| i fucking hate school |
[04 Nov 2004|04:45pm] |
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before i start complaining let me just say that i was belle (beauty and the beast) on halloween and NYC yesterday was rad as hell, and me and kait set off the metal detector at the empire state building. too funny.
anyway i hate the yearbook photographer dude he sucks ass. he's a moron, seriously, and i want to rip his head off because he is making thinngs so much harder. oh and way for the 435890543954 people that signed up for yearbook actually coming...it's so awesome that they come. OH WAIT, THEY DON'T!! uughghghlkafsjs i wish i could quit yearbook but i mean the editors cant quit obvisouly.
oh and i love studying for hours for math tests and barely breaking an 80. and no one better comment here and be like "an 80 isn't bad!" BECAUSE IT FUCKING IS. especially not when i spent time studying. erdbird is a bitch with an attitude problem too, so i totally cant even get help in that class.
i cant wait to get the hell out of here man i cant deal with people anymore. like i know its lame as hell for me to say that but whatever. i need to stop caring so much about everyone else and whats going on and worry about myself some more but i really cant. i let everything get to me and just take things to heart too easily and blah theres so much i could write about but thats just silly because no one cares anyway and im beginning to think my mom is right in saying i need to be taken to a psychologist or whatever the fuck they're called because im sick of being stupid.
ugh i have so much shit to study for tonight and im the worst studier EVER its crazy. and i dont wanna take the SATs on saturday not one bit. oh and i told XC people thatd i'd go watch their meet thinger on sunday but thats the same day as the soccer champs ughhh what to do what to do.
i miss some people so incredibly much i wish i could just call them up and hang out but i cant and that blows. like i wish things could just be like how they were where everyone was cool and everything was cool but its not cool and i cant go back. summer was sweeeeeet i wish it was still like julyy me and amber surfing everyday, being on the beach, work, boardwalking, and everyone always being around
OH AND I HATE MY COMPUTER AND I HATE HOW I SAY "OH" BEFORE EVERYTHING I WRITE
oh and my birthday is in like 17 days, im excited. its on a sunday, so that kinda sucks but whatever. my friends are awesome so im sure whatever we do will be fun.
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