so, the day of livejournal has long since past, but i guess its no different than any other form of a journal. facebook has long since grown irrelevant outside of business owner interest, so why not write here, eh? i remember when this place was so active and populated, it was fun, interactive, helpful even. busy busy busy, but so is life. between work, family and photography hardly time for anything else nowadays. i guess you can say that my photography is going well. more clients, so that is good. i feel my talent is progressing. looking back at my posts from years ago here in regards to my photography.... feels like a lifetime ago. everything does. so many of thoughts and ideals have changed in such a drastic way. for the better? id say so, for the most part. you could call it growing up. i debated on deleting all my past entries, some are so tasteless that they prove embarassing... but they can better serve as reminders if left as is. being here makes me nostalgic. i can remember the friends and times of posting here long ago. what is everyone up to, i wonder? so busy. so busy not really being busy, like me. we make ourselves busy. filling in the voids?

"we choose directions and we draw the lines from which we choose our sides... that keeps us honest that keeps us tight and aware of our actions. so how can change without seeking commitment and without having faith in what we could radiate?" - hot water music "never ender"