well we've got something going on...
things are complicated.

i am sick of living at home, so much. i hate it. it is really lonely, and i really hate having to check with my parents for stuff again. like, they let me do what i want but at the same time i hate checking in, and balhblah.

school is moving too fast for me, i suck at doing my work. i have been working a lot lately but still. i have a paper due in two weeks and have no idea how to write it.


i don't know.


because if i can't learn to make myself feel better
how can i expect anyone else to give a shit?



January
1. Did you have a new year's resolution this year? no
2. Who did you kiss when the ball dropped? maggie kissed my cheek yo, then i kissed seannn
3. Does it snow where you live? mmhhhm
4. Do you like hot chocolate? nnoo
5. Have you ever been to Times Square to watch the ball drop? no and i have no desire to, either

February
1. Did you have a valentine in 2006? no :(
2. When you were little, did you buy valentines for your whole class? oh definitely
3. Do you care if the groundhog see's its shadow or not? no

March
1. Are you Irish? not even a little
2. Do you wear green on St. Patty's Day? fuck no, i boycotted that wearing green shit
3. What did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2006? drank with some irish people
4. Are you happy when winter is pretty much over? YES

April
1. Do you like the rain? sometimes it is nice
2. Will you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year? no, i am not clever enough to think of something fun
3. Do you get tons of candy on easter? no
4. Do you celebrate 4-20? no, lammmmme

May
1. What's your favorite kind of flower? i dont know
2. Do you like the spring? yes yes yes
3. Finish the phrase: huh?
4. What is the first spring color that comes to mind? blueeee

June
1. What year did(do) you graduate from school? grade school - 2001, high school - 2005
2. Did you go on any vacations last June? mmhhhm, FLORIDA for senior week...i want to go backkkkk

July
1. What will you do on the 4th of July? i have no idea, probably just hang out. last year's was pretty nice...
2. Do you go on any vacations during this month? i might make a few roadtrips and shore trips!
3. Do you Blast the A/C all day? no we dont have an AC

August
1. Will you do anything special to end off your summer? probably not, we should though, we should throw a fucking PARTY
2. What was your favorite summer memory of '05? senior week, shore with sean, punknics, my last night...
3. Did you have sunburn? no i just get tan
4. Do you go to the beach a lot? yes!

September
1. Did you attend school/college in '05? mmhhhhm
2. Who is/was your favorite teacher? i really liked my creative writing professor
3. Do you like fall better than summer? no way

October
1. What was your favorite halloween costume ever? belle!
2. what's your favorite candy? none really
3. what did you dress up like this year? nothing

November
1. Whose house did you go to for thanksgiving? my family came to our house, then i went to my mom-moms
2. Do you love stuffing? i wouldn't say i LOVE it, but i do enjoy it
3. What are you thankful for? my lovessss

December
1. Do you celebrate Christmas? mmhhhm
2. If not, what do you celebrate?
3. Have you ever been kissed under mistletoe? no
4. What do you want this year for Christmas? i don't know