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[13 May 2007|09:31am] |
never again do i want to hear from you about how i should be an "adult" about something
never again!
because you, right now, are so far from being "adult" about things it's unbelievable. you'd think maybe you could put aside the immaturity for a few moments and do something honorable but no. instead you chose to fuck up. i would've expected more from someone who supposedly loved me, but i guess i'm setting my standards too high. stop thinking you know what's best for me. stop being a fucking wimp. stop being a hypocrite, a cynical bastard. it's not becoming. for all the times in the past few weeks that you've made me feel like an immature, silly, stupid little kid, i wish i could take it back because now i realize how fucking immature YOU are. you don't treat people like this. how many times did i give you the chance to do it, and you just said "no, i don't want that." i pretty much did it for you a few times and still you wouldn't. the night it happened you weren't even going to do it! get over your pity party and stop expecting the world from me while wanting to give nothing in return. it doesn't work like that. you give and you take in relationships and even though sometimes it's true that you take more than you can give, that shouldn't be the case now because you have never EVER wanted to be there for me when i was having a rough time. you're not 16 anymore, these mistakes aren't cute or silly or able to be overlooked anymore. grow up and stop thinking you're so fucking superior.
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