[08 Oct 2008|06:55pm] chamberfaery I had so much fun last night. I went and saw the Koffin Kats and took my brother along to get him out the house. We went to little 5 first to see some people and just do what we always do, sit outside and eat pizza. I saw alot of people I use to know and hang out with. But the highlight was hanging with Jason.(PW). He would always try and get my attention by like kicking me or punching me. In a friendly way. As always. Koffin kats were recording for their dvd so cameras were set up everywhere. And they built this new wall infront of hells stage so It was kinda restricted. And Andy was there. I really just tried to avoid him and not make eye contact at all. He was the one that kept trying to get my attention everytime he walked past me. Not me. But we ended up talking about some shit and movies as usual. And then texted me on my way home saying it was really nice seeing and etc. Wierd. Thought he hated me. Chris and his girl were there, renes friends. I didn't talk to them. I wanted them to see what im like without rene, happy and tell him, "oh yeah she was talking to everyone there(I knew every one there) and moshing with some guys and drinking." I had seriously so much fun. Ha and I saw an ex of mine,kevin, we dated when I first moved here. And I could see him checking me out, it felt good knowing that guys still maybe find me attractive. AFter all this rene shit, it just fucked my whole mind up. Basically felt like damaged goods and not wanted. Poured my whole life into that relationship and got fucked over. It just felt really good being able to walk up to every person there and talk to them. I fucking love these people and the way we run shit down there. And fuck that girl who got all pissed because I got pushed into her. Fuck her. Ha Jason was about to beat the shit out of this guy because he just walked up to me and knocked me down on purpose, out of nowhere. But its all changed. I got my life back got friends back and made a bunch more because I don't have an ass of a boyfriend who wont let me talk to other guys. Anyway. Show was awesome. Oh yeah and my brother got kicked out and fell asleep next to my car in a back alley. Ha. Love my brother. If Kat was there it would have been even better. Oh well. REally long post I know. Ill stop. Ha. damn comments five finger discount

[28 Sep 2008|07:45pm] chamberfaery Fuck all this gas crisis bullshit. I never thought I would drive home at 130 in the morning from work and see people lining up at the gas station waiting for the truck to arrive with gas. Thats a bunch of bullshit if you ask me. There is NO crisis. People just need to calm down and get the regular amount of gas that they always get, and not bring those containers and fill'em up. Fucking idiots. AND WHY IS IT ONLY THE ATLANTA METRO AREA? Because theyre all fucking idiots. Anyway. Well Rene and I are basically over. He says he wants a break but fuck that. Since this has happened ive been alot more happier. I've been with friends going to shows,going to the squat houses, and well basically having a life. And I keep seeing jason all over. Some might remember him. He's the psychobilly that I've always had a spot for in my heart. He is still all lovey with me doing all the stuff rene wouldn't do. Like actually acknowledging me. But i've been seeing him alot, like running into him in Atlanta and making plans on purpose. god. He makes me melt in my skinny jeans. Well. Im gonna go eat a donut. K. five finger discount

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