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allison and i always used to talk about how we were "fake smart"
and uh
i am feeling it more than ever right now. like, i can remember things and i like learning about things, and i know i am lucky in that aspect because i know some people just don't GET things (aka my brother). but when it really comes down to it i am so bad at being smart. i am terrible at analyzing things and terrible at REAL stuff. this probably doesn't make sense to anyone else but oh well, allison will know what i mean.
i really really REALLY need to find a job. i have no idea where to look. i want to work like at a clothes store or a fabric store or something. i'm picky i guess. but really i'll settle for anything right now so if anyone knows anywhere that is hiring or something, let me knowwwwww.
ummmm i am getting so excited for summer. i can't wait to get tan and be outside a lot and be working and not have schoolwork to do becuase i really am sick of schoolwork. i can't wait for my friends to be home and i can't wait for day trips to the shore and hopefully some other road trips here and there. i miss wearing my bathing suits. i miss everyone being home. it's so close i can almost feel it i can almost taste it i swear. i can't wait to have time to read books that i WANT to read, and be able to sew whenever i want, and blahblah.
i am nervous, i still haven't heard from any schools yet. i still don't know what i want to do. temple would be a ton cheaper than drexel and i know way more people at temple and can see myself at temple, but drexel has fashion design. and i'd really like to keep that option open...but then again, if i try that and hate it i'm not sure that drexel would have anything else that i wanted. uhhhhh
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