Ramblings of a Maiden

Mon, 29 Oct 2007 02:19:52 GMT

Love leave me alone
I've got troubles of my own
I do believe that I have paid the price
For all the things I've said and done
Every little thing that seemed to go wrong

How many times
Will I regret the chances taken?
Why do I end up
Always the one who is mistaken?

Love leave me to sleep
Let me wallow in my dreams
See the icy past fade away
The dawning of a brand new day
The echoes of the past that still remind me

How many times
Will I regret the chances taken?
Why do I end up
Always the one who is mistaken?

Music is definately healing :)
<3

aksjdhaksjakdjaksldjadkljad

Sun, 22 Apr 2007 21:37:20 GMT

WATCH IT.

♥

Harry Potter - Order Of The Phoenix Trailer

My god, they might have actually done it right this time? Just...maybe?!
*flails arms*
It looks amazing. Voldemort looks evil as fuck and Harry's punching things! CAPS LOCK HARRY FTW.
This is my favourite book by far. I just love the intensity of it and just - ahhhhhhhhhhhhh x 278372983729.

I am so excited it is actually unreal.

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

/end spazz

Just a little note...

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 20:50:59 GMT

From now on my journal be...

Comment here, in this post, if you wish to be added ^___^

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 01:11:55 GMT

~* Merry Christmas Everyone! *~

Have a fantastic day, and may Santa be good to you :D

Shall see most of you soon hopefully!

<3<3

Interesting things...

Thu, 22 Dec 2005 21:36:24 GMT

This ones for you Will...

GUILT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

<3

tee-hee

x

Tee-hee!!

Thu, 22 Dec 2005 00:22:30 GMT

I saw Robert Carlyle in Glasgow yesterday!

I sqwee-ed <3

x

Don't ever come my way...

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 00:04:36 GMT

...Just a lyric from Cave - Muse that I just heard whilst writing title. XD

So yeah, very tired >_<

And yeah, I can't be bothered writing much but I wanted to update. Went shopping and mum bought my christmas presents today! Wont tell you what until Sunday leik. lol. They all wrapped under the tree- yey! :D

<3

I are happy.

Piano lesson tomorrow at 2.30 then nothing :D till friday! <3 Where I Ichiban-ing and Cathouseage-ing. ^_^

Wootage.

x

Oddities...

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 20:45:24 GMT

I got bored earlier and read through back entries of xfakesoundx and ninjasteve just randomly. (It was a random decision, you aint all that sepcial XD tee-hee. Only jokin :D )

And then I suddenly was overcome with tiredness and a sore head and went to lie down for a bit and fell asleep..

I then proceeded in dreaming about both said lovelies (you don't even know eachother at all, my Lyns and t3h Ninja haha ) ...in a game of family fortunes... I remember one question ninjasteve was asked... "What is your favourite brand of tea?"... (I drank about 3 cups of tea today)

It was all so bizzare :S Not often do I have dreams of everything I did that day so vividly lol.

It made me giggle when I woke up though. XD!

<3

Yet again, I become a sheep!!

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 12:24:31 GMT

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	High
Sloth:	High
Envy:	Medium
Lust:	Very High
Pride:	High

Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz

:S Woah lol.

Shout out to all my Glasgow Anime and any other anime friends <3!

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 03:19:58 GMT

Who is all going to the cons??

I have a limited budget and am deciding which ones to attend. XD

I've registered for Toko and was maybe thinking of a road trip down there??? Since I have teh car, and will have been driving for almost three years by then, I think it'd be well fun. lol.

Anyone up for that??? It's just an idea, and might not be final but we'll see!

Also was thinking of Amecon - it looks pretty impressive! What's it like - if anyone has been? lol

Sorry, so many questions here! :p

Hope to hear from yas :p <3

x

Emo emo emo BISHIE! (Bishie, for those lovely friends that don't know means HOT)

Thu, 15 Dec 2005 02:26:50 GMT

What a prety crazy week. I can feel this might be a long one so here cometh the LJ cut... I just hope I do it right and don't look like a nob when it's just some random messed up html :p

So yeah, where did the fun begin? MONDAY! Jeez, that seems just so far away now (I mean last weeks monday) I stayed up till 10am to finish my damn Religious studies essay which is probably awfull. lol. That was crazy. I felt well dead and just slept till like 8pm or something, well after handing it in. Then I woke up with TEH COLD. Which I still have but seems to have gotten suddenly a lot better tonight after I went out..hmm. We shall see tomorrow when I wake! Then that monday night I polished off my English essay that I wasn't happy with and eventually went to sleep at another rediculous hour feeling yucky and ill. Then proceeded in handing in essay the next day and to be honest I can't remember what I did that night. Haha. Lyns, did we watch DVD??? I'm not sure.. I'm so like all over the place with my days and times from my weird ass sleeping times. Then Wednesday I enjoyed the NO WORK ANYMORE TILL FEB thing. Tee-hee. Was fabulous indeed. Me and Lyns embarked on DVD watching and Chinese food eating as it was her birthday the next day and the other girlies in flat had exams to study for so we left em to it <3

Then THURSDAY arrived :D !!! Twas teh Lyns xfakesoundx birthday! Slept most of the day again as her family were coming up to spend the day with her. Then at around four when she brought them back to the flat I met em all and said YO! And got all shy around her hot brother...gyahaha. I'm such a big geek really y'know. And MAJOR shyness issues although I know everyone laughs when I say that. They go - YEAH RIGHT OMG. But I am :p They left soon after and we embarked on eating, drinking and getting ready for Teh Cathouse :D. Oh what a night...

Arrived around 11 30 when it was quiet still and got a seat whilst we had a few bevvys :p I was still ill at this point but when I arrived at the Catty I perked up and drank a few and soon all my troubles of the cold were gone :D! We then embarked on DANCING!!!!!! <3
Oh how I /LOVE/ to dance these days. I never used to like it but I think since I've started University, starting from my year in Paisley my confidence has gone up quite a bit. I'm in a much better place with myself, not completely there yet but I'm getting there. I've found my style, and the person I am and I'm trying to develop, make myself better all the time but usually fail :p. ANYWAY. lol
Dancing away and the like and Laura met the guy she pulled last time so she spent most of the night with him which was great cos she had a fab time :D!!
And then BANG, me got kissy-kissy. lol. I didn't even speak to him or get his name, but it was all good. haha. Then Lynsey got some lurrrvin too - from a VERY hot emo boy called Jamie who is the lead singer in a band who are touring next month and have photoshoots and all...but to be honest, I can't remember the name of the band haha. He told me (I was speaking to him outside after) and I simply can't remember... lol. Then Lynsey got some more loving - Off the SAME guy as me. XD LOL. That's legendary stuff that is y'know. Tee-hee.
Then Laura got me this hot emo boy called Martin and PHEW. All I can say is HAWT. One of my top 5 kisses I'd say.

SORRY - PAUSE. I sound 14. I do apologise. XD

Anyway... So yeah, we exchanged numbers and the like... :o Got Jamies number just as a friend and some other randoms number that thought I was hot but I'm never going to get in contact with.. I just feel mean saying no :S haha.

The night ended rather quickly for my liking! Fah! I do say. lol. Although it was a brilliant night! We chatted for ages with some randoms outside for a while (LYNSEY - U SHOOD OF GOT MORE than a taxi number of that guy lol!)
Then got said taxi, and headed back to Ol Stirling ^___^ only £35 for the taxi - nice one. We likes muchos. Then giggling, retelling of the night and eating food commenced in flat before we all crashed!

Friday - HAD TO GET UP AT 9. Good Lord, I was tired. And still ill. lol. It was the Glasgow Anime Christmas party and the likes and we had to meet at 12 and was meeting Bry and Kay before hand (I left my car at theirs because I'm cheap... lol)
They day consisted of wandering around at our usual shops, FP, A1 yadiya. Then we went to get el foodo in St Enoch which filled me up greatly :D Hung around there for an exceptionally long time then headed to Hub, a wee internet cafe where a bunch of us stayed and drank absolutely orgasmic hot chocolate. Seriously. MMMMMMMMMM. Got to know a few GA-ers a bit better which was wicked ^__^
Then it was McGinns at about 5 30ish for partay! Lots of fun was had, chattin to other GA-ers, a little drinkage, foodage, quizage - which we should of won damnit! Lol. And the likes.
OH and during the day when we walked past Carphone Warehouse, there was a GIANT phone (IE. someone dressed as the wee phone from the adverts) And I just HAD to hug it. And hug it I did, with Kay getting a photo of it. Fantastic. I can't wait to see it... :D That actually made my day y'know.

Then some of us 18+ went to the Catty and divulged in metal and rock-age but I was SO tired and still so ill. Fah. But I did dance when songs I love came on... I have to when songs I love come on. It's like a force dragging me to the dancefloor! lol. We stayed on the bottom floor most of the night and it was pretty heavy metal most of it. I prefer the top floor, there's just a better atmosphere I think.
Got a little kissy-kiss too, although shall not sat who because I'll just let y'all ponder!!! Well...those who weren't there. Haha. I am THE Queen of subtlety...honest..... :S
Then after a prolonged wait outside with Kevin for Bry and co, they eventually came! The Catty was open unexpectedly till 4...if I had known I would of damn well stayed inside in the warmth :p lol.
Then waited with Reppy for her to get her bus whilst Byran, Kevin, Tom and I all bashed the bus stop panel because it was an interactive (suppossedly) Narnia one with a TV screen and everything! So yeah...we bashed, scratched and seductively rubbed the 'buttons' but they didn't work... I think I shall have to contact those Narnia people... yes... lol
So then it was the rest of us to get the 24 hour bus back to good old Paisley. haha. It was an experience. Although I was asleep for most of it :S
And guess who appeared on the bus.

SIMON.

Yes. Hot chinese guy who is 'apparently' interested in me but has done nothing about it *anger*. So he was all like - oh it's so nice to see you, I haven't seen you in so long yadiya. I was like in my head - WELL do something about it, honestly. But whatever. Next time I go to Paisley and I see him I might just bite the situation in the butt. Because I'm tired of doing all the chasing and not knowing where I stand.
I don't want another William situation (although, it was HIM who did all the chasing) and oh-ho-ho, I heard some new gossip about the arsehole. And my god, I'm not going to get started on it all because I will actually throw my laptop across the room. Yes. And it's expensive. And pretty. :p

Arrived back in Paisley and then drove Kev home. It was sore to keep my damn eyes open, but I knew I had to because we would of like died... lol. Then I arrived home at like 7am and SLEPT till 7pm ;)

The weekend was weird and can't be bothered with angst issues and the such which most of it is kinda. Well Monday and Tuesday too. Flatmate issues. But I think most of it is sorted now and the vibes seemed a lot better tonite in the flat - especially after we exchanged secret santa presents - THANKS EMMIE <3 You gots me fab pressies :D x x

What else happened at the weekend? Ah yes...

The guy, Martin, I met at the Cathouse text me and said he wanted to meet up!!! I royally sqweed because that has never happened to me before. A random I got off with wants to see me again?! I must of made an impression.... :S He was emo-esque, blonde and quite cute if I remember correctly.... haha.
So we're meeting up this Saturday....And I'm scared. Never done a huge proper date thing before... Should be new and exciting though. :D Wish me luck everyone!!! <3

And where am I up to now? Tuesday night, last night, went out to Beat and was fun - funky cheesy songs came on and we danced like foos. :D But we were all so tired we left early. Exams, late nights and essays had all taken their toll on us methinks. Didn't get any kissies that night but wasn't expecting any due to the lack of hot emo/rocker boys... There were a couple but either taken or totally up themselves, or like one in particular (Joseph - oh you're so hot!!) kissing some ugly, ned/chav - esque girl... Oh Joe...whatever were you thinking :p

So here I am, early Thursday morning finishing this immensely long LJ post in word - ooh...lets check word count so far. 1755. That's insane. It's like essay standard. LOL

I had a fantastic night tonight :) I cooked dinner for Dale *love you* Who is dating my ex boyfriends ex...who is a male.. Yes. One of my exes turned out to be gay. It's funny really :p
Anyway, so I cooked him lemon chicken with rice, bacon bits and side salad, accompanied with lovely wine Dale brought and ended with a gorgeous chocolate log which I really want a bit of right now... It's Tescos christmas one, buy it. It's totally LUSH.
I met Dale by randomly adding him on msn after seeing his profile on Susaonline (my unions website/forum place) and then seeing him at Alter:Ego one night. Since then we totally clicked and got on really well. And we talked for hours tonight which was so nice. Telling each other about everything, past, present, future plans, our favourite hairstyles, how if Dale was a girl he'd always wear knee high boots and if I was a boy I'd have purple emo hair. Yeh baby.
He did laugh though when he caught me eating ice.... I can't help it :S it's an addiction now... completely! But it's a healthy one ;)
So it was a really fab night all in all! He left not too long ago as he has to get up early to go to Glasgow Christmas shopping with his man, and see Narnia, which Lynsey and I are seeing tomorrow - yeyeyeye! I can't bloody wait. It looks fantastic.

So here I am, waiting for Lynsey and Laura to get back from the Cathouse for Stephys birthday (Laura's going home tomorrow - poo!!!!! :( )

I'm going to go eat some more chocolate log and drink lemonade... woot! <3

luv ya all.

Final word count - 2054. gyaha.

Because I'm bored...

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 00:38:08 GMT

Leave a one-word comment that you think best describes me.
It can only be one word.
No more.
Then copy & paste this in your journal so that I may leave a word about you

:P

Man I'm so tired after these past two days. Cathouse thursday and last night, and all day yesterday I was busy too. from 9am :p
Got to bed at 7am this morning and only got up at 7pm, but god, am I still so, so tired. And still ill too (got bad cold ) :( But I think after a nice long sleep tonight and an easy day tomorrow (going to see Kev at his work and give him back his phone he left in my car, woops lol and then pick up teh Lyns from the train station) Oh wait... I've apparently got another party to go to tomorrow night... I'm SO glad classes and work are all over...

:D!

Thought I'd be kind and put up a recent pic of myself if anyone hasn't happened to seen me in a while :p
But it's in B&W.... yeh... my hairs red! :p

x

Did they send me daughters, when I asked for sons?

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 18:14:58 GMT

I be Cathouse-ing tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!

If anyone else is going, might see you there!!!!!

<3

Lyns

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I be Cathouse-ing tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!

If anyone else is going, might see you there!!!!!

<3

Lyns <lj-user="xfakesoundx"> birthday today! Big 19! OLD!! Gyaha.

*HEARTS U*

In other news, 'I'll make a man out of you' from Mulan is a fab tune. I love it. It's so get up and go.

And I also fancy Lynsey's brother. :O!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

xxxx

Because I'm a sheep...

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 16:41:09 GMT

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

In August I helped morikai across the street (6 points). In June I ruled Asscrackistan as a cruel and heartless dictator (-700 points). In September I gave caffeinatedguy a life-saving blood transfusion (50 points). Last Wednesday I helped crevette see the light (8 points). Last Saturday I bought porn for goukanokaze (10 points).

Overall, I've been naughty (-626 points). For Christmas I deserve a spanking!

Sincerely,
_lady_eowyn_

Kya kya kya...

xx

Where I'm going is anybody's guess..

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 01:51:22 GMT

Deep title for not much info.. Lol. I have a new layout! :D

A christmasy theme :) Me likes. I'm really getting in the mood for Christmas!!
Going Christmas shopping with Lynsey tomorrow - YEY! I'm really excited! :) Should be just what I need!

Got a damn cold/cough thing. It's more annoying than anything else really... I just want it to disappear :p

I've finished all my work for Uni now and It feels Soooooooo good. Nothing more till February! Well, a few books to read but I enjoy reading :)
Being a lady of leisure rocks!!!

Things to look forward to ...
Wednesday - Christmas Shopping!!
Thursday - Lynsey's Birthday & Cathouse for said Birthday :D
Friday - Glasgow Anime Christmas meet/party/hopefully Catty afterwords for all 18+ :p I miss some of you guys y'know, and others, I want to get to know better :D
Saturday - Got choir concert in Helensburgh
Sunday - Day of resssssssssst ^^

Hehe... Good times, now it is time I sleep :D!

Nitey nite :)

xx

NEIN!

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 17:43:38 GMT

:D

Rammstein + 411 + FOOD = Better Shona! :D :D

Rammstein are amazin, they better play some tonite at Rock Night. They're German and angry but make me happy XD

411 - I don't know what I'd do without every single of yous. You all bring something special to me and I'll love you all forever for it ^___^

And food? There are no words to describe how wonderful you are :P

Hehe.

........I wonder what it's like to be a squirrel...

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 00:48:28 GMT

Good lord I'm bored, lol

I was just sitting here sifting through everyone elses tunes on iTunes now I'm bored of that lol.

I was going to finish watching Finding Nemo but hmm, I dunno. I'm just in a mood to sit and chat crap on msn, but theres no-one talking to me ;_;

I want to cryyyyyyyyyyyyyy! Not really but y'know lol, I aint Emo.

I need hugs and lots of them. Jeez this post is well self centred, every sentence starts with 'I' :S
Not good!! Right I shall talk of something other than me...

William, or however you spell youre name deary, it's a uh, 'special' way isn't it? :p
He's lovely, really. :) He took the random chance of saying hello one time after seeing me at the Union's decent music night (Alter:Ego) and yeah, we'be been talking and stuff since. We get on well, although we've only met physically (and no, not in the way I KNOW you are all thinking :p ). We have such long random conversations on msn and through texting. We're going to see Howls Moving Castle on Saturday (it's showing at the cinema at me Uni), although I'm not sure how much of it I'll actually see..... *whistles innocently* :p
Oh and added bonus, he's an older... well not sure about maturer man, 23. Hehe.
And is Irish, with an accent and all.... haha. I'm putty in his hands...or so I make him think :p

I ramble, far too much.

I know I'm probably putting too much into this, but I hope it goes somewhere, I don't care what anyone else says but I deserve it.

<3

:D More News! Actual news this time lol

Sun, 20 Nov 2005 20:14:03 GMT

I'm still going to New York in january!!

I don't know if I said that it might be off because it was a Hen Weekend I was going on and my friends fiance left her, the fucker. *anger* She even had her wedding dress... Anyway, so yeah, we're all still going :D Should be a fantastic weekend !!! <3

In other news, got back last nite from catty at 5 am... lol another really late nite in a row :p it was fun though hehehe.
And then saw Harry potter today!!!!! I can't be bothered putting up a full proper update on it etc because I'm lazy so nyeh :p It was fantastic though! Omg. Totally the best movie yet!!!!!!!!!

:D

News!!!!!

Sat, 19 Nov 2005 18:53:54 GMT

Anyone going to the Cathouse tonight?!

'Cause I AM. !

:p

A little insight to Meeeee!

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 15:05:57 GMT

Yoinked from Paul ^^

Ten years ago: I was 9! My goodness, and in primary five in Arrochar Primary in Mrs Watts class! I remember getting a star for answering a hard maths question. hehe.

Five years ago: I was 14 and in third year being a grungy goth obsessibng over Stevie. Gyahah. I was studying for my third year exams, well I use the tern studying loosely... haha. My subjects were... English, Maths, Physics, Chemistry, Art and Design, Computing, French and Modern Studies. Geez, that was soooo long ago.

One year ago: 18 and struggling through my Animation Degree at Paisley which I have obviously since left and picked up English in Stirling lol.
I would probably right now be still in my pyjamas in me flat in the halls as I had Monday and Fridays off - amazing or what lol. I'd be trying to amuse myself too with not having interenet in room like I do now! Then later on I would be getting ready to go to Piano lesson , which I am still doing today lol.

Yesterday: I got up at like 2pm (I went home for the weekend!) and just laaaaazed about. Went on the internet and then got all my stuff together for going back up to Stirling ^^ I arrived back at 8pm and then chatted with girlies, tidied my room which is again a mess today *eyeroll* lol Then watched Donnie Darko with Laura and then some of Advent Children when it decided to work!!! (BISHIE RUFUS O_O ) And went to sleep at 3am. Woot. lol

Today: Suffering from damn stomach cramps ;__; had lecture and tutorial. Went to damn doctors to get prescription only to be told NO! Come back tomorrow and then the next day and we can get you it then. Godamn Stirling lol. Then I have maybe another lecture at 4pm lol and then piano lesson tonight which I don't wanna go to because I feel rotten and can't be bothered with the 2 hours worth of travelling. FAH!

Tomorrow: Lecture at 10am and that's it lol. Well no got my 2nd doctors appointment at 12 30 then gotta finish essay for English and if that's finished I /might/ go to Karaoke in Paisley... maybe lol I dunno if I can be bothered. lol. Although I know Simon wants to see me... GAH. What to do? XD

Five snacks I enjoy: Pickles!, green grapes, onion rings, custard creams and magic stars! :p

Five bands that I know the lyrics of MOST of their songs: Backstreet Boys (hehe!), Muse, Red Hot Chillis, Black Eyed Peas, Nightwish

Five things I would do with £100,000,000:
1 - Go to Japan and take my fellow girlies Judith, Kim and Jayne with me too because we're all so desparate to go!
2 - Give a big sumn to my parents for all the times they've helped me out.
3 - Buy a Porsche and a Grand Piano.
4 - Give to charities that mean something to me.
5 - Buy a castle. XD

Five locations I'd like to run away to: Japan, New Zealand, Egypt, Isle Of Lewis, Alaska

Five things I like doing: Spending time with the people I love, going on the internet!, singing, drawing, travelling

Five things I would never wear: jeans :p, tracksuit, something brown, miniskirt, a mans t-shirt (no shape! lol)

Five TV shows I like: Smallville, 24, Family Guy, Neighbours, Time Team

Five movies I like: Lord of The Rings Trilogy, The Last Samurai, Battle Royale, House of Flying Daggers, Seven Samurai

The last film I bought: Seven Samurai <3

The last film I watched was: Donnie Darko

Five biggest joys at the moment: The Cathouse, my 411 girlies, a certain man I want to see again, final fantasy advent children, internet

Five favorite toys: PSP!, ps2, laptop <3, my car lol, and me drawing tablet!

Well that was fun and killed sum time ^____^ <3
Hope it was slightly interesting. Hehe!

Going AWOL for 4 days is fun...

Sat, 12 Nov 2005 20:36:07 GMT

PS - I forgot how to do LJ cuts... How do u do them???????

Boo :p

Well, this week's been rather eventful.

Tuesday night I went to my usual Karaoke in Paisley and met with Lindsay and her flatmate Laura, she's so cool! Went to Underwood first to see Ronny and new Underwood-ians! that place is SO dead compared to last year. Lasy year rocked! Went to Karaoke which was fun as usual. Saw Simon, and we chatted again for a bit during his break. He's so shy and sweet...but I don't see it going anywhere, well not anytime soon anyway. And I'm getting impatient ;_; The language barrier is a bit difficult at times too, but in saying that, his English is really pretty good. So yeah, I don't know what I'm going to do about it because I've met someone else I kinda like. We'll get to that soon :p

Drove back at 2am on Tuesday lol. because if I didn't I knew I wouldn't go to class the next day.
I was well tired the next day but managed to get a little bit of sleep before I went to me friend Coffee's birthday! Got dressed up and all that jazz then met the folks in Borders. Kay, Bryan, Dave, Coffee and Rob...Hope no-ones missed out there! Then it was Ichiban for food. Damn those noodles were soooooooo goooood. I want some now. Damnit. lol. Kenny, Harry, Sanj and Shinji (I think thats who!) then met us at ichiban. Our bill was mega, like £150 or something XD Well good.

Then proceeded to Solid Rock which is really pretty cool actually, never been before but I liked ^^ Had a drink or two there then it was THE CATTY! Oh how I love the Catty *love*
It was really, really quite busy for a Wednesday night! Shock! But great atmostphere ^^ Wicked tunes were played and not a drop of Alcohol drunk by me :p Because I was the taxi for the night. lol But all was good. Me and Kay danced our hearts out and there was some Yuri action.. gyahaha. *snicker* The guys were so loving it. :p
Then Jim turned up. Which made me drop my vow of shunning every male that night. lol. I've had my eye on him since I first met him at the first meet but just kinda bypassed doing anything as someone else showed interest (which i should of just ignored ¬_¬ ) and I thought, he's so Hot, witty, smart and has a sexy accent that he is so not single and so not interested in me.
But then I saw him at the Catty :D
I kind of got the impression he wanted something, because girls get that sort of thing. But then my self concious-ness put me down and went DUH stop being stupid. XD But I went fuck off! lol. We were dancing on the floor and things just happened. Mwah. I love his hair!!!
I had a big smile the rest of the night. But I was also really tired too. And proceeded to almost fall asleep on his shoulder as he stroked my hand. He's so sweet.
Geez, I hope he doesn't read this... XD I'm really sounding weird... But hey, I'm allowed to say how I feel ^_^

Then we left and walked allllll the way up to where the car was parked (up by the UGC) and damn, it started raining sooooooo heavily. Got absolutely soaked. But Jim was there to keep me warm ^^ Thanks for walking up with me :)
Then said bye bye to Jim (he lives near) and drove back to Paisley! Fun! We had a sing-song in the car if I remember rightly, some cool songs are on at that time of the morning. lol. Made de-tour to asda, we were hungry and thirsty lol.

Went back and chatted a bit before totally crashing out.! Woot. Woke up around 11ish and began to watch Naruto! Episodes which I had already seen like 20 times over but hey, can't diss Naruto XD Although I did nod off a few times whilst watching it... When Kay and Bryan came back from Uni/College/Whoreing (XD) we proceeded in going to the Thursday GA meet! It took us 45 mins to get to Glasgow from Paisley. omg. DAMN TRAFFIC *DIE*. Got there bout 6:10 then me Kay n Bry went for Burger King, yummah. Then Kay n me went to some shops before headin to meet. Only stayed there for a bit before heading to After Party at Catbois ^^ Although I did steal Jims russian hat which is so soft I couldn't help stroking it, seriously. :p Me and Jim didn't talk much on Thursday, we were both pretty shy methinks. :p Well I was lol. Although at the end of the after party I did get his number :)
Heehee.

Then another 3am journey back in the car! (I was totally sober again lol) And we just totally crashed out when we got back. We were all so tired hehe.

The next day was quiet, just went to Glasgow shopping for a wee bit then came came. Bryan went to work and me and Kay got Chinese and watched DVD's :D Woot. Bry brought back pizza from his work so all was good. Then it was early to bed for us all, we still all tired lol. Well not after more Naruto!

Woke around 12 ish today and left to go quickly back to Stirling, get all me dirty washing, say yo to flatmates and give them my absent love and then head on home! So here I am, writing this jurrrrnal at home after a yummy chinese. ^^

not much else to say really. I text Jim last night but he hasn't replied yet :( But I'm not gonna stress much (well try not to lol) because I know that I don't always text back immediately. Like hours, or sometimes days lol.

I hope he's still interested ^^

(I left out any emo bits because I hate being angsty. :p so nyeh lol. I'm over them anyway :p )

What sweet seduction lies before us...?

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 20:08:29 GMT

Feeling much better today, almost 100%. Almost. :p

Got work done, sorted out notes, chose English essay and have idea, just gonna make a weekly plan of work! I feel so much more sorted and clearer. Had a fab sleep too. My head just hit the pillow and I was out! Hehe. I think though what helped was me and Laura for about an hour watching the one scene from Phantom Of The Opera over and over and pausing at the bits where he was TASTY! Omg.. smouldering looks anyone? And that little eye flick and the finger movement.......... SWISH OF CLOAK TOO! NYEEE! Ahhhh I think I have found the man i want to marry... XD *slaps back to reality* Lol. Anyway. Getting Chinese food and watching more movies tonite <3

I love me girlies :D

I think It's karaoke time tomorrow night? I think! I'll see how I'm feeling ^___^ But I HAVE to put my cheque in the bank tomorrow or I'll have no money *is stupid* :p

Mmmmmmm I think it's time to look at some hotness...

It makes me happy..........

So does this.................... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Onii-channnnnn!!!!!!!!!!1111

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 20:09:08 GMT

SO BOORED

omg.

I can't wait till Christmas.

Wish I didn't have my violin exam tomorrow. I just can't be bothered with it. *grrr*

I'm hungry now, going to make me dinner. :p

<3

The time has come to Galvanize...

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 13:29:31 GMT

And also die from this killer cough I have probably from standing in the freezing cold and rain for 2 hours in the godamn que for the Cathouse. Rarr!
How shitty was that girls? I've never seen it so bad... godamnit XD

But after all that waiting I had a pretty good night! Fantastic company of course :p And met a few other friends from Paisley etc. there too ^_^ Derricks my BITCH!!!! <3 luv ya sweetie :p

It felt so good to dance to proper rock tunes in a club. I've missed that soooo much. Theres only so much crap I can put up with... !! And don't get me started on the hot guys there, I mean omg. YES PLEASE. But of course, 9/10 had a godamn girlfriend. lol

A good night regardless :p

And Kimi kissed a girl!!!! Go Kim! XDDD You crazy beeyach.

I'm really lacking in sleep... I think these past 2/3 weeks of lots of partying I've been doing are finally catching up on me... I'm feeling it a little today. Think I'll go to bed for a few hours before Tom comes over and while my 411 girlies go to the cinema to see the Corpse Bride; I've seen it already and am worried I'll fall asleep in the cinema lol :p

I need to tidy my room now...

I want my Meng Zhao... (ie, Simon :p )

^________^

Fri, 28 Oct 2005 18:10:22 GMT

<3

I had a fantastic day yesterday, which continued into today.... :p

Thanks Tom :D

<3 <3 <3