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[13 Feb 2007|12:08am] |
i hate january and february
i hate how im a terrible person that is mean to people i care about and forgets to call my mom
i hate being in class for 7 hours then doing homework for 5 then still having more to do for the night
and then realizing how many hours of homework i have for the next few days
i hate how everyday they tell us to drop out of fashion becasue we're not going to make it
i hate how i dont think i can do college
i hate trying to find an apartment and people backing out and other people being indecisive and other people being fucking stupid and other people not helping
i hate cliquey freshman and i hate how i want to be in their cliques
i hate how someone who used to be my best friend probably hates me
i hate coming home from the day from hell and having to tiptoe aroudn my apartment and be super quiet while doing more homework because my roommate goes to bed at 10 PM
i hate how im a gross fat mess that promised myself i'd start eating right and exercising but not having teh self control or time to do either
i hate how this time i can't escape, i cant do it again and i dont have anywehre to escape to this time
i hate how i cant keep track of anything
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