i dont know who im kidding

theres no way i can ever sell stuff that i've made

its always fucking wonky
unprofessional
crooked
sloppy


i cant do this
why am i going to school for design

i dont even know

im not creative

i always hating drawing and things in school where you had to be creative

im taking out all these loans
money i dont have and ever will have probably
for a major that im not even going to be good at or succeed at

i fucking took off from work tomorrow so i could go to the flea market and sell my stuff
i need that money from working so badly and i just REQUESTED OFF

and now im not even selling anything
so im losing money from not working
wasting a day
and next week i only have work on 2 days
15.5 hours


im sitting in my room surrounded by a huge fucking mess
i want to go to bed
i wont be able to sleep if i leave it this messy

i was home all day yesterday but did i clean?
no
did i sew?
no

im a waste of life

wahwah pitypity go ahead laugh

i dontcare