Current mood:	jealous
Current music:	the smiths - heaven knows i'm miserable now

fucking random, you know you love it
sarah, yuou are the only one that reads this ish and for that i loe you even more.

my random list of random thoughts
- my hair is nice today
- i'm wearing a blue sweater from when i was like 13. i love it.
- a tree fell down on my street yesterday and came like 2.4 inches from hitting my hizzouse and the one next to me.
- i'm wary of every boy now. boys are silly and break girls' hearts, not just mine but every girl, i think it's like asshole weekend or something
- i need new sneakers
- i want next weekend to be fun and i want to do something awesome and not sleep at all
- i want to meet a cute boy who i can make out with, who isnt drunk, when im not drunk, who likes me for longer than a week, who doesnt play (too many) mind games. i dont think thats too much to ask?
- i cleaned my room yesterday and it looks so nice, partY
- everyone should tell the truth, all the time, life would be easier.
- i dont know what i'd do without my friends. thanks, guys, for everything i love youssss
- the message on my answering machine is fucking amazing. my friend recorded it for me, and it really is awesome,the only way you'll hear it is if you call and hear it so if you have the number you should call it.
- i'm going shopping today
- i miss katie and christi
- i miss steph
- i miss amber
- i want it to be november, and my birthday
- i want a surprise party for my birthday, come on guys, do it!!!!!! hahahaha
- i want mashed potatoes and mac and cheese, maybe i should go to boston market or maybe wawa, and get a .89$ roll with butter along with my food.
- i'm scared about cheerleading tryouts
- if i dont make cheerleading i'll really be sad, even though i have a love-hate thing going on with that team
- i need to get changed into clothes, since im still in my pjs
- some lady on tv just made a relaly creepy face
- i'm listening to the smiths, and its nice
- i've had my away message up for an hour and no one IMed me, im such a nerd
- my brotha is awesome
- why are my moods on this thing usually along the lines of "crappy"?
- i wonder why i am teh one that always gets screwed over in every situation. just for once i'd like to be the one that screws someone else over, i guess i'm too nice.
- even though i say i'm too nice, i can be really fucking mean. but its a different kind of mean, i guess. and i'm usually joking when i'm being mean. i dunno. i'm such a weird person.
- i cant wait till college yet i have no idea where i want to go, all i know is that i wanna get away from here, yet i bet i end up at like...temple.
- i dont know who my guidance counselor is, stupid st huberts for making me confused.
- i keep losing weight and i dont know why because i eat like its my job
- i really should never be optimistic again, every time i let myself go and be optimistic i just get let down.
- if you read this, youre my hero<3