the first straw...so small it seemed impossible

man.bruh.fuck.

Thu, 20 Dec 2007 21:18:59 GMT

I cant believe everything that has happened in the past two days.

I cant keep anything fucking straight. My mind is going fucking nuts. I looked up to this goddamn relationship. I was finally starting to fucking respect you. I was finally starting to have the relationship i always wanted with you. You are my fucking family. How could you do this to her. How could you do this to us. When i find this stupid bitch im going to kill her for fucking with my goddamn family. My little unit that was finally starting to work out. Fuck you. Fuck what you've done. Fuck all of this.

I can't fucking stand it.

:(

stop it

Sat, 08 Dec 2007 10:14:24 GMT

you fucking annoy me.

wow its been awhile

Fri, 07 Dec 2007 08:28:14 GMT

its been forever since ive read any of my old livejournal entries...

-i was a fucking boycrazy girl ALL through highschool.

-adderall made me fucking crazy

-i made the worst friends and even worse enemies

-ive grown up so much since then

-boys still fucking confuse the hell out of me.

-i cant believe how much of a fucking creeper i was.

-god damn i was a fucking creep.

thats about all i've come up with so far. alot has changed and i think id be alot different if i wouldnt have been such a creeper in highschool..so maybe its not such a bad thing. lately theres been alot of different things going on in my life. i no longer live at home, i live with erinn and its going ok..about as well as can be expected. i work at zeus...i love aarabic people. i cant wait for emad to get home. ive made a few new friends..some closer than other. people are stil playing just as many mind games as ever...and its driving me crazy.

this ones for you jess..i love and miss you so much.

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 00:36:30 GMT

Every day I wake up
I hope I'm dreamin
I can't believe this shit
Can't believe you ain't here
Sometimes it's just hard for a nigga to wake up
It's hard to just keep goin
It's like I feel empty inside without you bein here
I would do anything man, to bring you back
I'd give all this shit
You was the greatest
You'll always be the greatest
Can't wait til that day, when I see your face again
I can't wait til that day, when I see your face again...

Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you

It's kinda hard with you not around
Know you in heaven smilin down
Watchin us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts Big I just can't define
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us in the 6, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Makin hits, stages they receive you on
I still can't believe you're gone
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still living you're life, after death

Somebody tell me why.....

*only the good die young...only the good die young

i love you.

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 04:06:07 GMT

i love taylor doop.

and josh baker.

and erin.

and chaffie.

that is all.

<3

wesley hebert is my GOD.

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 20:43:08 GMT

thisbrimslow: haha YES
thisbrimslow: wes hebert is my skanky pants hoe
thisbrimslow: my life = complete
DRUMMERmofo05: yes it should be
thisbrimslow: you love me
thisbrimslow: lots and lots
thisbrimslow: my skanky pants hoe
DRUMMERmofo05: of coarse
thisbrimslow: thats right
thisbrimslow: i feel all special and stufff
DRUMMERmofo05: damn skippy
DRUMMERmofo05: u should
thisbrimslow: *wink wink*
thisbrimslow: im seducingyou
DRUMMERmofo05: yessss
DRUMMERmofo05: ohhh daddy like
thisbrimslow: u better like it, actually you have to
thisbrimslow: cuz thats ur job as skanky pants hoe
thisbrimslow: u have more responsibility than you think
thisbrimslow: lol
DRUMMERmofo05: haha i know
DRUMMERmofo05: wow
DRUMMERmofo05: but does that mean i have the right to seduce u back
thisbrimslow: of course, im ur skanky pants hoe as well
thisbrimslow: the job title goes for both of us
thisbrimslow: lol
DRUMMERmofo05: ohh yess
DRUMMERmofo05: thats awesome
DRUMMERmofo05: makes me happy
thisbrimslow: haha well im glad i can make you happy
DRUMMERmofo05: yes
DRUMMERmofo05: seduce some more
thisbrimslow: cuz u my friend should never be sad, and fuck all those ppl who make you sad...u should do one thing and one thing about them
thisbrimslow: SLAP-A-HOE
DRUMMERmofo05: yes i know
DRUMMERmofo05: i need to join that tribe
thisbrimslow: if someone makes you mad
thisbrimslow: u just say to them "do you KNOW what tribe im from"
thisbrimslow: and they will say no
thisbrimslow: and you say "SLAP-A-HOE" and then do just that
DRUMMERmofo05: yess
DRUMMERmofo05: what if its a dude
thisbrimslow: well..
thisbrimslow: they might just think ur gay, but hey at least you slapped them
thisbrimslow: lol
thisbrimslow: or it could change then to "kick-a-hoe"
thisbrimslow: or "punch-a-hoe"

*i love wesley hebert.

period. end of story.*

you could bust me out all day.

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 18:15:15 GMT

thomas brought me lunch today and met my parents. my mom was like i was gunna arrest him cuz i thought thats who u snuck out with but now im not.

YUHS. love my life. and i love thomas he's so great to me.

<3

i also love 311 and cant wait for them to come to baton rouge. NUKKA WHATTTT.

*You've got to trust your instinct
And let go of regret
You've got to bet on yourself now star
'Cause that's your best bet

Watch me now with a wicked and wild and I said
We come with the funky style that gets us known for the show
And we'll mix the hip hop reggae if we say it is so
And f**k the nay sayers cause they don't mean a thing
Cause this is what style we bring

Now it's morning but last night's on my mind
There's something I need to get off my chest
And no matter what may come to shine
The dream will always be mine

All mixed up, you don't know what to do
Next thing you turn around and find the person is you
Thought a freak might be the thing
But the first could be the last, so just get off of your ass

All mixed up, you don't know what to do
Next thing you turn around and find the person is you
Thought a freak might be the thing
But you know this will pass, so just get off of your ass

You've got to trust your instinct
And let go of regret
You've got to bet on yourself now star
`Cause that's your best bet

Watch me now with a wicked and wild and I said
Sick sick bit got to have it
Like bustin' in on a session but you got to call it quits
Sick sick bit just can't quit
Fact that you don't even know makes it fully legit

Now it's morning but last night's on my mind
There's something I need to get off my chest
And no matter may come to shine
The dream will always be mine

You keep me coming,
That is a gal that'll kill dem stunning
You keep me coming,
That is a gal that'll kill dem stunning
You keep me coming,
That is a gal that'll kill dem stunning
You keep me coming,
That is a gal that'll kill dem stunning

You make me nervous, throat dry
My brain is empty, don't know why
But I saw you doing something
Which is really truly nothing
But you could bust me out all day

Many moons since first I saw you
Many moons since first we did the do
Many moons since first I saw you
Many moons since first we did the do

And why did I try when I knew it was no and
Why did I try when I say it was so
But save it for later we should just let it skate
'Cause the waiting feel is fine*

-all mixed up.

THE GREATEST DAY

Sat, 11 Jun 2005 04:57:23 GMT

to sum up the greatest day known to man:

-mae was amazing
-i got the drummers towel
-i got the lead singers water bottle
-the drummer hugged me twice talked to me for 30 minutes and signed my damn arm..as well as the towel
-i get home...and i have a brand spankin new BLACK MINI COOPER sitting in my garage.

and finally:

-I LOVE MY FUCKING LIFE.

bitches

Wed, 01 Sep 2004 22:29:40 GMT

its friends only bitches... add me and ill add you back