be a girl and say a boyfriend.] A boyfriend

4)Perfect Skin

5)To be a better student

6)to be a better person

7)To be more open, and accepting [of others and myself]

8)erm, i dont really have anymore as of right now....

Yea, so...

Sat, 29 Oct 2005 17:14:11 GMT

So...yea.

I'm tres tres sorry I'm not going to britta's tonight, but i've gone everyother time. I mean, i have a script to wrote, i have to clean my room, i have tests to study for, among other homework. Besides I probabaly wouldnt even be allowed to go anyway. I know it won't be even remotly as fun without me but...

So yea my house Monday, Halloween? I don't really know who was invited to Franci's but i know i wasn't so... everyone who'se not going can just come to my [dad's] house. It' will be fun. We'll be the sketchy teenagers who still dress up and trick or treat. Curfew's at 8 though so get your parents to pick you up at like 8:30.

Er, i guess thats all. I love how i have nothing interesting to write. Well i lurve you all. Have fun and i'll get my grades up. lol

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 23:09:09 GMT

le. sigh.

F on a theater arts project.
Bad english Paper
Hard English Test
$15 HC ticket
$ 50 Participation Fee musical
$40 participation fee Choir.
Missing Musical Auditions
Winter play's a comedy and i'm not funny (in a real way)
My monologue is only like 40 sec. long
and now i'm just whining for no reason.
General crap
and im confused now.

lord. Well if i was that happy all the time life would be boring yea? because thats what i'd like to think.
but i'm not cheery.
and i'll get over it.

Sun, 16 Oct 2005 02:27:18 GMT

Omg
it should be illegal to be this happy.
i'm 9 diffrent kinds of serious.

Ps. sorry about the obscenely short posts lately but.. myspace has been occupying my time in a big way.

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 03:25:08 GMT

Pleeease.

Omg so for whatever reason i am completely addicted to play Practice. I loveit. And i love everyone. Even Marissa is nice and we have fun. Well not Kelly... but does she really count anyway? I cannon wait for the winter play beause it's going to be fun too. And when this one is over i'll be upset... but won't really show it because no one else will be. Because it's LAME.

Project Discovery on TUESDAY
no one's really on my bus except Ian, so thats alright. But i'm SO sitting with Leah and Amanda in the theater. i want Britta Quinn and Corey to come but they're being dumb, and not going. Well Corey's the only one with a good excuse. Step it up Quinn and Britta. lol, Gawd i'm hyper.

I'm just really happy all of a sudden and I don't know why. Like at this very moment i shouldn't be. But why worry about it? I've been talking to a lot more people and meeting more people and it's way great. because i was never really a social person before. And now i'm not a total social disaster.I like it better this way.

Wow this was a vair vair crap entry. But i don't care.

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 01:56:43 GMT

[1*] First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Bower
[2*] Last word you said: Holly
[3*] Last song you sang: Space Dog
[5*] Last thing you laughed at: Ian saying something about Derek and Strip Poker
[6*] Last time you said I don’t remember: To Quinn... about... well, i don't remember.
[7*] Last time you cried: Wednesday.

[*PRESENT*]

[9*] What color socks are you wearing: One's whie and blue with like... scottie dogs. lol, and ones Black with pink pigs.
[10*] What's under your bed: A mattress and ALOT of clothes
[11*] What time did you wake up today: 5.49
[12*' Current taste: Teeth Whitning Gum.
[13*] Current hair: Back in a bun.
[15*] Current annoyance: Mein Bruder (omg... it's contagious.).
[16*] Current longing: To be.. not home in my pajamas Lj-ing.
[17*] Current desktop background: Allie Tucker, Britta Quinn and Sara from Anything Goes lol.
[18*] Current worry: My Pantomime on Moday.
[19*] Current hate: My stomach.
[20*] Current favorite article of clothing: My Paris Blue Jeans. They fit.
[21*] Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex: Hair.jaw line, Eyes
[22*] Last CD that you listened to: Under the Pink.
[23*] Favorite place to be: With MY friends.... or play practice
[24*] Least favorite place: German Class.
[25*] Time you wake up in the morning: Weekdays: 5:45ish. Weekends: 10.
[26*] If you could play an instrument, what would you play: Drums.
[27*] Favorite color: Scarlett. And Copper... not together though.
[28*] Do you believe in an afterlife: Yeah.
[29*] How tall are you: 5'3"
[30*] Current favorite word/saying: "Obscenly ___"
[31*] Favorite book: Then He Ate MY Boy Entrancers.
[32*] Favorite season: FALL.
[33*] One person from your past you wish you could go back to see/help: ...

[*FUTURE*]

[35*] Where do you want to go for university?: my Goal is Stanford. but i don't think i'm smart enough
[36*] What is your career going to be like: Marry Rich. or Acting... or somethign to do with acting id I suck. LIke a manager.
[37*] How many kids do you want: 2 Girls.Twins That i'm adopting at like... 12

[*HAVE YOU EVER...*]

[39*] Said "I love you" and meant it: besides my friends. No.
[40*] Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish: YES
[41*] Been to New York: Yea.
[42*] Been to Florida: Yea.
[43*] Been to California: Yea.
[44*] Been to Hawaii: No.
[45*] Been to Mexico: Yea.
[46*] Been to China: No. ( but i'm Going with Corey.)
[48*] Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: OMG! all the time.

[*RANDOM*]

[52*] Do you have a crush on someone: Kind of...
[53*] What book are you reading now?: The Odyssey?.
[54*] Worst feeling in the world: Rejection.
[55*] What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: There is no Effing way it's 5:45 yet. NO WAY
[56*] How many rings before you answer: ONE! i'm one of those people who just HAS to pick up the phone[57*] Future daughter's name: ...they should already have names (or Scarlett and...Kirsten [kiki])
[58*] Future son's name: i'm not having boys.
[59*] Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: well they're on my bed.. but i dont know which ones they are. Except the cow thsts supposed to Moo but sounds like its dying.
[60*] If you could have any job you wanted: Actress.
[61*] Where you wish you were: play practice.
[62*] College plans: Stanford if possible.
[63*] Piercings: ears.

[*THE EXTRA STUFF*]

[64*] Do you do drugs: No.
[65*] Do you drink: No. ( i'm way to nervous my mom would... kill me)
[67*] What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use: PANTEENE.
[68*] What are you most scared of: Being ugly, fat, a bad singer, a bad actress, and my friends hating me.
[69*] What clothes do you sleep in: flanel pants and a tank .
[70*] Who is the last person who called you: AMANDA.
[71*] Where do you want to get married: On a beach...
[72*] If you could change anything about yourself what would that be: I would want to be skinnier
[73*] Who do you really hate: well...Besides MAtt Demon, well i'll stop
[74*] Been In Love: I don't think.
[75*] Are you timely or always late: It varies dependin on where i'm going.
[76*] Do you have a job: not for real.
[77*] Do you like being around people: Most of the time.
[78*] Best feeling in the world: Feeling Loved.
[79*] Are you for world peace: well Duh
[80*] Are you a health freak: I am... but i don't live by it. I eat the junk and then yell at myself for it.
[81*] Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: Sweet, funny, attractive, nice? duh.
[82*] Do you want someone you don't have?: kind of.
[83*] Are you lonely right now: yes.
[84*] Ever afraid you'll never get married?: No, i will.
[86*] Do you want kids? Adopted ones.

[*IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...*]

[87*] Cried: Yes.
[88*] Bought Something: Lunch...
[89*] Gotten Sick: No.
[90*] Sang: Yea...
[91*] Said I Love You: A lot! to like... Quinn and Corey, and Britta and Leah
[92*] Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: no.
[93*] Met Someone: I don't think so...
[94*] Moved On: from what?
[95*] Talked To Someone: yes...Mostly Quinn.
[96*] Had A Serious Talk: Yes...ish
[97*] Missed Someone: my daddy...he's in Denver. lol
[98*] Hugged Someone: Course.
[100*] Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: kind of

Fri, 07 Oct 2005 00:35:01 GMT

Phowar!

So no play practice today?!?! omgfixit

I hate not seeing everyone!!
well i see Quinn and Amanda...And Leah
But not COREY! or BRITTA! OR JEFF!
what is this?

Ridiculous thats what that is.

BUT NOW! CANADIAN TV. from the 80's . this is crazy
pointlesss poooost.

But i love you all never change

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 23:50:32 GMT

OMG i had to stay at play practice until 6:30 and by that time mens choir had left play practice (well some) come back and finished practice. So i was sitting outside at this point and Matt emig sits down next to me and says " Omg have you been here since play practice?!"
HA! MATT EMIG CARES! lol

And play practice was weird, and i'm not gonna write about the girl who had a seizure because everyone else is going to.... oops. well It was pretty scary... though i don't know why i think it was scary it didnt happen to me.

But play practice was pretty fun. And i don't like him Quinn and Corey. I do not. Just because Martha Stewart says something doesn't make it right.

But i love you guys. and i guess we're not going to the maze on saturday sice Quinn has work Jeff has work Leah and Corey are going to Sloans with Jess Saboto (omg jealous!lol) And i don't know whats goin on with Mir. So i dunno. But Britta's Friday. Yea? yea.

le sigh, the lat three days have been complicated to say the least. And i'm sorry if i blew up on you but. i dunno no excuse i guess. But it's just been really tough with some stuff the past 3 days.

Welllll

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 02:16:11 GMT

Okay so i talked to some people [actually everyone i think but w/e] about the maze on saturday. And Amanda and Quinn can't go [WHORES!!] which basically puts a damper on the whole day. so maybe Me Leah Britta Corey Mir and Jeff will go. unless other people can't go. But then we'll go to Cosi's. or maybe i'll end up just going with my dad and little sister. But you know whatevah. guh.

my throat hurts,... maybe i have a social disease.

Um play practice is going to be intense [ not really just long] so i'm worried about getting everything done.[hw etc.] The lottery. lord. lol

well anyways, i love you all and every last picture Corey took is awesome. But the best is the one Of Corey and Quinn and Quinn has a water bottle between her books [...wait...i mean boobs. ]And the Se no evil Hear no evil speak no evil one is pretty freakin' amazing too.

lol ♥ to you all

OMG

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 22:59:46 GMT

So i went to leah's house today It was funner than fun. I swear we should do that like way more often. Amanda made us scrambled eggs. My sim looks like a man. WE MISSED QUINN IN 283716 DIFFRENT SHAPES AND COLORS.[Mir too. duh.]. Leah got her headshots taken by our personal photographor. We ate cookie dough and listened to the All American Rejects like whoa.

But here's the thing.
We went there to make her audition tape. we were all for it you know it. So we waited for Alli [girl w/ camera] to get there. and waited....and then Leah called her and she said to call her back in an hour because no one was home yet and she needed to do some chores, she couldn't leave the house until she did her chores. So we called back in an hour and she was like not yet i'll call you kay?. kay. [not kay] We call back like an hour later and her Step-dad goes "oh well, she's at the movies right now."
WHAT?!?!?oh...no.
So she bailed and Leah didn't get to do her audition tape and i swear to Goodness gracious this girl is going to be cut, because i don't front. [HA!]

So she should go live in a ditch at this point.

But i love everyone and had an awesome time.