Fri, 14 Nov 2008 21:32:09 GMT

annoying annoying annoying annoyed

Whatsay, hon? Okay, now which hon must I be speaking to? Well, to my main squeeze and sweet delight with the dark hair and the sharp sweet mouth (you know who you are) I blow latent kisses and beg your apologies for my long absence. I'd claim its not all my fault and share the blame around, but okay I'll own up that some of it is my fault. Been living on the edge a lot lately and not much time even to talk to my other hon, the one I share headspace with a time or two. Of course, she's been a fiend lately, either busy as heck or freaked out.

Its the freaked out I'm none too happy with. Needless to say but I'm saying it anyway, it makes me more than a bit angry and you know what I'm like when I'm angry. cold cold cold jesus cold

Nobody's freaking perfect, but there's no call for some people to go around thinking they are and nobody else is and never ever in a million years coming unbent from their own issues and hangups enough to say they're freaking sorry to someone they supposedly give two craps about. not that I'm saying my headspace honey is all right, but that it don't mean she's all wrong either

Blow em a little smoke, they need to see the fire. They need to get the dust cleared outa their eyes, suck it right out. I'm done playing Meester Niceguy, even if I piss her off after I'm done playing Nice Games.

Been there, never done that.

gone gone not so gone

Fri, 24 Oct 2008 16:55:45 GMT

So I've been gone awhile and now, as it goes in familiar movie lingo...I'm baaaaacccckkkkk.

Okay then, done with that. Too cute to live.

What's been happening is less than cute, but I've been keeping a low profile because she wanted me to. Am I gonna be let out of the box now? Are we done being "nice," chica?

Gonna come out and play now, buyers beware. All you who been taking advantages where none is warrented, you beware too. This dude is like so tired of playing by the Nice Rules. No more Mister Nice Rules. Noop.

You think we're not here for a reason? You think we don't care? You don't think you owe it to those who give a crap to have what we got on tap?

JFC...

Oh so blessed be (hah!)

Shel

Living on the Edge

gone gone not so gone