hello. my lack of schoolwork is making me post int hsi stuupid thign wayyyy too much. oh well.

today was a long dayyy. i went to my favroite class first and then went to drawing class wher e th scariest thing happend. our model (who is liek at least 6'2) fell off a 3ft tall platform face first onto a concrete floor. the ambulance came for him and stuff and luckily he was talkign after it happnd, but it was scary as shit and upsetting and my teache is a dumbass (long story). not sure what happend to him but i hope hes okay :( it was awful. agter that we left class early and i sat aorund at my friend's house until work, and then work was fun all i did was make copies and talk to my crazy (crazy/awesome & crazy/crazy) teacher until the fashion meeting and then got free food. unforuntately i only ate some celery and some cheddar cheese so now im starving again :( ick.

my cpmputer is whirring loudly, thid cant be a good sign.

imt ired and lonely, ive been trying to decide whether i liek weekdays or weekends better for a few hours now. i dont have anywher to escape to this weekend and its starting to stress me out. ive been at drexel for over a year now and i still dont have any good friends, no one that actualy thinks to call me ever, not really a group i can depend on to hang out with, which i geuss is okay sometimes bc then i dont get sick of anyone but bad most times bc i usualy dont have anywhere to go or anything to do. ive beent rying real hard to call people myself instead of depending on people to call me but even when i dothat everyone usually has other plans or tells me they'll call back later and never do. i duno, im just real lonely and i miss having people i can depend on. i really liek weekdays becuase im finally getting to know the fashion girls and surprisingly a few of them arent so bad, but then i also dislike a lot of my classes this term (eeven tho theyre easy) so i cant decide if i like weekdays better either. also, all my stupid friends have boyfriends (or girlfriends) and although i dont really want a boyfriend, i am annoeyed that i am the only one without someone ewwww its getting old, i miss doing cute things i think.

i keep forgettting to do important things that i should be doing:
1. ask tammi (my boss) about a list of places that might need interns
2. go to my advisor and ask if i can get out of my summer classes
3. make an improtant phone call that could potentially make things a lot better


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