i dont get what i did wrong
and i dont know how to fix it
i guess for awhile it worked
but now it just doesnt and
i think im past the point of return


i somehow seem to mess up evertying good in my life by being lonely
if that even makes snese
i just

dalksdkaksda


i miss sarah


i miss how my other best frineds used to liek me and now they dont anympre
and have formed their own clique that i am not in

i wish i was allowed ot be in a bad mood sometimes
im allowed to be sometimes
liek today
like how i had work for seven hours then i had nowhere to go for dinner bc eveyrthingwas closed
and then did homework for hours by myself
when i thoguht iwould have some company
im allowed





on the bright side i will write a few good things
school ishectic but i enjoy drexel lots more than psu
i met lizzy and she is awesome
along with her bf david, who is also awesome
jordan and tom are fun to get lunch with



love,
laura elizaebeth mercadnate